rain collector

It's only the third week and i'm already feeling damn sick of school. DAMN DAMN sick. Even though i've told myself countless number of times to appreciate what i have now but somehow... i'm faltering

My new resolution is to be happy (without trying too hard though). It's ok to be emotional some times. That's one thing i have to learn. To know that it's ok to shed tears now and then. To be in tune with my emotions...

There are like so many things bugging me. Occupying what little space of my brain. The bad habit is acting- the tendency to think too much till it upsets me.

Mum and dad have told me not to stress myself. Just try my best will do. blah blah blah... How can i not be stressed when you guys are slogging so damn hard???

Most comedians have sad lives/ sorrowful pasts.

The point is that my emotions fluctuate a lot. I'm generally happy and can be damn emotional. Perhaps, that's one of the traits of a gemini?

And, i have a tendency to hide in my shell. build a barrier around me and isolate myself. The tendency to be reclusive.

How i wish i can be the immature kid. Abandon everything and escape to place of solace.