I'm supposed to be doing tutorial but i've ended up HERE instead... Just feel like blogging even though i have no idea what to blog about. My sianified life.
Tonight will be a night of solitude. Roomie is going home while i'll be staying back because i think it's a waste of time to go home plus i can't stomach the fact of taking the 2 hours bus-train-bus ride back. Even though i do miss home and my smelly bed but i'm ok with staying in hall as well. So, it's the 'anything is fine' attitude just as long as i have a bed will do. Anywhere will be fine.
During this night of solitude, i'm going to sit cross legged on my bed and do some self reflection and pondering. I don't seem to know WTH is going on during lectures. I seem to flitting in and out of tutorials without gaining much understanding or knowledge. I'm in a whirlpool to nowhere. Whirling around without a sense of direction.
Guess it's time to pull up my socks. i should start mulling over things and be less lost. Last but not least I hate organic chem and biophysical chemistry. Like WTH. Actually i don't seem to have much interest in the things that i'm studying. Really admire those who study with passion when i can;t even muster out 0.01% of the so called 'zest to study'. Hazel, this is pathetic. I shall go draw circles on my bed...
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