squashed agar agar

Today is not a fine day...

first i woke up and my body felt like squashed agar agar. I couldn't even find the strength to lift myself off the bed... It's been like this since yesterday. yesterday was worse as i had dizzy spells. So, i'd decided to forgo school and stay at home...

yesterday's PE was scary! we had trail 2.4km run. i ran slower than usual. i suspected something was wrong with my body but still pushed myself on thinking it was just lack of sleep. It was until my 4th run then i started seeing stars... My vision darkened almost like what's shown on TV before someone faints. The surroundings became darker and i felt like i was on a sampan boat rocking on the sea... It was scary... damn scary... so i stopped running and dear mingyan came to my rescue. I was escorted back to the sports complex... phew!

During GP, my hands were trembling so badly that i couldn't even write my name properly let alone GP essay. I went to the sickbay even though i detest going to the sick bay because i think that place always has a funny smell... the bed sheets smelled funny too... eeyeew.. shall not dwell on it... but despite the odour, i fell asleep. But i woke up every 10 minutes... staring at the ceiling, loud voices of people, shuffling steps etc. while sleeping at the sick bay, i dreamt that i was chased by a cartoon dinosaur. It wasn't a real dino. Somewhat like barney the dino. Except it had longer fangs and it was yellow with red dots i think... i was in a frenzy trying to escape from the cartoonish dinosaur by trying to outrun it... what a horrible yet stupid nightmare...

i'm having horrible muscle aches all over... my mum said if i'm running a temperature, it'll be bad news cause it might be dengue. At that sombre moment when she told me, my aunt said 'we'll have to hurry up clear our house and check there's no stagnant water if not we'll be fined...' my mum and i thought she wanted to say something like 'we'll have to send her to the hospital immediately' instead she was more worried about being fined... That's what a family is for.... but still i find it funny... haha!

I don't think it's dengue.. hope not... i think it's just some lack of iron syndrome.