I'm so not ready for sem 2!!! *ARGH!!* Like which homo sapien will look forward to a new sem? Maybe some mutated ones but i DEFINITELY DON'T belong to that league.
oh well... i have no choice but to take it in my stride. I have to be more consistent and conscientious this sem. No more procrastinations and slacking. i've slacked too much for the previous sem, did a lot of last minute chionging, got myself all screwed up and therefore my results suck. I have to keep reminding myself things are different now. Last minute studying won't do any good to me. I cannot adopt the same mentality or behaviour i once had in jc and sec school- slack from the beginning then mugged like mad at the last minute. Plus, i personally think that the syllabus is so freaking tough now... i'm terrified really. Just by looking at different types of unicellular organisms alone is sufficient to send chills down my spine. Memorise memorise memorise...
This is what i'll be learning next sem:
BS 106-Biochemistry 2 metabolism
BS 107-Principles of genetics
BS 108-Molecular Biology
BS 109-Basic Cell Biology
BS 812-Lab
I have an ominous feeling just by looking at the names ... I really hope i can cope better this coming sem but somehow i have this nagging negative feeling... The pessimistic me that is pulling my emotions down... or perhaps this is what experts would describe as 'inferiority complex'?
Well!! If i can't rid myself of the pessimistic gloomy views, how on earth am i supposed to buck up? I just have to be conscientious. Revise every week, focus, stone less, study the textbooks diligently,review my notes. OK... relax hazel...I can do it!!!
In the meantime, i shall fill myself optimism for this sem. Even though i don't have any electives and i think it's a perfect waste of time to make me list down my choices since in the end, i still didn't get any elective, i shall not let it bother me too much. Hey! i'm trying hard not to be sarcastic... And my timetable sucks... but i'm beaming with optimism still...
Since i believe i can do it, i can!! MUAHAHAHAHA!!
It's true that in life, one doesn't need a lot of friends. Just a few good friends will do. And i'm glad i do have such few good friends. I'm blessed. :)
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