Suddenly, this fear just arose... What if i don't improve this sem? Despite the fact that i've been working harder. I think the hard work accumulated from pri sch till jc also pales in comparioson to the effort i've put in.
Well, i was just thinking i wouldn't be able to bear it and there are two paths to take. 1) Go NIE or 2) quit school. If that really happens, i think the latter stands a higher chance because i can't bear the thought of spending my life in university again...
Then... the sad and cruel reality come crashing on me... what can i do after i quit school? what about the expectations on me?? Even though people are telling me to take it easy, don't stress, no high expectations on me. That doesn't mean they don't have expectations on me right... The disappointment in them although i know they'll feign nonchalance about it as long as i'm happy.
Sigh... i'm losing grip and i'm about to fall into a valley of darkness...
The harsh and cruel truth about reality...
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