Hazey the grannie in action!! Btw, i was wearing Huichan's specs! Wahahaha!!
HuiChan took a candid pic of me. I swear i dun noe wat i was giggling/ oogling at...


I wanted to commit suicide by jumping into the pond, hoping tt sum valiant young goodlooking guy will save me. Wahahaha!! I was shot by huichan again, unaware!
Beta cool, hot n impressive!! *applause pls*
Campfire!!
Impressive!
Fiery hot!! Beta HOT sia!

Campfire!! woo hoo!!

Thurs:
I went for Beta hse function. I paid hse funds one k... So of cos i mus attend to make my money worthwhile. not many ppl turned up though. Nevertheless, i had fun! Hu says u need alot of ppl to make merry? i can entertain myself as well!! Hahaha!!

Food was served at onli 8 plus. *gasp* Famished! Food wasn't bad... Hmm.. fortunately, it rained after the campfire ended. My day cld haf been less traumatised if i haf to see n walk past a little rooster. 0.0" Im toking rubbish again.

Fri:

Vesak day aka public holiday aka no sch!! WOO HOO!! Neway, i was stuck at suntec for the whole day. Was watching sum vesak day performances. Went window shopping as well. Well, it was jus pure window shopping. See no buy... so sad...

Todae:
I went to suntec again! My family wants to go there to eat n stay to watch n help out at sum vesak day event again. Me, being the lazy pig din wanna go at first. Howeva, i was lured by the prospect of food. My aunty gave us a treat. Was feeling abit grouchy intially (cos my tummy was growling). I came out of the restaurant, contented n happie! Woo hoo!! we went to crystal jade btw. i seriously tot swensen's wld be a better choice but then it's mothers' day! So i haf to listen to the mothers of my family.

After tt, i tottered back home to rest.

Tests tests n MORE tests!

I dun understand Sigma Notations. *pulls my hair* im gg to go botak soon... Had maths tutorial todae n my teecher was gg thru the tutorial ws on sigma notations. He din understand y we cldn't understand sigma. He assumes it's an easy topic but i tink sigma is like greek to me. It doesn't seem like it's gg to be frens wif me. He kept asking us whether we went for lectures anot. Of cos lah!! i went for lectures dutifully, faithfully n religiously... But the prob is--i dun understand lectures as well. I haf a burning question. y r we learning sigma for? It's not like we can apply it in our daily lives rite?? Neway, my teecher walked out for the class in a rather abrupt manner, five mins before lesson ended. i wasn't sure whether he left in a fury or not. But i tink he was perhaps a little disappointed in us?

Econs was another doodling n 'reflective' time for me. (reflective= stone) The lecturer oh man... jus made me boil. She told us tt we'll be having a econs test nxt wk. OK!! Wat a fortunate piece of news. She din jus stop there. On n off during the lecture, she kept 'reminding' us tt we'll be having econs test nxt wk. Seriously, i tink 'irritating' is a betta word. WTH! She din haf to do this lah! i noe that there will be a freaking econs test nxt wk!! Thx n pls bless her to shuddup!

Maths test this thurs. How lucky my life is... APGP. WTH! Im tinking of jumping down the building... A building built out of Legos.

To make my life more miserable. Adding on to my miseries is Bio SPA skill A mock test on the same day. Wat a coincidence. I wanna jump down a building, Lego building stacked on top of my pillow. I can barely survive...

Bio Spa is CRAP! Im trying to be civilised. Actually it's more like S**T. How am i supposed to write, think, plan, recall all the things i haf memorised n vomit them out on the piece of paper in jus freaking one hr n 15 mins. or isit 1 n a half hr? Neway, it's still the same. Freaking one hr plus. I can do it unless im superwoman. MOE betta does sth abt it. It dosn't make sense at all. Y haf the test if we cant finish it n as a result get low marks for it. It's rubbish!

More tests cummin up nxt wk. i wrote them in my diary but i dun haf the courage to look at exactly wat tests i'll be having. My life is a misery... I feel like im under the sea again... When am i gg to get back on land?

Row row row the boat
Gently down the stream
merrily merrily merrily merrily
Life is but a dream.

The word in bold, it shld be changed to nightmare instead.

I miss being a baby... I wan my pathetically short childhood back. CUM BACK TO ME, My BELOVED CHILDHOOD.......... (echoes off) *wail*

The Nut family!! My wunderfuLL family members...
With the ~dao~ looks plastered on our faces, confirm from secret society one lor! Ppl pls beware of these two gals... They seem to loither quite a fair bit in tj...

The four of us!! From the same class n of cos in guitar club!! Hmm... we look like sum kind of secret society's members cos we r dressed in black. *burst*

Ahem! i noe it's abit late to upload these pics in my blog since guitar concert has been over like abit one wk plus. BUT, it's betta late den neva.

Slogged my ass off for the guitar concert. i survived on a daily diet of coffee. I needed caffeine to keep me alive. Nevertheless, i survived, enjoyed myself n tot it was all worth it. Guitar is fun!!

Was feeling lethargic todae so i went jogging wif my little cousin. I onli ran abt 1 plus km when i had to stop n rushed to the nearby community centre cos my little cousin wanted to pee. BADLY!! Wahahaha!! Reached the toilet, liberation! Wahahaha!! Neway, he peed abit in his pants b4 we even reached the CC cos he cldn't tahan liao. Opps!

Mum: U went bugis on fri rite?

Me: yes. Y ?

Mum: One of our relatives saw u wif a guy.

Me: HUH?

Mum: Saw u holding hands wif the guy?

Me: (burst) Siao ah!!

For ur info, i did to bugis on fri but i wasn't wif a guy!! I was there wif my frens!! All gals!

Mum: u haf a boyfren huh?

Me: No!! *exasperated*

Mum: im very open one. Can tell me the truth.

Me: *fling my arms everywhere* I was there wif my girlfrens onli. GALFRENS!!

Whole family laughed.

They were playing a fool wif me. N i fell for it... How stupid can i get... My intellect as u can infer... isn't very wow! OMG!! argh!!

Sth to add, im still single n available!

N yet i still fell for the prank.

In conclusion, im single, available n brainless. Hahaha!! (echoes)

Im a nut!

