Thousand matters bugging me

There are like 1000 matters bugging me and seriously, i'm not kidding.



Matter 1: Electives

According to the curriculum and advice given by my school, it's highly advisable for us to take 2 electives. I already have one which is econs, the one subject which i'm less than enamoured of. I'm still sourcing for another elective but it seems like most electives are taken up by people, meaning there's no available places for me. Plus, even if there are spaces for some electives, they may clash with out timetable. Thus, we had no choice but to reluctantly bid goodbye to the electives. In addition, some electives require prerequisites which i don't have. Hence, rendering N-O to the electives. I'm emoing now.... I really have to take 2 electives according to the advice given because in later sems, i'll most probably be too busy to muddle about electives. Have to concentrate on my core subjects instead. ARGH!! This is so infuriating man!



Matter 2: Biophysics



I have to take physics ok! AND i'm obviously not pleased with the idea of taking physics. I hate physics. Period. I couldn't understand physics in sec sch ok. Now, we have to take physics without bridging modules and it's crap man. I'm struggling to understand but question marks never fail to surface to disturb me, impeding my attempt to understand physics and all the 'sophisticated 'principles'. WTH!!! My hair is going to drop soon. Really! no joke! I hate physics. (i'm trying to emphasise the last sentence)

Matter 3:

Should i run for JCRC? If i'm running for JCRC which is a hall comm and its main purpose is to organise activities for the entire hall. Reasons being i think it'll be a platform for me to learn useful and valuable lessons like leadership, organisation and management and team-spirit. The same old things. Plus, i can get to stay in the hall! I absolutely hate commuting. Really! Can't stand the idea of enduring 2 hours of train and bus rides home everyday to and fro. I rather die man...

However, being in JCRC will be far from lying on a bed of roses. I have to be mentally prepared for challenging tasks and of course, busy!! That's a pretty terrifying though. Another thing which turns me off is campaigning part. The rigours of repeating 'please vote for me' one thousand and ten times make me shudder. Yikes!! So how?? Die liao la. Life's confusing...

Matter 4:

I'm endeavouring my best to be a model student which is an extremely daunting task. I like to go for lectures promptly but the shuttle bus always gives me heart attacks by feigning nonchalant and doesn't want to come when i want to take a ride from it. Damn annoying can! I model student leh. Need to reach the LT punctually, sit at the table, prepare all my notes, get ready my pen and wait for the lecturer to come. I can't enter the LT hurriedly, everything not ready, got to scoop into my bag for stuff. That's so unlike of a model student's behaviour.

Matter 5:

Is it matter 5? Whatever... anyway, i miss having uniforms to wear.I miss my mouldy green leated skirt and drawstringed blouse. I'm tired of having to contemplate what to wear everyday. Mull over the pros and cons of wearing a particular outfit before deciding what to wear blah blah blah. Having a uniform means i don't have to mull over such nitty gritty details. Just pull the clothes over my head and leave. Fullstop. No commas.

Matter 6:

I'm eating a lot. i can spend like 10 bucks per day eating which is not exactly a very paltry sum. In fact, it's humongous i think. I'm eating a lot and not exercising. I expect myself not to be able to fit through the gates of my house soon. Not to mention the near daily supper. Snacking on famous amos cookies or some other biscuits. I'm going to grow fat and fugly. Oh shit!

Matter 7:

This isn't too much of a concern but i just feel like typing it out. I suggested getting a pet to mingyan. Our pet should be terrapin. If i'm going to get a terrapin, i'm going to name it Guigui. So cute right? However, mingyan brought up a point that terrapins grow very fast. I came up with a wondrous idea. If our Guigui becomes too large, we'll just dump it into nanyang lake. Cool right?

Matter 8:

did i mention i'm going to grow fat? anyway, let me reiterate that. i'm growing fat!

Matter 9:

Now i having a loss for words. Oh ya!! Don't know what ECA to join. If i join JCRC, i'll solely focus on that and nothing else but if i don't join, i have to get a ECA to earn points right? which brings me back to matter 3. Join JCRC or not. I think i'm not that campaigning kind of material. oh sheesh! WTH! Erm... ECA is so primary school-ish ... Still used to CCA.

I'm bugged. the above matters prove so...