rain collector

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!

I bet everyone is feeling exactly the same sentiments.... because promos is coming... AHHH!!!!

I want to get promoted but a gut feeling tells me i'll die a horrible guresome mangled death for promos... ...

So many things to do yet so little time... It's pretty cliche i know but it kind of reflects the situation i'm stuck with...

Can't believe i'll be having promos in less than two weeks time. and i doubt i've finished even 10 percent of the things that are supposed to be studied and locked up in my puny brain...

I know i'm not supposed to whine about life. I ought to feel grateful that i'm healthy and kicking blah blah blah but then if i'm deprived of whining about my life... How can i go on??

I need to complain to get off the frustrations in my chest... (which means i'll have a deflated chest after getting rid of my frustrations... wahahaha!!)

I can't believe that i'll be J2 next year. (Provided that i get promoted in the first place) seniors of the school. Eeee... makes me sound so old... I can vividly remember the first day in school... all the stupid orientations and initial awkwardness (cause i hadn;t know my classmates yet). Stupid as in ...orientations always compel people to do stupid stuff isn't it? But somehow, i miss orientations. I don't mind doing stupid stuff as long as i can turn back the clock back to the good old days we had in first three months...

Somehow i always have this persistent question bugging me ...' maybe i should have gone to poly instead'. I don't want to regret making some decisions lah.. I don't like to regret but then... it's a natural thing that comes haunting me and set me thinking. At the end of the day, i'll still arrive with the conclusion that maybe Jc life is more suitable for me and i'll just leave it hanging until the next round of the same question comes haunting me...

I like biology lah but not molecular basis of biology where we get to study all the DNA , replication and what genome shit ... The high and mighty people decided to change the syllabus i guess.. I rather much prefer to study circulatory system or homeostasis blah blah blah... Not on the molecular level. I heard from one of my friends that the bio stuff we're studying now was actually for university level. freak!

I don't really like physics and i hate memorising too... My puny brain isn't spacious enough to hold or retain information... Ah!! Life is full of dilemmas!!

Had group pe today, Mr GOLD sai (shit in hokkien) was im a PMS-ie mood again! We got to play games lah... but then he din allow my class to play together. He claimed that we had too many people. 23 only what...alot meh? We're playing full court what so should be ok plus we played together so many times before. Stupid SAI!! He sent ten of us to play netball. Wao lao! So little people, how to play and enjoy?

Then when we tried to merge our class together by telling to sneak to the basketball court, coincidentally, the SAI decided to roll over and release a horrendous stench. He caught us on our act! Naturally we got scolded lah. He scolded us for not asking permission. We asked him at the start but was denied the chance to play as a class. Plus, as though asking for permission helps. As though the GOLD sai will agree to our request. He threatened to punish us as a whole CG if we do it again...

The problem is... why was he so rigid? So shitty annoying...

AHHH!! Whatever!

My second attempt in jumping into Tj's fish pond had failed once again...