Sunday, December 23, 2007
Random-ness
Went to BookFest yesterday. I didn't find the books that i want! shoosh! At least the things were neatly arranged and there's no problem trying to navigate your way through. Compared to IT fair, the bookfest is practically empty... Guess not many people are interested in reading...
We saw a newcaster promoting his book and my little cousin exclaimed excitedly "wah! got ming xing leh!" Oh gosh! His definition of a star is different from ours... That was super funny man...
I just got pricked by a staplet... i hope i won't die of metal poisioning...
watched National Treasure.. it was cool man!! I like thrilling intelligent clever suspense movie like this... woo hoo!!
Sunday, December 16, 2007
Seized by flu
Oh boy... It's just a flu and i can write a paragraph on it...
I think i'm somewhat racist... People from the same place where my ancestors came from always managed to step on my toes. (i'm beating about the bush because i want to avoid being sued by ministry for harmonious ties in singapore...) I'm quick to discern i'm a singaporean chinese and not some other chinese.
Yesterday was qijiemei outing. We wanted to take neo prints from a particular machine when we saw bags and coins strewn all over the place inside the machine and the eerie part was nobody was around. It's really eerie because for once i thought the people who were taking pictures were sucked into the machine like old wives' tale that camera could actually suck away someone's soul. Plus there were a handful of 1 dollar coins on the table which made me think that something bad really happened cause who in the right state of mind will leave the money that adds up to about twenty or thirty plus there without anyone guarding it... I panicked and ran out of the machine only to find 4 or was it 5 china girls happily squealing over the doodlings on their neo prints.The seven of us were staring and they blissfully ignored us. Ruiying asked them something which i couldn't hear and they just continued to remain unmoved and said that they were going to take neoprints for 2 more times. this meant that they were going to hog the neoprint machine for very long. Naturally, i flared up and said while you're doodling, we can take our pictures first what. They ignored us and continued with their squeals. It's bloody stupid ok! They can doodle while we take our pictures and by the time we had finished, they can take their pictures again... Can anyone see the wondrous plan i'd drawn up?
Finally, another group of people asked them whether they could remove their bags from the machine and they finally did so grudgingly... Like WTH? they don't own the machine.
In case you guys don't know but i just came back from China and ya... i'd met with situations like this before. Of course, there were nice people too but somehow too many black sheep had disillusioned by civic perception of them...
Ok! I shall be more objective. Of course there're obnoxious singaporeans too... like me... ever so sarcastic and cynical and many other 'qualities'.
Oh ya! If everyone is perfect, there won't be the need for law and police. Police and those working in law firms will lose their jobs and upset the whole economic balance creating a hoo-haa... i don't want that to happen. So, i shall remain obnoxious...
Did i mention a bunch of china young girls cut into my queue in HongKong saying that their friends had gotten them tickets for the tram. I'd got ticket in my hand and therefore so what? I raised my voice and said something like "i;ve ticket too" and they apologised and continued to cut queue, shoving their way through. I swear i could feel a lot of sincerity for their apologies man... It was cold and their sincere aplogies really helped warm my heart... I pity the little girl behind me. She was freezing and her ears were red but she didn't have friends to help them purchase tickets therefore she was not liable to cut queue. We were both in the same boat. Friendless... When the tram came, the bunch of china girls dashed all the way to be first in line. I didn't know the tram moves like a bullet train which explained the need to run in case it 'bullets' away... one of the china girls tried to speak english which was hilarious and i made no attempts to drown my laughter. I told you i know i'm obnoxious. The same pitiful china girl went on to flirt with a korean guy, speaking to him in english, with his girlfriend clinging tightly to his arm. Hey! i didn't say the china girl was bitchy did i?
Woo.. some to think of that, i only have a jaudiced impression of young snobbish china girls... where has all the racial harmony values inculcated since kindergarden gone to? Oh gosh! There's something really wrong with me...
Saturday, December 15, 2007
Opps! i;m back
basically, my job is just boring admin stuff... It's boring... very boring... so so boring... but i know i'm quite lucky to have a job like this. It's stress free and you know what... i get to enjoy a choir of cries every morning and it'll last till the kids are gone. If i'm lucky, the choir of cries would be reduced to a duet. On occasions whereby lady luck drops a penny in my path, it'll be a solo performance of cries. I've realised that kids these days have magnificent healthy lungs with great air capacity. They cry non stop for hours... is it because of GM food, vaccinations, organic food, antibiotics or something else? Can anyone shine some light on that?
