- Learn to accept and let go
- Live for yourself and not others
- Control your mind and not let your mind control you
- Be easy on yourself
- Find ways to relax
- Remember that your family and friends are there for you
The emo me is acting up again. PMS is at fault too. I was emoing on friday and was totally dying to go home. It was an excruciating drag because my lecture started at 330 and i had to wait even though i was dying to go home...
Why am i emo? Well... have you ever experienced that kind of overwhelming exhaustion. The series of things weighing down on you till you're struggling to breathe. And that you just want to pack up and abandon everything. Hide under the covers and shield yourself from the outside world.
Thank goodness i have a wonderful family who is astute to my emotions. My aunt sensed i wasn't ok the moment i stepped into the house. Maybe i was emitting the negative aura.
The points above were what my aunt had told me. I'm blessed to have an aunt like her. My mum as well for showing her concern but she can't provide me with the things or comfort i need. Not that i'm on bad terms with my mum but it's just that our communication is like... that...
Guess it stems from the fact that my parents are absorbed by their better-halfs. I felt neglected by them ever since i was young. I seldom share things with her. Therefore, she's less astute to my feelings.
not that i'm jealous now. As i grow older, i tuned out to that and just appreciate with what i have now. I know they do love me even though they aren't exactly the best parents. Together with the cliche 'nobody is perfect'... well... I'm really quite blessed and should stop complaining.
I've broken my resolve to be happy... :(
But i'm feeling better now (for the time being)... For the next bout of emoness, i shall try conquering on my own.
On a random note,
I want to go to beach.
I dread going to school.
I don't want sunday to come.
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