I was having this msn convo with this friend whose blog really touched me recently and i was contemplating at first whether to tell him what i honestly feel about him. You see... i'm not very good with complimenting people or profess my profound admiration for them... I mean... it's in our culture anyway, to be stingy when it comes to complimenting people or telling people our true feelings... I pondered for very long. Typed and deleted, typed again and deleted. This went on for quite long until i decided to type and hit 'Enter'.
In the end, i still decided to tell him my honest opinion and my admiration for him. That's because i was thinking if i don't tell him now, i won't be able to die in peace. Next time when i'm on my death bed, i'll blame myself for not telling him my true feelings...
So it was mutual sharing time. We both encouraged each other and we both gained a listening ear + helping hand. And tonight, i'm going to sleep with a big smile plastered on my face because despite all odds, i've told my friend my true feelings. That's what matters.
To live with no regrets...
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