OMG! i think being cooped up in the office for 10 hours per day has made me sarcastic? is this considered sarcastic? (inhales deeply)
which means i don't have much time to play with my darling computer. i hope i can take pictures of the office i worked in soon. Luckily, i've got a companion, elaine, to joke around with when our jobs get too boring...
Kudos to elaine for withstanding my nonsense...
Otherwise, i still like kids...
Wednesday, November 07, 2007
Yellowcard - Only One
I like this song!! although the lead reminds me of draco malfoy... i don't know why... just remind me of draco malfoy for no apparent reason. I don't see the link... maybe cos of his hair?
Funny Cousin
i was doing chem paper 2 when my cousin decided to pop into my room. Being the ever kaypoh-est lil brother, he stood beside me and stared at my paper. Btw, i was doing a question on periodic table which requires you to write a lot of gibberish things in order to explain the trends across the periodic table. I was writing blah blah blah... and he had this awed yet mixed with shock kind of expression.
cousin: you mean i have to write and do all this when i'm in sec 4
me: JC. jiejie not in sec sch anymore...
cousin: you mean i have to write this in JC? (horrified)
me: ya... Gp's worse. you have to write 3/4/5 pages of essay. Cannot leave space.
cousin: (horrified expression)
So, i expect he won't dare to imagine how life will be like after he leaves primary school. I know it's bad to say such things to traumatise little kids but then ...you can't expect me to say something like jc is so fun! you get to climb that awesome monkey bar during recess, toss frisbee during break, drink coca cola mixed with f&n orange with ice cream soda with grape juice...( I heard that kids are drinking this sorts of nonsense) that will be telling a lie! it's better to tell the truth yea?
anyway, that funny cousin say my uncle lying on the bed watching tv and popped the most incredulous thing...
cousin: you have a lot of armpit hair... want me to pluck for you?
i laughed until i could hardly breathe... so funny! he looked so innocent when he said that...
Back to reality! i'm sudenly very afraid for my cousin. I'm scared he'll become a sissy in future. I think he mixes too much with the girls. The men are always working and hardly at home. We have proportionately more girls than guys... that explains the volunteer-to-shave-armpit-hair incident cause girls have the aversion to armpit hair... hehe!
anyway, i think i screwed up my maths and chem paper 3. Imagine having bio paper 2 and maths paper 2 on the same day. It was akin to murder! hai~
i'm depressed... ...
Monday, October 22, 2007
Can you guess the meaning? Don't refer to the dictionary? what does it sound like or look like to you?
It was my first seeing that word, it looked and sounded like some spanish food to me...
doesn't it?
Huichan doesn't agree... she said i'm always thinking of food...
But, it really sounds like food mah... not meh?
Anyway, you know what is it like to wake up at 3 am with hiccups...
wide awake because you are hiccuping nonstop. anyway, i had the 'honour' of experiencing that one fateful morning ...Took a long time for the hiccup to cease and for me to drift back to la la land...
it's not funny k! i had to scramble all the way to the kitchen to get a cup of water...
I'm a cynical person...
that was kinda random i know...
Saturday, October 20, 2007
new blogskin!!
Sunday, October 07, 2007
new bf
hey hey! i'm going to tell you about this funny incident which happened one week ago at Toa Payoh. Hazel was standing at the roadside waiting for uncle to fetch her to some ulu place to celebrate her another uncle's birthday. There was another lady standing ahead of her, flagging desperately for a taxi. Hazel stood near the road hoping that her uncle would notice her since it was dark and her uncle has lao hua yan... That lady somehow inched closer to her. Hazel suspected that lady thought she was competing with her for a taxi. Hazel moved away from her, the lady got closer. Hazel was damn irritated. Hazel moved inwards, away from the edge of the kerb. The lady stood in front of her, flagged a taxi, taxi stopped and she walked away leaving the taxi driver totally clueless. The taxi driver stared at Hazel, Hazel Stared back. The driver's stare slowly turned to glare... Hazel looked away feeling dumbfounded... what's wrong with the lady?
In conclusion, i'm not the only weird person on earth...
Thursday, October 04, 2007
nice song
Nice song!! but i think the video is abit erm.. lame? haha!! i think the female lead has scary eyes.... eee...
Monday, October 01, 2007
cool bands
i like this song! i secretly think shayne is the long lost brother of JT. since both of them can reach high notes equally well. both quite hot. Even the way they sing, more or less the same... (i think the model in the mtv is taller than him... wahaha!)
cool bands
i'm currently in love with this song... i prefer the original version without timbaland. somehow, i think thr version whereby timbaland feats one republic does not sound as nice...