Kids these Days...

Im trying to read thru my econs notes,blogging, reading ppl's blogs n surfing the net all at one go. Wow!! Im multi-tasking. Haha!! i noe tt it is a futile attempt to study econs while im hooked up to the comp. :P At least im trying to read my econs notes. im trying. Shall try my bery bery best to understand econs so tt even though i noe i'll still be lost during econs lessons but at least i wun be tt lost.

'Kids these days'.. wat made me cum up wif the title? Haha! It suddenly dawned on me tt kids these days r very different frm the kids of my generation. It was also observed by sum parents tt kids frm my generation were less street-smart, more obedient n less mischievious. Haha!!

Haf u eva been to the shopping mall during the weekends in a bid to relax frm the long wk of slogging in sch onli to crash wif families having their outings n of cos bringing their kids along. It can be observed tt shopping malls r swarmed wif kiddos during the weekends. i dun hate kiddos. Actually im ok wif them... Im not tt type hu will avoid kids as if they were fleas. Neither will i go gaga over kids. N sumtimes, i do get traumatised by their behaviour.

I've seen kids sprawling on the floor, tripping ppl n sulk wheneva their demands for a toy aren't met by their parents. Their last resort which will normally succeed is to cry. They cry ceaselessly n loudly till their parents finally give in. they dun give a damn for the poor innocent shoppers like me. We had to endure the racket they made.Pity my ear drums. Sumtimes, i jus haf the impulse to go up to kids hu behave like this, give them two tight slaps on their faces, bundle them off n throw them into the greenie dustbins.

I eva witnessed a boy of abt age 11/12 lecturing his maid in public. Oh gosh! That insolent boy. Maids r still adults for goodness sake. Wat gives him the authority to rant at his maid? His pitiful maid had to endure his lashings without making ani sound. WTH! I swear i wld haf walked up to him n give him a punch on his face. Fortunately, sanity overruled emotions. I wldn't be any better than him if i went according to my emotions rite? So wat if the maid was onlia maid? Neway, he's not the rightful employer for goodness sake. He doesn't pay for the maid's wages. The wages cum frm his parents' pockets. He's jus another extra person hu the pitiful maid has to wait on. He's wasting resources to be exact. He's a good-for-nth. I dun wanna let ppl haf the idea tt singapore breeds spoilt n insolent brats. He deserved a slap. Not frm me but the parents hu led him to this state.

Sth closer n personal... Take my cousins for example. i admit, they r more mischievious n more intelligent compared to me when i were at their age. Kids nowadays r a brazen lot. i heard frm my aunt hu in turn heard frm a parent tt kids in P6 r already starting to wear push up bras. I was still an airport when i was at tt age. In another words, kids r maturing faster. i've also seen kids (upper pri) holding hands in public b4. At tt time, BGR din occur to me. I was much into Pokemon, Doraemon n Digimon instead.

My cousins r a stubborn lot. Told them not to eat heaty stuff cos exams r cummin. they need to be in good shape rite... One din give a damn on wat i was saying, the other simply shrugged n say everything will be fine jus by drinking more water. Hallo! If u really do fall ill, a whole reservoir of water wun cure ur illness. it will be up to ur immune system to tackle the bugs. When i try to nag at them, they will tok back to me n stuff. i dun gain anything... it onli serves to convince me tt it's doesn't pay to be kind.

My mum promised my cousin sth which i wasn't very sure. Neway, this incident was told to me by my aunty. Neway, my cousin told my mum tt if she doesn't fulfill her promise, she'll haf to do sum kind of punishment, forfeit to be exact. My mum was cool abt it n asked my cousin wat the forfeit wld be like... My cousin said tt if my mum doesn't meet her promise, she wld haf to kiss my dad, mouth-to-mouth in front of her. *Bang* that was my lower jaw crashing onto the floor. Im appalled!! traumatised, shocked, surprised n totally freaked out. im experiencing so many different emotions at one time but really... i din expect my cousin to make such a bold request. She's onli 12 for goodness sake. Im feeling faint. i tot kids at her age r supposed to be shy, innocent n naive. Im wrong! Oh gosh! i need to go to the hospice.

i seriously tink tt the telly is to be blamed. The nonsensical tv shows haf corrupted little children's minds. I noe it's natural to be curious abt BGR n this kinda things but... these little kids aren't mature enuff to handle it. They r too tactless over these issues. They need to be taught, they need to begiven more time... Shows nowadays focus too much on sex n haf little value. Woo gosh! I heard frm my cousin tt there's a boy in her class hu confessed his live for another classmate. The whole class knows it. My cousin looked amused when she went rattling off wif her class gossips. I wasnt amused. I was bemused. Confused by the fact tt kids nowadays r different frm my generation n note, our age gap isn't tt big. It's merely five yrs apart. When did sch life becum so exciting like sum kind of entertainment circle? It so tabloid-ish.

Im fathoming out this issue. *scratches my head*

Life isn't a bed of roses but sumhow i still wish it is... ...

Crazity me!!

I finally babe goodbye to my PI. It had been submitted this morning!! *waves furiously* No more PI drafts n no more editing to be done animore. *phew* One hurdle down but there's still many to go...(EOM, GPP etc) Hai~

PE was another madness. We had to run up the stairs n down (2 times) n run round the track n repeat the whole cycle four times n wat u get is ... sore muscles. Oh man!! i walked up the stairs instead of running cos i jus cldn;t bring myself to run. It's a psychological thingy i noe. In another words, im still not string enuff mentally. I tink i shld go jogging on a regular basis to improve my stamina. i tink i've becum a lazy bum. PE sumhow reminds me of sum kinda military training. We get shouted for minute trivial things like not forming straight rows etc. N we r made to do push-ups as a form of punishment. Sumtimes, i feel like im doing national service during PE.

Lessons ended early todae cos of the polling thing tmr. My lessons end at 12.50 every fri so i wasn't the least bit affected. Hai~ Todae's the first time i saw so many JC ones n twos gathering at the bus stops outside sch. The first time the whole cohort ends together n get chased out of the sch. Slight drizzle. It wld be betta without the drizzle.

