I made a valiant attempt to pack my super untidy table. I think my table is capable of shocking visitors to the range of mild to serious heart attack. Well, depends on how strong is the heart...

I know it looks like rubbish dump...
That's why my mum used to (still actually) doubt that i'm a daughter... she thinks it's her fault for not producing me as a SON...
I'm so not a girl...

ehh...who said girl must always be neat, pink, fluffy, tidy and free of even a teenie weenie speck of dust? That's stereotyping ppl... and stereotyping ppl is supposedly bad... *shakes my head fervently*

I spent 5 gruelling hours trying to clear my table, pack my stuff, wipe my table till there's no bacteria nor dust. I used dettol detergent to clean k... kills 99 % of bacteria... Now my table is bacteria free... Ok la...maybe that 1 % which remains to share my table. Not that i mind... got company what...

TADAH!!!!!!!

Look what i did to the syf flowers. I twist them round my table lamp... brings back memories...

Isn't the turtle cute? Looking so happy under the table lamp of flowers... wahaha!

I felt that my table was too bare and decided to put my bf's pic... He's gorgeous man!! Wang lee hom rocks!

somehow, i placed my bf's pic at a strategic spot so that he can stare at me to study... motivate me or sth... I'm thinking of collecting more photos of gorgeous guys and paste on my table so that at least i'll be attracted by them to sit at my table and study...

anybody has pics of hunks, please donate to me if you don't want. I doubt any will do so cause you girls will save them for your own. I'm just trying my luck...

I'm panicking... how how how?? how am i supposed to finish studying all the topics required for chem, bio, maths and econs.... AH!!!!!!!!!!!!

last day of school

Today marks the 'last' day of school for all j2s. We'll reappear after prelims somehow for more lessons no matter how unhappy we are... we got into a photo taking frenzy today.

We celebrated teachers' day during GP. Our plan was this: Adillia complains that she has stomach cramps and need to go sickbay with zheya accompanying her. Then she'll sneaked out of school to buy cake for mrs ho and run back.

Our plan nearly didn't manage to take place because mrs ho came into the class and announced "i'm not feeling well today. I think i'm going to throw up. I really can't teach you all. I'm feeling shivery all over. I'm going to pass you the entry proofs and i'll leave." the rest of us were dumbfounded. Quick thinking adillia and zheya decided to leave at the moment. Our plan was pushed forward. Time passed at snail's pace when they were gone. We started bombarding her with questions to make her stay. It was hilarious seeing the whole class suddenly so enthu in asking questions non stop and was united in our attempts to make mrs ho stay. quite sadistic come to think of it. we were like stopping a very sick person from going back to rest... opps! anyway it was worth it because mrs ho was touched. Even though she was ill, she was a good sport and still went around cheerily to take pictures.

After that, we went under lt1 to take class pics. We attracted alot of attention... we did this pic whereby everyone jumped at the same time. Cool right... too bad i don't have the pics with me now... a guy in my class looked like an idiot jumping so many times ALONE cause there were problems trying to take proper pics of him. He jumped too high out of camera's range i think... it was both embarrassing and fun! :)

No more pe ever after. I'll miss sports complex
Nice view!

'The Cosey 4' named by Grace. Stupid Junhan dangled his donut on top of me!!

He dangled his donut during econs lesson and threw ms wong into a laughing fits. The reason is simply, he looked stupid trying to dangle the little cute donut...

The cookies that i baked for the entire class. This is the sad looking one which i ate!

The smiley one!

SMile like the cookie!

The stressful period is going to begin... i'm starting to feel that my life is so bleak... Give me a cliff and i'll gladly jump down...

My ulcers are so fertile...

I now have three ulcers! From one to two and then THREE!! Am i supposed to rejoice at the fertility of my ulcers or not? AH!!!!

I can't eat properly since it's damn painful and i'm experiencing some sort of loss of appetite... yucks!!

I don't know why my econs teacher scheduled the econs test tomorrow afternoon which is meant for yr 2 cgs to go outing with their CT, celebrating teachers' day in advance. I know it's bad of me to think this way but still i secretly harbour this thought that she purposely scheduled it to be tomorrow cause nobody wants to celebrate staff day for her... :P

I met Vanessa at Zap and she proudly showed me her phylogenetic tree? i have no idea what's that. I think i saw a tree with a chimp and other animals on it. Come to think of it now, the chimp doesn't really resemble a chimp... oh well...