Sunday, September 30, 2007
why so crude?
i know it's none of my business but somehow the way the father disciplines his child was not the type that i would agree on. Slapping the child on the face. And it's not some light slapping... i heard a loud piack! ok... damn scary la...
Even a child has self esteem. Imagining being slapped in public. Does anyone care how he feels? obviously the parents don't. I know kids can be naughty but they are born to be so right? like who was a saint when they were young? certainly not me... Even if parents want to mete out physical punishments, i think they should do it in a private vicinity called 'HOME'. in public, stern warning or a glare will do... if the child is really too naughty then slap on the legs/buttocks la... why slap the face?
That family had a pram which obviously blocked the cleaners' way cause they were pushing a trolley. The parents just sat that and watch when an old man was having a difficulty pushing his way through the tables, past the trolley that was obviously taking up space. There was plenty of space available elsewhere... why did they have to smack it right in everyone's path? cow's brain... The father just sat and stared. I imagined he was gloating at the old man having a hard time pushing his way through. Rat's brain...
One poor boy walked past and accidentally hit a plastic bag which was on the pram onto the floor... he didn't know he had accidentally knocked something off but his sister behind him saw it and picked up the plastic bag and placed it back into the pram. you know what the father said? "F*** THAT BOY!!" damn loudly... i was happily devouring my fish and chips and i my instant reaction was to drop my fork and stared at him. "That's the idiot boy" he said to his wife and pointed to the boy... i stared at him and he had the cheek to stare back. since my family clearly outnumbered them. I knew we were gonna be on the winning side even when a fight breaks out. SO, lao niang stared back!
it's not as though the plastic bag was filled with glassware or something. It was some plastic wrapper from Popular... why use such a crude language and on front of the kids somemore.
I wonder how the children will grow up to be like with their dad spewing profanities in front of them like an automatic tennis ball dispenser... i bet by the age of 12, all of them will be masters of profanities. hai~ can't stand the cocky attitude of the dad. My heart goes out to the child.
bought donuts from donut factory yesterday. i was sitting down on the mrt when two kids playing lost their balance and toppled onto the left hand corner of the box of donuts! they dented the box. Fortunately, the part which was dented was empty. The donuts were already in my and huichan's tummies... heng... the rest of my donuts were unharmed. If not i go report police already. The mum apologised and did i say that i didn't even make a sound nor raise an eyebrow? I was shocked la... but then just sigh and accept the fact that my donuts are squashed and forgive. Kids ma... they are meant to be stupid, playful and naughty... at least they weren't drooling anymore...
my heart skipped a beat when they landed on my box k... no kidding... precious donuts! wahaha!
Sunday, September 23, 2007
im back
I've survived prelims...
prelims was... sucky... some papers were going the extra mile to kill us.. like chem. I did not have enough time to do chem mcqs. It was somewhat like tikam tikam. I had to play the guess-and-shade game... wth! i've to brace myself when results come...
if prelims were to continue for 2 more weeks, i bet my life will be shortened by 5 years...
hai...
oh ya! i had a damn scary experience last wednesday...
i was taking bus 9 home when this guy who looked very dazed board the bus and sat beside me. i caught a whiff of glue... not the one we use as a substitute to our saliva so that we can paste a photo of our bf in the sketch book but the one used for industrial purposes. The type which has a strong smell that supposedly make you 'high'.
anyway, that guy kept ducking his head into his shirt which was weird. like who will do that... so i couldn't help noticing him. His expression was weird. It's as though his body is there but his soul is in another dimension. the strong smell of glue was unbearable and made me nauseated. i suspected he was sniffing glue underneath his shirt...
my suspicion was confirmed when that guy was alighting the bus. I saw him clutching this bag of yellow vicous liquid... damn gross k... imagine he sat beside me for 15 minutes. My heart nearly stopped beating. Can anyone imagine? he might slap me to death, punch me in my stomach till i vomit out my guts, or simply force the vile damn glue into my nostrils and i can't breathe thus die... my life was in danger. Yet, i didn't dare move away in case he suspect i want to report to the bus driver and grab hold of my wrists and fling me onto the chair and sit on me... ah!!!!!!! i was so scared...
why do i have to meet such things? Like the other time, i saw a snatch thief emptying his loot at the overhead bridge ...
that tells me i need to buy more insurances. In case...
i saw four guys with long hair. below shoulder length... yuck! i don't like guys with long hair. One of them was paul twohill... eee...whatever...