There's supposed to be a guitar outing but i din go. I went to Bugis wif Cherylene n Huichan instead. opps! Haha!! Actually, we went out cos we had to buy a fren's bday present n of cos our assessment books frm bras basah. After much browsing ard n walking abt... We finally settled on my suggestion to buy p_n_ie_ for one particular classmate in my class. Go guess cos i wun reveal the answer... hahahaha! i tink im loaded wif crazy n weird ideas. Im crappy thus im a crap... Dis is Hazey's first time buying such a wild present for my fren. Wahahaha! it makes a memorable present though. Dunnon wat on earth made me come up wif tt suggestion... Pray tt my fren wun collapse in shock when she opens the present. :P

Cherylene left early n the both of us went to bras basah to buy our assessment books. Gee! The Popular in bras basah is humongous. Cool! After tt, we went back to bugis again cos i wanna buy a bday present for another fren. Im a troublesum person. poor HuiChan had to accompany me totter abt looking for suitable things to buy. Forgot to mention, im a fussy-pot. My taste n expectations r relatively hard to fulfill. Which means i haf to browse thru lotsa shops n look at lotsa items b4 i can finally make a decision on wat to buy. Poor Huichan is all i haf to say. Finally settled on sth i tink my fren will like. Mission accomplished. We went dashing off for sth to drink. Bubble tea once again but at a different shop this time round. I love bubble tea esp wif pearlz. Woo HOo!Both of us spent quite a long time toking rubbish at the bubble tea shop. We toked till we forgot to keep check of the time. Neway, we noticed alot of ppl carrying this certain type of bags which neva fails to bring us laughters when we see the bags... Muahahaha!

I bot a pair of green ear-rings. Heart shaped summore. i tink im starting to like green... I also bot two rings. One dollar each. HuiChan, cherylene n i haf the same rings. woo hoo!! haha!!

I reached home n guess wat... i saw a bag wif the words 'Poh Heng' printed on it. My mum went to Poh Heng to buy rings. She bot one for grannie as mothers' day present. My aunt bot one as well n she was telling me abt it. Price of her ring= $300 plus. *shock* i hurried scurried to my room n took out my Graohing calculator. Pressed sum numbers into it n came up wif the conclusion tt i cld actually buy 300 + number of rings if i were to trade in the ring she bot frm Poh Heng. WTH!! The conclusion is really atonishing. My rings r paltry in comparison to theirs. But im not sulking or complaining. My rings r special n unique to me in their own ways. i love the rings i bot...

Grannie cooked curry (longtong) . woo Hoo!! i love curry. My mum cooked cheng teng. i had a bowl-full of it, chilled. Yummy!! Dip the bread n ketupat into the curry, smell it n place it gently inside my mouth. Heavenly!! Salivating... *slurp*

I was bored n did sum personality test... Here's the results:

Your gift is laying on the laughter!

Laughter really is the best medicine. For a friendly and funny soul like you, nothing opens up communication lines and lowers people's defenses like a hearty chuckle, sidesplitting guffaw, or shared snicker. Whether you're trying to defuse tense situations or liven up dull ones, humor always seems to lighten the mood and get people talking.Whether your wit is revealed through goofy jokes, dark humor, edgy sarcasm, or sophisticated satire, your true gifts are showcased when you're making wisecracks. So bring on the slapstick, the irony, and the jests - eventually we'll all be laughing with you.

Forgot to mention... met Pei Zhi at bugis as well. She shouted my name n i jumped cos i gt a shock. Wahahaha!! so embarrassing! :P

Stressful mornings

Wed:
I reached the bus stop at ard 06.25 am. Waited for 15 mins for the damn bus. When it finally arrived, i saw many ppl being squashed at the front of the bus. I cld imagine ppl spilling out when the door opened. I din wanna risk ending up looking like a squashed giam chai (salted veggie). So i jolly well waited for another bus...

Another bus came n guess wat, the same scenarioe happens again! Wat a coincidence!! *sarcastic* This time round, the driver din even bother to open the door of the bus cos i guess he expects ppl to literally gush out of he did so... Double whammy morning!!

Fuming mad, i stormed all the way to the nxt bus stop to meet HuiChan. The first time i did when i saw her was ...curse. WTH all the way... It's really WTH lor. i cldn't be bothered by the fact tt ppl were staring at me. I was bursting inside out. Wat a nice way to start my day!! i know it was really un-shu-nu to curse in public but i cldn't be bothered for once. I jus shed my shunu image for that moment temporarily.

Friday:
The same thing happens again. i rose early in the hope of boarding the earlier bus which hopefully has lesser ppl. My wish wasn't fulfilled. One bus came , too many ppl n drove off. WTH! This time i rocketed all the way to Huichan's stop. When i saw her, i din noe wat to say. No energy liao. WTH!

SBS shld noe when's the peak hrs wat... Simce they noe tat morning is the peak time when alot of ppl take the bus to schs/offices/work places, they shld increase the frequency of the bus services. WTH!! I haf a uncontrollable urge to COMPLAIN!! But i dunno how... :P If they gonna raise the bus fares, i tink i will be the first person to protest by marching on the streets n carry sum striking banners.

Fortunately, the nxt bus which came was a double deck if not i swear tt i will jus walk home n continue to hibernate if another bus which came was too filled up for me to board.

I walked to sch todae frm bedok interchange. Whee!! Quite a nice thing to wlak in the morning. Got to load my lungs wif fresh air n of cos exercise. The onli part i din like was the birds... i was walking past this grp of birds.. or rather a colony of birds. The number of birds was atonishing. Suddenly, the whole colony jus took off n flew past rite above me n huichan. It was so sudden, i got a shock. I tot they were playing sum kind of April's fool joke on me. Naturally, i felt insecure lah!! i was afraid tt sum disgusting 'grenades' will land on my head n i'll stink for the whole day. Mayb.. im tinking of holding onto an umbrella jus in case... When sth drops down frm the skies above, i can brandish my umbrella out n protect myself. Wat a feasible idea!

totally lost during biology prac. DNA n genomics is dman difficult to understand. My grp members n tecaher said i was quiet. Cos i was lost! Geez... Im gg to die horribly. I cant really cope wif my subjects. I dun really understand quite alot of subjects. I tink JC is like a maze. A big maze. Im lost! i need a compass!! help!! SOS!! Lectures=stoning periods to me... *slaps myself*

I drank watermelon juice in sch todae. Woo!! it was red, sweet, tasty n refreshing.My first time drinking it! Wahahah! I highly recommend it. It's nice!! Lovely! Mayb it's becos my fave fruit is watermelon but cast tt aside. Whether u like it or not, it's still tasty. Shld try it!

