Now i really feel like crying. My roomie aka Mingyan has gone home. She's having fever and muscle cum joints pain. Although my heart pains for her, a part of the pain is reserved for me too. I'm in a highly geared state of emoish-ness. I'm prepared to sit at the carpark later and draw circles on the ground in a bid to pass time as i wait for a car to knock me down.
i smsed Mingyan that i'll be fine and she doesn't need to worry about me. in fact, I'M NOT!! OMG! i'm so NOT fine. And so NOT going to be fine. I'll miss Mingyan. Imagine i have to sleep alone tonight in the austere tiny room wtih nothing to entertain me except myself. Can anyone imagine the pitiful scene?? Hopefully Mingyan won't chance upon this blog entry. It'll aggravate her condition by making her worry.
I'm OK! It's ok what. I can survive on my own...
OK!! That was SO pretentious and unconvincing even i'm NOT convinced.
I'm going to coop up in my room today, do nothing except to mope. I'm not going for softball. Don't feel like doing tutorials. Don't feel like going for tutorials. I just want to sit on my bed and emo. Thank you!
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