Monday, August 27, 2007
That's why my mum used to (still actually) doubt that i'm a daughter... she thinks it's her fault for not producing me as a SON...
I'm so not a girl...
TADAH!!!!!!!
Look what i did to the syf flowers. I twist them round my table lamp... brings back memories...
Friday, August 24, 2007
last day of school
We celebrated teachers' day during GP. Our plan was this: Adillia complains that she has stomach cramps and need to go sickbay with zheya accompanying her. Then she'll sneaked out of school to buy cake for mrs ho and run back.
Our plan nearly didn't manage to take place because mrs ho came into the class and announced "i'm not feeling well today. I think i'm going to throw up. I really can't teach you all. I'm feeling shivery all over. I'm going to pass you the entry proofs and i'll leave." the rest of us were dumbfounded. Quick thinking adillia and zheya decided to leave at the moment. Our plan was pushed forward. Time passed at snail's pace when they were gone. We started bombarding her with questions to make her stay. It was hilarious seeing the whole class suddenly so enthu in asking questions non stop and was united in our attempts to make mrs ho stay. quite sadistic come to think of it. we were like stopping a very sick person from going back to rest... opps! anyway it was worth it because mrs ho was touched. Even though she was ill, she was a good sport and still went around cheerily to take pictures.
After that, we went under lt1 to take class pics. We attracted alot of attention... we did this pic whereby everyone jumped at the same time. Cool right... too bad i don't have the pics with me now... a guy in my class looked like an idiot jumping so many times ALONE cause there were problems trying to take proper pics of him. He jumped too high out of camera's range i think... it was both embarrassing and fun! :)
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
I now have three ulcers! From one to two and then THREE!! Am i supposed to rejoice at the fertility of my ulcers or not? AH!!!!
I can't eat properly since it's damn painful and i'm experiencing some sort of loss of appetite... yucks!!
I don't know why my econs teacher scheduled the econs test tomorrow afternoon which is meant for yr 2 cgs to go outing with their CT, celebrating teachers' day in advance. I know it's bad of me to think this way but still i secretly harbour this thought that she purposely scheduled it to be tomorrow cause nobody wants to celebrate staff day for her... :P
I met Vanessa at Zap and she proudly showed me her phylogenetic tree? i have no idea what's that. I think i saw a tree with a chimp and other animals on it. Come to think of it now, the chimp doesn't really resemble a chimp... oh well...
AH!! I'm supposed to study 'ROLE OF GOVERNMENT'.
I'm not an econs-phile... econs is notmy cup of tea...
Monday, August 20, 2007
Ulcers + time flies
As cliche as it may sound, time really flies. I can't believe i'm already 18!! Soon, i won't be a teenager anymore. Next year onwards, i won't get to enjoy youth day holiday. I can hardly believe jcts had been over for nearly two months plus... To me, syf had happened very long ago. Guitar concert... oh well... time flies flies flies!!
It's saddening to see all my classmates getting all cranked up due to the stress. Prelims is coming as a matter of fact. That's nothing we can do to deny it... People falling sick, looking real tense, zonked out (like me), living in his/her own world, less crapping, less laughter... All because of stress. I guess i'm also getting pretty absorbed in my own world and i have no idea what's going on around me besides stress, homework, prelims, exhaustion, sleep and more stress... I'm living like a zombie and i feel sad thinking about it...
I think i should do something about it... i don't want to live a life of a zombie's. Even in the face of stress, i hope to make prospect a happier one... Cheer up and keep fighting!!
demure and RESOLUTE!!
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
Mighty scary
I'm so so so sick of school... The mundane life in school as well as outside school, well just make this way...my life is so monotonous... It's like a vicious cycle kind of thing...
Not to mention, the stress is piling up now... my mind is bogged down by so much stuff. I can't have even one minute of peace in my mind. even when i'm sleeping, i bet my soul will still drift off to school related stuff.
I'm sick of whining how boring and stressful my life is... i'm sick of everything. I'm sick of being sick...
well... as the end of whining, no matter how sick you were or still are, somehow it just feels better...
yay! whine more!
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
National Day
I want PSP. Gameboy also not bad. Can play pokemon... ah!!! miss my childhood... My playstation is collecting dust ... no time to play metal slug, pac man, skate, racing car etc...
i wore a red shirt today!! my first time wearing red shirt this year... red is not my colour. Anyway, happy national day! yippee!!