I reached home. Was feeling hot n thirsty. Went to the fridge to get sth to drink n guess wat i saw... A tupperware of chilled watermelons, cut to small pieces for easier consumption. yippee! Woo HOO!! Feasted on them. Hazey is neva tired of watermelons...

A whole day of watermelons... ... ... im happy!!

Message if the day:
Climb climb n climb even higher!
Aspire Realistically!

That's wat got into my head during dis morning's principal's address. The rest of the time was fruitfully spent on sleeping. The aircons in audi r pretty good!

Pee-Nut

I haf a new nickname n tt is Pee-Nut. Geez! I haf alot of nicknames tt i sumhow lose count of them.

a) Muay Mao
b) Shu Nu
c) Hazelnut
d) Hamidah
e) Mei Ren yu
f) Pee nut
etc... Can onli rmb these i guess...

Todae was a long n boring day once again. Had two periods of GP... Coffee Powder lost her ez link card n she wan't pleased abt it. The point is we understand tt it's quite a troublesome n annoying thing to lose ez link cards but then she din haf to portray her frustrations thruout the two periods rite. The ironic thing is tt she hangs her ez link card ard her neck n despite tt, she cld still find ways to lose it. She was carrying it for goodness sake. She cant possibly misplace it since it was always ard her neck. Weird~

I made a presentation during GP todae. The whole thing jus sucked. i was supposed to present the outline on how to write an essay blah blah blah. The question was "Computers have great appeal but little value. Do u tink it's a fair comment?" Geez! I was supposed to present my points n stuff. Had to be both sided as well. So, as usual,i stood in front of the class n started blabberring nonsense. Which is sad to say, wat im pretty good at... Neway, she wasn't really pleased wif my points n commented alot on my presentation. She said tt she din like method of presentation plus i din write down the damn question. WTH! I wasn't told the format to present. Plus, it was supposed to be a grp discussion n we weren't given enuff time to wrap up our discussions. So far, we onli discussed the gist or mayb the skin of the essay onli. We still had the skeleton,muscles,organs to fill up. WTH. I had to rely on my crapping skills lah. Hu cares abt her anyway.It's not the first time...

Oh man! i dun understand econs. econs is like another long, winding maze. Im struggling to understand econs but sumhow i jus cant. When i dun understand, my reaction to it is jus shut down n i will jus stone thruout the whole econs lessons. Oh man!! Im convinced tt i cannot becm a gd businesswoman nor economist in future...

PE was fun todae!! got to play games. Basketball. Woo Hoo!! Hasn't been playing bball for let me see...a yr!! Woo!! that's a pretty long time sia... My performance was horrible todae. i tink i lost all my stamina n i haf forgotten all the techniques n rules. Typical me... Neway, i tink my stamina sux as well. N i cant SHOOT properly. Pathetic sia... I shot so many darn times n none went in... WTH is wrong wif me?! Im turining rusty. I mean my skills haf turned rusty. But heck lah!! im not in bball anymore. Y do i haf to frown over it? *slap myself*

I walked to sch wif Huichan this morning. It's actually quite refreshing to walk in the morning. Got to breathe in lotsa fresh air n i felt rejuvenated!! (abit exaggerated lah) Wahahaha! it's nice to haf sum exercise in the morning. I tink i shld keep up the momentum of walking to sch every morning. (momentum reminds me of another freaking subject--PW) The onli part tt got me rather squeamish abt was the number of birds flying over my head dis morning. I haf a phobia of birds hovering abt above me. Wheneva i see a bird on top of me, i will instinctively cover my head. my frens shld haf noticed tt as well. Im scared not of the birds but rather the things tt they r capable of passing out. BIRDSHIT!! Wah lao! im damn scared tt the shit will land on me. I noe im a big cuckoo for being so overly paranoid but then... it's jus phobia lah. i seek ur understanding...

I signed up for inline skating for sports carnival. Woo hoo!! the opportunity has arrived ! *drums rolling* Of cos i will grab this opportunity n learn how to skate. Hopefully, after i haf mastered skating, i can request for a pair of rollies for my buffday frm my mommy! *grin* Nxt time, i can go east coast park n skate n i dun haf to rent sum old,freaking,rusty,lao kok kok bicycle... I can skate instead!! Yay!!

I wish it snows in singapore... I wanna play snowball fights, taste the snow, make a snowman, roll myself in the snow, bury my feet in the snow n ski... ... ... ...

Incessant quarrels

My cousins had been quarelling for the whole day. It's damn irritating, frustrating, annoying n sickening lah. Today's Labour day!! A public holliday. Cant they jus shut up n let me enjoy the peace n serenity for once? Goodness! They quarrelled over innocuous, trivial, minute little stuff. ARGH!! Children will always be children... Wat to do? I can onli grit my teeth n try my very very best to put up wif the noises they created. I hope sum random neighbours will complain n call the police n get them to shut up! They quarrelled n argued n asked me to be the 'judge' n decide hu was at fault. They complaint non stop to me to get me to side them. I told them straight to go to teh kitchen each gets a knife n hack each other. The one hu survives will be vindicated. Wah lao!! Thinking back, ahem! i tink im a evil,wicked,brutal n cruel cousin. But hu tell them to irritate me lah! ... ...

I dun like ppl to nag at me. But i enjoy nagging at ppl. I nag erm... purposely to irritate ppl and i also nag subconciously without noticing the consequences tt follow. I nagged at her todae. i tink i nagged excessively but then i jus cant control the urge to nag at her. She's a big slacker. She'll be having her PSLE dis yr n her mid yr exams will be cummin up the following week. N there she is enjoying herself all the way. Therefore, as a responsible n inspiring big cousin, im obliged to knock sum sense into her by nagging at her to study. But, i've reached a conclusion tt it doesn't pay to be kind.

