School reopens...

I don't want school to reopen...

Too bad too sad, i had already survived one week of school...I hate this year's timetable. I only have one bloody early day... One pathetic early day. Which means i have to spend near half of my life this year in tjc... It's going to be a pressurising year and i hope that i'll survive...

I was the station master for orientation. Overall, it was quite fun cause i get to see the junior batch making a fool of themselves... *add sinister laughter* It's not like everyday you'll get to see people waddling like a duck at the playground. At the same time, i get to keep a lookout for any good-looking juniors... *insert high-pitched laughter* The only sad part is that i got abit of sunburnt and i've become darker... Sad!! I managed to become fairer by staying at home most of the time during the holidays... all my efforts has been washed down the drain... However, cherylene thinks i look better with darker skin.. :D So, i shall not complain...

Somebody asked me whether i know how to speak chinese sometime this week... Do i really don't look like chinese... When i was real small, foreigners approached my aunt and asked me whether i was thai. (my aunt related the incident to me only during recent years) I don't look chinese meh? That's the disadvantage of being tanned. More people will mistake me for other races except for chinese...

I don't want week two to start cause lessons will officially start next week and my nightmare begins...

Actually, i had a weird sensation inside me when i was at the canteen last friday staring at the J1s having their orientation. It's pretty scary how time flies and stuff. Exactly one year ago, i was still donning on my green uniform and act like a blur sotong in a new environment. I remember not enjoying the mass dances cause i have an aversion to dancing... I remember i felt rather lonely cause i don't know anyone well enough to crap to and be sure that the person can endure my rubbish...I was told i looked dao during orientation because of the reasons mentioned above and i miss sec school's friends alot... Orientation 2 was better cause i know more people that time and can fool around with them. Oh gosh! I miss orientation. I wish myself to be participating in ice breakers (although i find them rather stupid) than stay in the LT and listen to the lecturer talking what that sounds like lullaby to me... I felt like crying as i throw envious glances at the j1s enjoying themselves during orienation. (abit dramatic lah) Feel abit nostalgic of the fun we had as j1s as i'm coming to terms with the label--j2s... I can't believe that i'm j2 this year... time passes too fast, faster than i can fart (eeyeew!) . Hai~ Why am i getting so emo over here?

Emo session is over... I should look forward to a better tomorrow. Although the truth is my tomorrow is going to be hell, somehow i have to pretend that i'm looking forward to it. This year is going to pass like burp. Short, fast but smelly... Let's work hard this year!

i am the force!