Tuesday, August 07, 2007
shuttle run: 11.35s
sit and reach: 56 cm
standing board jump: 188 cm.
AND, i can't get gold because i miss C by 1 idiotic pull up... the teacher in charge was damn strict... i did so many in vain cause it wasn't counted... WTF!!
I nearly burst out in tears after that cause i just miss GOLD by 1 pull up... 1 pathetic pull up... life is so bloody unfair...
i told every single person about my damn plight...
life just sucks...
Guess what, i left my file in the gym and poor joel had to lug my file home...
It's all inclined pull ups' fault...
thinking of it now, life is always unfair... no matter how much effort you put in sometimes won't get recognised. That's when self affirmation comes in. Who cares about the damn certificate? it's not as though years later i can take out my napfa certs and show off or something... it'll just be a mouldy decomposing piece of shit by that time... why be so upset about it? I feel so silly for being so upset...
Hazel is the best!
For the effort i had put in, i think i should get platinum for napfa!
I'm happy once again... napfa is nothing...
I'm sorry to those who had to endure my endless complaints and use of crude language... thanks to those who tried to cheer me up as well
i wanted to pon school but i can't cause the stupid owner of my stupid file left it in the gym and the stupid owner has to claim it back from joel. Can't help laughing... yes... i'm this blur...
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
I'm such a poor thing...
I'm having gastric pain since this morning... AH!!!!
Friends are telling me that i'm stressing myself too much. Must learn to take things in my stride... i'm stressed la but not overly so...
My class was so 'fortunate' to be selected for MOE's survey. Question like 'do you like your school?' or 'do you like going to school' or 'do you find lessons interesting' or something along that line... my answer is ...
DISAGREE!
during PE, mrs goh said that studying is nothing. It's about overcoming the stress.
I hope i won't turn into a zombie... I'm trying to abstain from caffeinated drinks because reader's digest said that children should stay away from caffeine. It's not good for their health blah blah blah... i qualify for that because i'm still a child. which means i should abstain from caffeine...
AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
can u imagine the horror of steering clear of caffeine...
Monday, July 30, 2007
i want harry potter
Trying my best to persuade my mum to get me one but was repeatedly ignored... haha!!
i'm stressed...
i dread going to school everyday...
i'm beginnning to develop distaste for some of my tutors...
one tutor just assume we know what the heck is complex number all about and can do every single damn question in the tutorial. which i don't. I apologise for not being a maths type of person. Maths has never been my best subject since nursery. he refuses to go through some of the questions in the tutorial then... nobody dares to voice out their opinions in case he goes cranky and shout at us... I suspect 'mood swing' is one of the modules teachers have to learn in NIE.
another is breathing down my neck asking me to buck up for chem. tell me to ask more questions and such... don't always nod my head. said something like 'you always nod your head but end up your results not very good.' A big thank you for reminding me the fact that my chem sucks. Maybe i'm not a chem type of person...
so here comes the self-affirmation. Hazel, you can do it!! just got to put in more effort and focus!! jiayou!! 3 cheers for hazel!!
looking at the bright side, i have to thank to my tutors for their continuous 'encouragement' and 'constructive' comments... i'm all fired up to do my best...
oh ya!! i learnt this in GP. Inverted commas are used when the word is not used in a conventional way. sometimes, it means otherwise...
I'm so 'looking forward' to teachers' day!
Friday, July 27, 2007
squashed agar agar
first i woke up and my body felt like squashed agar agar. I couldn't even find the strength to lift myself off the bed... It's been like this since yesterday. yesterday was worse as i had dizzy spells. So, i'd decided to forgo school and stay at home...
yesterday's PE was scary! we had trail 2.4km run. i ran slower than usual. i suspected something was wrong with my body but still pushed myself on thinking it was just lack of sleep. It was until my 4th run then i started seeing stars... My vision darkened almost like what's shown on TV before someone faints. The surroundings became darker and i felt like i was on a sampan boat rocking on the sea... It was scary... damn scary... so i stopped running and dear mingyan came to my rescue. I was escorted back to the sports complex... phew!