It rained todae! Argh! I dun like rainy days. Fortunately, im safe n snug at home. I wanted to go jogging... but becos of the rain... im forced to sulk at home. Cld onli gaze out of the window n stared at passing vehicles. Wat a boring day. Neway, i fell asleep halfway.

I wanted to run cos i tink i seriously gonna turn into one big lump of solidified oil. Hmm...but it may be a gd idea since oil prices r rising n perhaps i can sell the oil in my body! I'll be filthy rich. Ahem! I've been snacking non stop todae. Oh man!! i need to be in gd shape to meet my knight in shining armor. (Note im rubbishing again)

I've noticed tt first impression is always wrong. Dun let first impression hinder ur way to get to noe the person hu convinced u to haf a bad impression of him/her. Give tt person a chance. Nobody's perfect aniway.

I haf PE tmr. hopefully it wun rain so tt i can play games! Betta dun rain of not i'll weep....

A trip to the Wet Market!!

My aunty asked her child whether she wanna accompany mummy to the wet market. My cousin, being the lazy self shook her head n replied tt she din wanna go down cos she din wanna walk to teh market. *rolls my eyes* Quite unfilial sia. Hence, i, being a kind soul once again, volunteered to accompany my aunty to the wet market.

Wet market we go! ...

Haven been to the wet market for ages. i used to enjoy gg to the wet market wif my granny/mummy/aunty when i was a kiddo. Even though i din like the smell of the market, nevertheless, i was always very hyper n fascinated by the market trips. I got to see aunties jostling for fresh vegetables. I got to see aunties pinching, pressing, flipping, tossing the fishes ard when choosing. ( quite unglam lah but it's funny looking at them do these). I like to help my mummy choose eggs. Choose nicelooking eggs, put them in a basket n pass it to the aunty hu sold eggs. I liked to be a kaypoh n listen to how the aunties demonstrate their bargaining skills in the wet market. Perhaps, it cld help hone my bargaining skills?Muahahah!!

It was a fruitful trip. I got to buy lotsa things n the best part was my aunty paid. Muahahaha!!

i bot six boxes for pocky pocky biscuits, 10 yanyan choc biscuits, 3 packets of wangwang biscuits, two boxes of ribena pastilles, one packet of sweets. Woo!! I had a marvel-licious time shopping for food!! Yummy!! im yummilicious happy!! Hahahah!! The onli bad part was i had to lug everything back. :P I tink i can open a tibits shop. Im gg to gorge myself to death wif all the tibits. N boy am i happy to do tt!! The cupboard which we normally stuffed tibits is overflowing. Hahaha!!

I love to go to the markets. I get very high seeing my favourite food!! I love gg to NTUC!! ~Whee~ I get exhilarated seeing my fave tibits/sweets neatly stacked up on the shelves, waiting for me to bring them home n gobble into my stomach. I like to people watch in the wet market cos of the aunties. Hallo! u dun get to see this in orchard road leh! Howeva, i gotta put up wif the fishy raw food smell of the wet market.

I miss the good old days when my mummy will read me bedtime stories. i miss bedtime stories. i miss my favourite fairytales. i wanna be young again! I wanna invent a time machine n go back in time.

I wanna learn how to bake so tt i can bake a gigantic humongous cookie! I can also ensure tt i will haf endless supply of cookies!

I wanna buy super duper sticky , adhesive n strong duct tapes to tape up the mouths of my cousins. They r ultra irritating. They argue n bicker every now n then. They scream at each other regularly. ARGH!! *tugs my hair*

Yippee!! i dun haf panda eyes anymore...

Guitar concert

Woo hoo!! Guitar concert was yesterdae!! Oh man!! i tink all of us did a marvellous, fantastic n fabulous job! Haha!! Kudos to everyone--all guitar members, eva kind n patient seniors,all the frens hu came n support us, teachers included, stage crew members, sc members n usherers n my darling family members n of cos my lover (guitar) etc... Oh man!! i love u guys man!!

After the concert, i tink all guitar members get to noe each other betta n i tink we haf sumhow forged a stronger bond. We survived n gritted out teeth thru the gruelling practices. We crapped n joked alot. Although the late nite practices were very tedious n hair-pulling, it was thru these practices tt we had so much fun. After yesterdae, it wld be back to normal practices...boy...i imagine life to be quite boring after tt. In conclusion, i tink the efforts i've put in was worthy!!

I forgot to bring my make up set yesterdae. Muahaha!! i had to borrow frm my frens. Im totally clueless when it cums to applying make up.... I was subjected to my frens' 'artistic' skills... Hui Chan powdered my face until i nearly looked like a geisha. Jiaxian helped me apply blue eyeshadow which looks abit like blueblack at first cos it was too thick. The lipstick i applied at first was too pink. Sum of the guitar members gt a shock when they saw me cos tt was the first time i appeared FAIR in front of them. Muahahaha! At tt point in time, i wished i was a guy. Cos guys dun haf to doll up! Neway, i tink applying make up is a knowledge itself n i admire those hu knows how to doll up beautifully.

I fumbled abit for the first song--under the sea. Neway, i was a greenhorn. It was my first time performing on stage--erm...mayb playing an instrument on stage. Attempted to smile but then i cld imagine myself looking rather constipated cos i was NERVOUS!! I played one note wrongly n i nearly freaked out. Plus i was sitting at the front row. More stress! *faints* Howeva, i managed to survive. Second song was betta cos i was less nervous. Din make ani mistake. thank goodness!!

I received flowers!! woo hoo!! Thankew very much hu gave me flowers. u guys were so cute.

Sum ppl broke their strings yesterdae. I bet it mus be traumatising for them. It isn't exactly a nice thing to break the guitar strings rite b4 the concert. The strings will get out of tune easily. Yinteen n mine guitars dropped when we were taking pics together. fortunately, no major mishap. My lover was still in one piece n a kind soul helped me retune my guitar!! Sayang my lover after tt. Hahahaha!!

