Panda eyes!

Haven been sleeping well for the past few days. been surviving for onli a few hrs of sleep 4/5/6 per day. As a result, i haf panda eyes! ARGH!!

Im deprived of beloved Saturdae! Oh man!! i had to sacrifice my lovely saturdae for guitar prac. it's not tt i dislike guitar ir sth but then cum on, it's sat!! My long awaited Saturdae!! But then, it's quite understandable cos concert is cummin n we seriously need to do alot of brushing up. Hai~ My sleep, my entire saturdae gone... *pooF* i haf to stay back EVERYDAY nxt wk. Mon-Wed up to 9 pm. I wun becum a zombie, i'll becum a rising dead instead. Die liao!

Had sports day ytd.Was rather disappointing cos the entire was boring n din entice me to sit still to watch the whole thing. i went off half way looking for an adventure but to no avail. Adventure to me lies outside the green fences of tjc. Btw, i was still trapped inside. Hung ard wif Mingyan n we walked round the sch. i cldn't sit still becos one, the event was boring, two, it was stifling hot sitting wif the crowd n three my butt seriously has needles n i dun like acupuncture.

i tink the whole thing was unfair lah!! Sum events, there were two grps of participants frm the same hse participating. Based on limtied knowledge of probability tt i learnt ages ago, of cops tt hse wif more reps stand a betta chance of winning wat. So, where's fairness?? They shld jus limit one hse to each event.

Betta cheerleading rocks stones n pebbles!! i tink it;s the best lor. Well done!! i dun tink the winner deserves to win. it wasn't exactly tt WOW aniway.

Nxt, i tink they shld jus announce overall hse champion n dun rank first-third. We onli haf four hses lah! Wat's the point in ranking them. i sympathise the hse which din win ani position. it mus be very demoralising.

Plus, the speaker (male) shld eat S#*+! He n his irritating accent. he was sarcastic sia!! He shld be one of the judges for singapore idol instead. i change my mind, american idol since he likes to tok in an angmoh accent.

Ytd, i was damn pissed off by a certain person. He can accompany the damn speaker n eat s*%+ together! He made a mistake n tired to shrink away frm responsibility. He shld haf the intellect the noe the event if of a pressing issue n he tired to put it off to mon then clarify wif the teacher. Where the hell is responsibility? neway, i went to look for the teacher ic instead n i regretted doing so. i felt like a complete ape. felt like idiot trying to clarify wif the teacher sth when all along it was our fault on our side. S*#+ i felt like a dodo bird. I told him abt it n he still tried to defend himself saying tt he did sign up for may one n he actually blamed the teacher for maligning him. Wat the ~ At tt point in time, i cat be bothered to go on wif him. I wanna maintain shu nu image. i din wanna flare up at him. Cos if i do, i probably go find shit n smear it onto his mouth. Wah lao! I dun care of he stumbles upon this blog n reads it. I hope he does actually. I wan him to noe tt i haf been swallowing all my anger all along. there's a limit to my patience n dun eva try to make me exceed my limit. At most, i'll jus dump my shu nu image n rebuild it again. i haf nth to lose. This is not the first time aniway... im capable of doing extreme stuff n i can get very mad... Neway, too much hazelnuts will be heaty to the body. too heaty will get nosebleed n i hope he bleeds if he continues to make me angry..

Audrey is in guitar n i love teasing her during prac. Together wif huixian, we make absolute partners in teasing her!! woo hoo!!

I realised tt i haf been cursing alot recently. Partly due to stress n of cos lack of sleep thus easily angered. Stress... hai~guitar concert's cummin tt's y im stresed. totally burnt out this entire wk. I curse n bitched alot n i sincerely apologise to my frens frm having to enfure all these. im sorrie... thanks for lending me ur ears. i mus haf acted like a complete bitch. im sorrie...

I haf to sing for guitar concert. i repeat i haf to SING!! *traumatised* Year ones haf to sing 'a whole new world'. Exploiting yr ones again. Haf to sway, snap fingers, smile, sing n slow motioned actions... Oh man!! im gg to faint. im tinking of spray painting myself to becum totally black on tt day since im wearing all black n camouflage in the dark... The song is nice in the sense tt it brings back wunderful childhood memories. i was a walt disney fan n i still am. But then, it;s weird to perform by singing it. Geex! Plus i look so cheesy doing the actions...

I stoned n spaced put while playing guitar as an ensemble. i played wrongly n loudly at the same time. Apparently, Andy n Qihui heard it n after the song has ended, they told me tt they heard it n we laughed. Opps!! Too sleepy liao...

Went to cityhall after guitar . We were locked in for short while though. Hai~ had funny moments gg out wif cherylene n huichan. Hehe!!

Im burnt out n i wan a knight in shiny armour wif a shiny sword to save me frm all the distress... Haha!!

Im waiting for the knight ...