During GP, my hands were trembling so badly that i couldn't even write my name properly let alone GP essay. I went to the sickbay even though i detest going to the sick bay because i think that place always has a funny smell... the bed sheets smelled funny too... eeyeew.. shall not dwell on it... but despite the odour, i fell asleep. But i woke up every 10 minutes... staring at the ceiling, loud voices of people, shuffling steps etc. while sleeping at the sick bay, i dreamt that i was chased by a cartoon dinosaur. It wasn't a real dino. Somewhat like barney the dino. Except it had longer fangs and it was yellow with red dots i think... i was in a frenzy trying to escape from the cartoonish dinosaur by trying to outrun it... what a horrible yet stupid nightmare...
i'm having horrible muscle aches all over... my mum said if i'm running a temperature, it'll be bad news cause it might be dengue. At that sombre moment when she told me, my aunt said 'we'll have to hurry up clear our house and check there's no stagnant water if not we'll be fined...' my mum and i thought she wanted to say something like 'we'll have to send her to the hospital immediately' instead she was more worried about being fined... That's what a family is for.... but still i find it funny... haha!
I don't think it's dengue.. hope not... i think it's just some lack of iron syndrome.
Friday, July 20, 2007
i'm a blood donor
while everyone was off to NTU and SMU talks, we chose to boycott them and head for the library...
I went for blood donation today!! Grace was there as well but she was not eligible to donate so i was left alone... i went ahead with it of course...
how it goes...
filled up a form with questions that are ahem! very personal like 'have you had sex before?', 'have you had sex with a homosexual before' blah...
proceeded to the doctor for medical screening and she asked the same old questions for double confirmation i guess.
The was off to test the density of my blood i guess. A staple sort of thing was used to prick my middle finger and blood splurt out ok... erm maybe not that exaggerated la but quite a lot of blood k... the nurse used a straw like thing to collect the blood via capillary action. The straw like thing looks like the straw used to drink yakult. She used that straw like thing to prod at my wound and squeeze my finger so that more blood gushed out...painful k... One drop of my precious blood was placed in a blue solution. Mine sank in the blue solution which means i was alright for blood donation...
waited for few minutes for my turn to donate blood. in the meantime, i was looking at the expressions of people. Some guys looked away and cringed when the needle was inserted into their arms... hehe! some looked wide-eyed with shock. Some obviously looked nervous... of course nervous la! i was nervous too ok.i'm human.
the nurse had a hard time locating my vein. Had to squeeze the stress ball real hard... next was followed by sterilisation blah blah and the humongous fat needle was inserted into my vein and immediately my precious blood gushed up to fill up the bag...
took me less than 5 minutes to fill up the bag. i had to continuously do the squeeze ball actions as the bag was being filled up.
witnessed a girl who fainted or somewhat on the verge of fainting and had to be escorted to i-have -no-idea-where by the paramedics...
in another words, donating blood is such a brave act man! I'm not trying to say i'm brave la... but u see...i went there alone. Grace left since she couldn't donate her blood and there was no one to accompany me... not brave... hahaha!
that was so byl... read between the lines, infer, think, think some more and you'll get what i'm trying to imply...
i wanted a blue bandage with smileys on it was got this instead...
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The nurse asked me whether pink was ok. Obviously i had to say it's ok although i hate pink and have allergy to pink frilly stuff... But it's ok...
had free milo after that to replenish energy. Of couse i felt abit weak in my legs. (i'm feeling weak now still...no energy like that)
Me and my pink bandage
Friday, July 13, 2007
U know...
Nur Hazel Bte Hamidah Muay Mao!
so long! fortunately, nobody calls me that now... if not i'll cringe and die...
Huixian touched my head today while i was engrossed with doing revision worksheet on organic chem in the canteen. OMG! i was shocked by her sudden action and i couldn't believe she had done that... i'm still stumped. was that huixian or did i imagine everything? she went 'eeww...' after touching my head... shortly after she'd left, janice walked past and messed up my hair... why the sudden interest in my hair? hahaha! so funny!
To janice and huixian: i haven't washed my hair for a week... sorry for not telling you earlier about that... be sure to sterilise your hands.
(The above statement is so so so NOT untrue... :P)
I rock!
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
self affirmation
Hazel, do something with regards to your chem!!!
My chem sucks. So i must seriously sit down and think through it. I want to get good results, enter university and have more choices... I need to mug!! HAZEL LIM!!! DO SOME SERIOUS MUGGING!! shit ... That's why i need self affirmations to keep me going...
I know my chem teacher is picking on me... he's noticing every nuance of my expression/ movement... The moment i let my guard down and drift off to lala land, bingo! he'll get the chance to embarrass me...(but i'm not easily embarrassed la since i admit i have thick skin) Do something to my chem, make miracles happen and let my chem teacher be awed by my fabulous grade. A** here i come!