All year ones had to sing the song--a whole new world. Oh man!! It was embarrassing. fortunately i had my dear frens--huixian n huichan were there to encourage me saying tt we shall all die of embarrassment together. the word 'together' spurred me on!! haha!! thankew. i particualrly mentioned the two of them not becos i favour them. it's becos the three of us had to help seniors exchange guitars so we kinda whined n complaint abt the singing part back stage. i noticed sth... the three of us, huichan,huixian n me--huiting. all haf 'hui' in our names. Cool!

i had supper after tt!! Yummy!!

No guitar practices next wk!! Yipppee!! Im gg to abstain three big things for nxt wk... im gg to abstain frm drinking coffee. i dun wanna get addicted/dependent on it to stay awake. Nxt, i shall abstain frm guitar (temporary). Third, abstain frm excessive stoning. i tink i stoned too much. Neway, gonna need lotsa sleep to replenish those i haf missed. Gotta catch up on my tutorials n lectures. gonna find sum way to cure my eye bags.

Two bumble bees

Previously, i was busy like a bumble bee. Howeva, frm the start of this wk, im busy like two bumble bees. erm... can make it three as well...

Stoning stoning stoning... I haf always love to stone. howeva, my frens n i noticed tt the intensity of my stoning has increased these few days... Haha!! i stone excessively...

I stoned during econs tutorial (as usual). Mrs beetsie picked on cherylene to answer sum question cos cherylene's eyes cld hardly open. Cherylene sldn't answer the question so she decided to pick on sumone hu was more wide awake. N guess hu she called next... Even if u guess correctly, there wun be ani prizes. sorry... Haha!! yup yup! She called me to answer. Reason= i was looking directly at her n stone. i din even hear the question. OMG! So, i asked her to repeat the question once more n wif the help frm huichan (she gave me the ans) i jus anihow gave an ans. Wasnt really correct but aniway... moral of the story is... If u wanna stone, DUN look at the teacher n stone.

Guitar is the same as usual. More intensive onli. Guitar's concert is cummin.We haf no choice but to practise n practise n hopefully attain a state of perfection.We can do it guys!! We r nearing perfection. woo hoo!! Im enjoying myself though i admit it gets abit frustrating n tiring. Becos of tt, i do whine, complain, procrastinate etc alot. But ya, im still enjoying myself. Plus guitar has actually quite a few ppl of the same ahem! frequecies as me. Quite alot of lame ppl in the sense. Im not one of them btw... (note...Im deceiving myself n others) . Alot of supportive n encouraging ppl.Seniors r very nice as well. All these keep me gg. Wif a little tug frm my frens, im able to rcover n get back on track. i shld stock up on coffee to keep myself awake.

Im zombie-fied... ... there's no link. Jus feel like typing this in...

i saw a big, ugly, black, filthy, smelly (i imagine one cos obviously i din smell it), gross, disgusting, freaky, sickening cockroach in the kitchen this morning. EEYEEW!!! Cockroaches r disgusting. I bolted out of the kitchen I ran at a speed neva seen b4 in my 2.4km run for pe. Perhaps, i shld get cockroaches to follow me so tt i'll be stimualted to run for my dear life n i definitely will achieve an A for Napfa.

PE was relatively fun todae. we haf PT cos it was raining.I hate rainy days... but then we did sum physical stuff as a class. we huddled together to do leg raises n half squats. Team spirit n of cos class bonding time. it was fun. we did beta cheers aniway.Wat a wunderful moment.

i discovered sum guys in bball r VERY tall. Woo... they seemed to be towering over me... Neway, their heights r intimidating.

I wanna play water bombs...

Panda eyes!

Haven been sleeping well for the past few days. been surviving for onli a few hrs of sleep 4/5/6 per day. As a result, i haf panda eyes! ARGH!!

Im deprived of beloved Saturdae! Oh man!! i had to sacrifice my lovely saturdae for guitar prac. it's not tt i dislike guitar ir sth but then cum on, it's sat!! My long awaited Saturdae!! But then, it's quite understandable cos concert is cummin n we seriously need to do alot of brushing up. Hai~ My sleep, my entire saturdae gone... *pooF* i haf to stay back EVERYDAY nxt wk. Mon-Wed up to 9 pm. I wun becum a zombie, i'll becum a rising dead instead. Die liao!

Had sports day ytd.Was rather disappointing cos the entire was boring n din entice me to sit still to watch the whole thing. i went off half way looking for an adventure but to no avail. Adventure to me lies outside the green fences of tjc. Btw, i was still trapped inside. Hung ard wif Mingyan n we walked round the sch. i cldn't sit still becos one, the event was boring, two, it was stifling hot sitting wif the crowd n three my butt seriously has needles n i dun like acupuncture.

i tink the whole thing was unfair lah!! Sum events, there were two grps of participants frm the same hse participating. Based on limtied knowledge of probability tt i learnt ages ago, of cops tt hse wif more reps stand a betta chance of winning wat. So, where's fairness?? They shld jus limit one hse to each event.

Betta cheerleading rocks stones n pebbles!! i tink it;s the best lor. Well done!! i dun tink the winner deserves to win. it wasn't exactly tt WOW aniway.

Nxt, i tink they shld jus announce overall hse champion n dun rank first-third. We onli haf four hses lah! Wat's the point in ranking them. i sympathise the hse which din win ani position. it mus be very demoralising.

Plus, the speaker (male) shld eat S#*+! He n his irritating accent. he was sarcastic sia!! He shld be one of the judges for singapore idol instead. i change my mind, american idol since he likes to tok in an angmoh accent.

Ytd, i was damn pissed off by a certain person. He can accompany the damn speaker n eat s*%+ together! He made a mistake n tired to shrink away frm responsibility. He shld haf the intellect the noe the event if of a pressing issue n he tired to put it off to mon then clarify wif the teacher. Where the hell is responsibility? neway, i went to look for the teacher ic instead n i regretted doing so. i felt like a complete ape. felt like idiot trying to clarify wif the teacher sth when all along it was our fault on our side. S*#+ i felt like a dodo bird. I told him abt it n he still tried to defend himself saying tt he did sign up for may one n he actually blamed the teacher for maligning him. Wat the ~ At tt point in time, i cat be bothered to go on wif him. I wanna maintain shu nu image. i din wanna flare up at him. Cos if i do, i probably go find shit n smear it onto his mouth. Wah lao! I dun care of he stumbles upon this blog n reads it. I hope he does actually. I wan him to noe tt i haf been swallowing all my anger all along. there's a limit to my patience n dun eva try to make me exceed my limit. At most, i'll jus dump my shu nu image n rebuild it again. i haf nth to lose. This is not the first time aniway... im capable of doing extreme stuff n i can get very mad... Neway, too much hazelnuts will be heaty to the body. too heaty will get nosebleed n i hope he bleeds if he continues to make me angry..

