Life is unfortunately going back to the shitty way it was previously. My shitty life is going to start from tomorrow onwards... No more half days and holidays... Tutorials and lectures... homework and tests... eeeyeew!! so disgusting... not to mention the horrible test results i'm going to get. I've booked an appointment with the shrink in case i can't take it and sink into depression or something...
i think my cousin isn't cute anymore... haha! she's all grown up and i don't think i'm accepting very well the fact that she's grown up!! Not the little innocent naive sweet girl she used to be. Her sense of dressing has changed, the way she thinks and carries herself, the way she demands for more freedom, the way whereby all good intentions from people around her sometimes fall on deaf ears. My little sis has evolved to become an angsty teenager and dear cousin me is finding quite hard to come to terms with it... it's scary to imagine that people do change. I'm missing the old her although i'm not too sure whether the new her is better or something? Maybe i feel weird that my little cousin is no longer clinging onto my leg and stuff. She's growing up and knows how to take charge of her life now... who knows one fine day she'll give us a heart attack by having a boyfriend. (when the time comes, i'll hunt that guy down!) ahem!
i took back one quarter of bio paper today. I'm going to say it's not optimistic. I bet with one strand of my precious hair, i won't pass. Come to think of it, i think i'll fail all my jcts. Life sucks right? when i actually studied, to fail... wahaha!!
I want to go arcade and play basketball...
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