During chem, we heard the fire drill and shot out of class thinking it was the real hoo-ha... in the end we were told that there was some problem with the fire alarm and there wasn't any fire drill intended. Dampened my hope to miss some time off lessons... at the same time, i felt quite foolish walking down four storeys and up again because of the cuckoo fire drill... stupid fire alarm...
PE was a torture today! first the weather was hot. i felt like a fat ass since i hadn't been exercising for long. Was hungry and dehydrated. Did alot of sadistic exercises that left my muscles shouting in protest. Plus i got a strict and supposedly sadistic teacher who goes all the way out to torture us... PE sucks. My tummy is aching because of too much sit ups/leg raise and crunches... WOO MAN!!! Napfa is approaching ... save me!
Sunday, July 08, 2007
weekend end liao ah?
I'm having monday blues...
Dread going to school. I don't want to get GP and econs papers back... i bet my results will be horrible enough to scare barney the dinosaur till he turns white...
School is so yuck!
i sound like a brat...
Friday, July 06, 2007
dun wanna live
today's an unhappy day. My chem result, like what i expected, sucks... i did a very qian bian thing. i smsed my mum..
sms (hazel to mum): i failed my chem! yay! sian...
sms back( mum to hazel): u wanna eat kway tiao liao...
Fail chem still can yay somemore... ai ya! i think i deserve to fail cause i didn't study hard enough. Instead of moping and swallowing myself in self-pity. Must as well face it, acknowledge that it's my own fault and live on... strive to do better and stuff... yay! I shall gladly accept the kway tiao from my mummy...
Mac's hotcakes!! This pic was taken before i decided to boycott macs ...
Anyway, i think i'm going to fail GP. Confirm fail one... my teacher was telling me that most of the people who did the same question as me failed. die la! WTH! i don't want to get back econs and GP next week...
Thursday, July 05, 2007
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm such a poor soul... how on earth am i supposed to get out of this mess? Will announcing to the whole world that i have a lover already plus i'm les helps? *bangs my head against the wall*
i'm so disappointed in my bio result... i studied ok... maybe not very hard lah... so sad... I hope there'll be moderation to save me.
i don't want to get back chem papers tomorrow. I'll bring an oxygen tank in case i hyperventilate when i see my paper... chem was so damn difficult.
going to school is such a chore...
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
shitty life begins
i think my cousin isn't cute anymore... haha! she's all grown up and i don't think i'm accepting very well the fact that she's grown up!! Not the little innocent naive sweet girl she used to be. Her sense of dressing has changed, the way she thinks and carries herself, the way she demands for more freedom, the way whereby all good intentions from people around her sometimes fall on deaf ears. My little sis has evolved to become an angsty teenager and dear cousin me is finding quite hard to come to terms with it... it's scary to imagine that people do change. I'm missing the old her although i'm not too sure whether the new her is better or something? Maybe i feel weird that my little cousin is no longer clinging onto my leg and stuff. She's growing up and knows how to take charge of her life now... who knows one fine day she'll give us a heart attack by having a boyfriend. (when the time comes, i'll hunt that guy down!) ahem!
i took back one quarter of bio paper today. I'm going to say it's not optimistic. I bet with one strand of my precious hair, i won't pass. Come to think of it, i think i'll fail all my jcts. Life sucks right? when i actually studied, to fail... wahaha!!
I want to go arcade and play basketball...
Monday, July 02, 2007
busy
whee!!
let me sum up the events of these past few days
fri: stayed at home and stoned
sat: met sha, huixian and audrey for lunch at TM! i miss sha...
at night, nearly all prime ones went to some ulu part of marina bay for dinner. EUGENIE CHONG AND AH PONG BULLIED ME!!! to ah pong: i told u... U look older than 18 la!! It was my second time trying out pool. The first time i played was with my cousins. Brought back bad memories cause i kept aiming wrongly and hitting nothing which brought tears to their eyes. But i think i did better this time... at least nobody laughed...maybe they did la but at least they didn't cry...
sunday: went out with my lover... she treated me to gelare's leh! the waffles damn ass kicking good la... ice cream not bad as well. Had fun gossiping with her. both of us were like two siao za bos...kept laughing at crazy jokes we'd made... whee!! lover rocks!! Anyway, we saw a couple holding hands at PS. There's nothing wrong with that right? except that the couple...both guys leh!! *gasp!!* obviously got something wrong right... i didn't know singapore's society is so open minded now... i think i'm living in a well. is it just me or what? The world is evolving and i don't know about it... I thought people like them will do that discreetly in the private vicinity of them home or some gay clubs or something... i know i sound like an old hag la... it's not as though i disapprove of gays/ lesbians and stuff... it's just plain weird and hair rising to see two adult guys holding hands and looking so lovey dovey. I swear all my hair was saluting to them... You know what lover and me do? we held our hands and tried to race up to them. so show off!! wahaha!