Audrey is in guitar n i love teasing her during prac. Together wif huixian, we make absolute partners in teasing her!! woo hoo!!

I realised tt i haf been cursing alot recently. Partly due to stress n of cos lack of sleep thus easily angered. Stress... hai~guitar concert's cummin tt's y im stresed. totally burnt out this entire wk. I curse n bitched alot n i sincerely apologise to my frens frm having to enfure all these. im sorrie... thanks for lending me ur ears. i mus haf acted like a complete bitch. im sorrie...

I haf to sing for guitar concert. i repeat i haf to SING!! *traumatised* Year ones haf to sing 'a whole new world'. Exploiting yr ones again. Haf to sway, snap fingers, smile, sing n slow motioned actions... Oh man!! im gg to faint. im tinking of spray painting myself to becum totally black on tt day since im wearing all black n camouflage in the dark... The song is nice in the sense tt it brings back wunderful childhood memories. i was a walt disney fan n i still am. But then, it;s weird to perform by singing it. Geex! Plus i look so cheesy doing the actions...

I stoned n spaced put while playing guitar as an ensemble. i played wrongly n loudly at the same time. Apparently, Andy n Qihui heard it n after the song has ended, they told me tt they heard it n we laughed. Opps!! Too sleepy liao...

Went to cityhall after guitar . We were locked in for short while though. Hai~ had funny moments gg out wif cherylene n huichan. Hehe!!

Im burnt out n i wan a knight in shiny armour wif a shiny sword to save me frm all the distress... Haha!!

Im waiting for the knight ...

Im still buzzing...

Im still buzzing like a bumblebee... Oh man!! Im so busy!! but at least i tink im leading a fulfilling life n at times, enjoy myself despite all the stress n business. This is amazing!! im slogging like a worker ant n yet i can still derive sum enjoyments frm it. Note...it's SUM onli! Not alot. :P I tink it's becos of peer support n of cos my 'happy-go-lucky' attitude which allow me to hang on till this far...

Guitar has now play a VERY significant role in my life. I tink i spend quite alot of days n time fostering a 'close' relationship wif my lover (guitar). Guitar ended at 9 pm yesterdae! Oh gosh!! Kena scolded by seniors here n there. Quite expected... :P Seniors really looked n sounded very scary lor. Cant be helped though. I hate to admit tt i complain abt them as well... Hu likes to be scolded anyway? But i tink i can sumhow understand y they r being so harsh n strict on us.Breathing down our necks n stuff...Concert is cummin n we gotta seriously improve our standard by hook or by crook. Stress... Sat got practice sumore.there goes my beloved weekend! It's frm 8 to 3 pm.It's like normal sch hrs or mayb even longer. Hai~ But no choice... Im trying my best to put myself into the seniors' shoes n really do my best in practising. I'll practise whole-heartedly! Guitar rocks n i rock! :P Haha!! Guitar members can do it!! Whoosh!! Woo hoo!! Let's chiong!

Haven been sleeping very well these few days. I onli survive on the average of 6 hrs of sleep per day which is not enuff for me!! Hai~ I stoned alot during lectures esp becos nth seems to get into my brain. I cant sleep well cos im haunted by guitar songs tt we practised. Wheneva i closes my eyes, the songs will jus sound on my brain... opps! Am i going kooky? Do i haf to book a place in Woodbridge chalet? Oh man!! SOS!!

Tmr's sports day! wooo hooo!! hopefully we get to cheer cos i SO MISS Cheerings n all the fun we had during orientations... Oh man!! But we gotta wear our hse shirts wif skirts for sports day tmr! Wat the~ It's so damn yucky lah!! Y cant we jus wear full sch uniform since im not running nor participating in the sports day thingy aniway. I jus be poking my butt ard, looking for fun. immerse myself fully in the fun. n sit in under the tent n stone most of the time n cheer when necessary lor. So i dun see the need to wear the disgusting hse shirt. I dun like sleeveless! N i haf to add tt the hse shirt looooks so DAMN 'MATCHING' wif my skirt! Pooi!

My NE larning journey clashes wif guitar full dress rehearsal. It was agreed tt we changed the date to 3/4 th of May. i duno wat had happened aniway. It's either a specific human error if not the date has been changed. Oh man! Which is impt? of cos guitar's first wat. full dress rehearsal n two days b4 concert onli. Which means i gotta join other classes for learning journey... Oh man!!

I tink im completely hopeless in PW. the more i attempt to do it, the more despondent i get. N the more confused i get. N the more frustrated i get. PW is a freaking subject. Shld petition to abolish it frm the a level curriculum. It makes my life stinks. Oh man!! Feel like tearing up the question paper, pretend i haven seen it, bury it under a tree in tj n go back to my bed, stack up my pillows n sleep. I dunno wat my teacher wans me to write for my third freaking draft of PI. Exactly how many pieces of paper i haf to waste n how many innocent trees i haf to killed to get everything properly done?! Im so gg to go insane wif PW!!

I haf given up on econs test tmr. I cant seem to study!! the facts jus go in n out again. Im praying for a miracle to happen tmr... ... ... Hopefully, i can gain enlightenment on how to do econs tmr. Hmm... I haf abt less than 12 hrs to attain enlightenment... ...

im happie dis afternoon cos i get to go home early... No guitar prac todae. N tmr's friday! last day of the wk. Can u see how easily satisfied i am? Which means my life is a complete S*#%. I get happie onli becos i dun haf to stay back in sch. Haha!!