AH!! I'm supposed to study 'ROLE OF GOVERNMENT'.

I'm not an econs-phile... econs is notmy cup of tea...

Ulcers + time flies

I woke up with one ulcer on my tongue. By the time evening arrives, my ulcer had already decided to propagate itself preventing the loss of its species by reproducing another ulcer assexually. So, i'm stuck with two ulcers to keep me company lest i get bored, i can talk to my 'beloved' ulcers. Ok... that reflects how stressed out i am...

As cliche as it may sound, time really flies. I can't believe i'm already 18!! Soon, i won't be a teenager anymore. Next year onwards, i won't get to enjoy youth day holiday. I can hardly believe jcts had been over for nearly two months plus... To me, syf had happened very long ago. Guitar concert... oh well... time flies flies flies!!

It's saddening to see all my classmates getting all cranked up due to the stress. Prelims is coming as a matter of fact. That's nothing we can do to deny it... People falling sick, looking real tense, zonked out (like me), living in his/her own world, less crapping, less laughter... All because of stress. I guess i'm also getting pretty absorbed in my own world and i have no idea what's going on around me besides stress, homework, prelims, exhaustion, sleep and more stress... I'm living like a zombie and i feel sad thinking about it...

I think i should do something about it... i don't want to live a life of a zombie's. Even in the face of stress, i hope to make prospect a happier one... Cheer up and keep fighting!!

demure and RESOLUTE!!

Mighty scary

I think it's mighty scary to have nose bleed...

I'm so so so sick of school... The mundane life in school as well as outside school, well just make this way...my life is so monotonous... It's like a vicious cycle kind of thing...

Not to mention, the stress is piling up now... my mind is bogged down by so much stuff. I can't have even one minute of peace in my mind. even when i'm sleeping, i bet my soul will still drift off to school related stuff.

I'm sick of whining how boring and stressful my life is... i'm sick of everything. I'm sick of being sick...

well... as the end of whining, no matter how sick you were or still are, somehow it just feels better...

yay! whine more!

National Day

i am a good girl. i went to school for national day celebrations and caught haziz supposedly singing what sounded like poetry recital to me. We got very high when he sang 'chan mali chan'. I sang very loudly with him cause the song actually represents one my friends and that is huichan. Chan mali is her nickname...I screamed real loud when guitar juniors were performing and after that pretended it wasn't me. faked innocence... wahaha! the rest of the time was constructively spent asking chan mali to send me games to my hp via bluetooth and playing games on my hp. I don't understand what the skit was about. I can't be bothered as well. Now i have more fun games in my hp. Boredom won't be able to kill me! I'm such a sucker for games...

I want PSP. Gameboy also not bad. Can play pokemon... ah!!! miss my childhood... My playstation is collecting dust ... no time to play metal slug, pac man, skate, racing car etc...

i wore a red shirt today!! my first time wearing red shirt this year... red is not my colour. Anyway, happy national day! yippee!!

sit-ups: 34
shuttle run: 11.35s
sit and reach: 56 cm
standing board jump: 188 cm.

AND, i can't get gold because i miss C by 1 idiotic pull up... the teacher in charge was damn strict... i did so many in vain cause it wasn't counted... WTF!!

I nearly burst out in tears after that cause i just miss GOLD by 1 pull up... 1 pathetic pull up... life is so bloody unfair...

i told every single person about my damn plight...

life just sucks...

Guess what, i left my file in the gym and poor joel had to lug my file home...

It's all inclined pull ups' fault...

thinking of it now, life is always unfair... no matter how much effort you put in sometimes won't get recognised. That's when self affirmation comes in. Who cares about the damn certificate? it's not as though years later i can take out my napfa certs and show off or something... it'll just be a mouldy decomposing piece of shit by that time... why be so upset about it? I feel so silly for being so upset...

Hazel is the best!

For the effort i had put in, i think i should get platinum for napfa!

I'm happy once again... napfa is nothing...

I'm sorry to those who had to endure my endless complaints and use of crude language... thanks to those who tried to cheer me up as well

i wanted to pon school but i can't cause the stupid owner of my stupid file left it in the gym and the stupid owner has to claim it back from joel. Can't help laughing... yes... i'm this blur...