Monday: went swimming this morning! as a result, ive become darker! eee... i have obvious tan lines which i showed to everybody. i'm proud of it.. wahaha!! after lunch at century square, went to siglap CC for badminton! whee!! badminton rocks!! qihui, audrey, zhuang shu and pong were there. ivan came and played for about 10 mins before we left... Ah Pong, the pampered rich kid took a taxi home because he had a blister on his foot and he felt uncomfortable with all the water whooshing inside the bubble blister... ... pampered weird kid!! Take that AH PONG!!
I'm enjoying myself as much as i can before school officially starts and the results start jostling their way through to me... that will spell the end of me... i'm sure my mummy will wallop me and tie me to the gate...
Friday, June 29, 2007
My grandma's so funny and irritating at the same time. I'm so unfillial... but she's really irritating in a funny way... so actually, i don't feel that irritated la...more of bemused... she's paranoid about mosquitoes... she gets frantic when she sees one puddle of water here and there. she's goes into a frenzy when a mosquito flies into our house uninvited. It sets her crazy when she's bitten by a mozzie.
i woke up early on yesterday's morning and saw her cause she's up early usually
Ah ma: did u know that mosquito can kill... just one bite u can die!
Me: ya.. dengue ah?
Ah ma: ya!! the lao zao bos at my workplace told me... they read the news... those kena are in sixty plus yrs old... old ppl always kena this and that...
Me: immune system low ma... u mus becareful...
ah ma:u also...
then my mum came down from her room for work
ah ma: ehh...mosquitoe can kill... one sixty plus person died... mosquito bite...
(she repeats the story again)
it was aunty's turn to come out of the room
Ah ma: ehh... news said got one person died of mosquitoe's bite....
(story repeated for the third time)
my grandma is very very very worried about mosquitoes... she frets over them too much...
Can anyone give me tips on how to wipe out mosquitoes or maybe at least prevent mozzies from intruding our house cause my grandma is getting on everyone's nerves...
how i wish i can stay home every morning and witness funny conversations like these...
Thursday, June 21, 2007
i think macdonald's sucks
don't mac know that they are actually honoured that so many students pick that place to study...they are actually contributing to the society by providing food to nourish the brains of the young and a revenue where they can feel at ease to mug their lives out... who knows...maybe a top notch politician/doctor/lawyer will be produced through all that hard work put in while slogging their asses off at macs... and who knows maybe that top notch person will give a speech in future and attribute his success to all the mugging sessions at macs. That would definitely bring glory to macs...
i'm flirting with the idea of being an entrepreneur in future. I'll either open a cafe that sells desserts or a candy shop. for the cafe, i'll have one area specially catered for students to mug. students will have to come at first come first serve basis to 'book' the limited seats... the rest of the cafe will be for regular patrons. no studying allowed... i want to give back to the society who knows maybe one famous doctor will give his speech on national broadcast and thank me... " i would like to attribute my success to hazel lim, the founder of hazel's cafe. The cafe is study friendly, very cosy and there's delicious food that also whet up my appetite for knowledge. The owner is extremely kind, helpful , encouraging and pretty which also makes it another contributing factor why i'm able to make this speech today..." imagine i switch on the tv and i see this speech dedicated just for me... can u imagine?! i'll fly to heaven ...
i don't like macs now... to show my distaste, i'm going to boycott mac for the rest of the year... im dead serious even though there's delicious hotcakes but then... i'm going to boycott still (firm!)
i think macs sucks, i think my bum's too big, i think i'm weird, i think tests suck. most importantly, i think guitar rocks!!! i'm entitled to think what i like. Blog hopper has the right to think whatever he/she likes. I don't mind seriously... also, i think it's cowardy not to reveal your real name and use a pseudonym ... hazel thinks whatever way she likes and she's proud of it.... WHY?! this is a democratic country and there's freedom of speech duh~~~~ anyway, i think kayaking is so-so... flying fox is much nicer...