Bio prac was ahem... abit boring todae. plus i cldn't concentrate properly due to a lack of sleep. I lost count of the bubbles produced when potato discs were placed in the H2O2 solution cos i kinda stone in the midst of counting.Therefore, i had to fake sum of the results n constantly bug my pitiful bio partner to ask her wat's her results. :P *slap myself* gotta stay awake n pull thru tmr. Neway, while washing the syringe, i spilt water onto my blouse. The water was abt 60 degrees plus celsius.Fortunately, tj's uniform was thick , waterproof n i suspect fireproof enuff! Phew~ if not, my class will get to eat char siew. Haha!! My cooked stomach!! eeyeew!!

Opps! gotta rush off n do my damn shitty pi n gpp.

*********BLAST OFF************

Pesky Pest

PW is way too big for me to stomach. Now, i noe y i haf to work in a grp. If satu orang does the PW work, the satu orang will jus faint n collapse n will neva wake up again. PW is a BIG messy maze n i am having a difficult time navigating my way thru. I guess alot others r struck wif the same problem.

Stayed back in sch till abt 2pm. lessons ended early. I din wanna go home after discussing PW becos i was waiting for Da Gu-- Hui Chan. *guffaws* She had PW discussion n i popped by to spy on them. :P I was a BIG distraction. I caused them to digress alot i guess. Haha!! Feel abit apologetic but then... this is me... While they were in the midst of their discussions, i stoned. (naturally) I saw a yellow bird on the tree. It was flying here n there landing on one branch to another... N u noe wat... it shitted. Oh gosh! I saw sum white stuff cummin down n landing on the floor. *piack* Erm...i din hear the piack sound though. The sound is i imagine one. :P I burst out laughing all of the sudden n they stared at me, shocked. Haha!! Went home wif Dagu n she bullied me by tickling n poking me in the bus... :P

Im so damn dead... I haf guitar practices tmr n wed.Wed gotta stay back till 9. Sat: 8 to noon. N i haf to stay back EVERYDAY nxt wk. I wld like to appeal to everyone... If u see me looking like a half dead zombie, pls attempt to wake me up or pull me along... Im so dead...

Oh ya! I managed to sell five of my tickets. Actually, the truth is i forced my family members to BUY the tickets frm me.But tt's not much of a difference. Anyway, my dad joked wif me abt the concert thingy.He claimed tt the ticket is expensive (which i tink so too) n he asked whether there'll be any dinner provided. Dots... He continued asking whether there'll be ani doorgifts given... I told him to go to the toilet in Tj n get as many toilet rolls as he can. the toilet rolls r doorgifts esp for my dad onli.He laughed. Haha!! My dad is lame. that's y im lame tooz... :P

tmr got Napfa mock test--2.4 km run. Oh gosh!! *shudders* My Pe is during the afternoon. Oh man!! Firstly, i'll becum darker under the hot sun n secondly i'll becum mummified or rather roasted hazelnut. (hmm...sounds delicious) but then hey! I dun wan! Plus afternoon is my nap time.I'll becum cranky n sleepy n wun haf the energy to run. Oh gosh!!

I received an email regarding sum zodiac sign + interpretations of ur personality based on ur zodiac signs n stuff. i gt quite traumatised at sum parts n i cant help but to agree at sum parts as well. So i shall jus summarise n pick the main points to say ...

Gemini Woman: (tt's me!!)

cannot sit still n stand still for long (true!)
haf many characters (really? *raise my eyebrows*)
is a dreamer n has many dreams (very true since i love to daydream)
is lucky in love (Rubbish!! i still single n available. How do u explain this?)
can easily make a guy fall in love wif her due to her multiple chanegs n different moods which is a 'charm' to most guys. (Crap as well!! Hwo do u explain moodswings?How cum ppl steer clear of me when i haf moodswings?)
She is constantly waiting for her knight in shining armor even if she is with a steady boyfriend.
She can fall in love wif sumone even when she has a boyfren n when she breaks up wif her bf, she will forget him real fast.
Gemini breaks more heart than woman frm other zodiac.

Wat the hell?! Makes me sound so frivolous person. Hua xin also. Hallo!! im a young, innocent n sweet shu nu lor!! Makes me sound like a crap gf... (mayb i am? Ponder...) Wateva... Im not gg to trust that email. I believe in myself!!! Woo hoo!!

I saw Shanelle at Bedok interchange todae!! woo hoo!! will be seeing her again on friday!! Yippie!!

Opps! Im supposed to do pw stuff n not blogging... end off...

******** BLAST OFF *********

Plunge into the sea

Im feeling betta now.. Less constipated... Haha!! Ok lah... Im jus trying to avoid using the word 'STRESS' cos it sounds so depressing... To me, stress feels abit like constipation. Makes u feel uncomfortable, uneasy, temperamental, frustrated. Wanna relieve the feeling but sumhow i jus cant do it... Haha!! So i arrived at the conclusion tt stress is more or less similar to constipation... The onli difference is tt stress cant be eased by simply consuming more fibres...

Hmm...din do anything much once again. I studied abit of chem. Will haf to chiong all the way tmr... Dreads.... Did abit of chem n maths tutorial. I wanted to go out badly in the afternoon n i din noe y...Haha!! Jus wanna get out of the hse n jettison my HUMONGOUS pile of homework for a short period. Guess where did i go... Haha!! Tampines Library.The atmosphere was not bad. The air con was refreshing. i got a little excited browsing thru all the books. Woo hoo!! I ended up borrowing three books but i doubt i will haf the time to read... anyway... *shrug*

Bad Friday

I slacked for the whole todae! Today's Good Friday wat...so it's supposed to be a good day ...at least to me... Howeva, i felt guilt-ridden after slacking for the whole day. It suddenly crashed onto me tt i haf a mountain of homework waiting for me to finish n i haven studied for chem n econs test!! OMG!! My life is so saddening... *shakes my head furiously* sigh~ im stressed... Nxt wk gotta stay back in sch nealy everyday.I haf to stay back till nine on tues for guitar concert's full dress rehearsal.. Oh man!! Wed still got practice.Fri's sports day n i most prob go there looking like a zombie. Sat gotta go back to sch again for last min finetuning n stuff. Im stressed!! So damn stressed..I tink i will remain stressed till after 28th april.As for all the tests cummin up ...i tink i shld jus boycott them... Homework..will try my utmost best to complete them. Nxt time when u see me...i'll most probably becum a hollow nut.Hazelnut has mutated to becum a real nutcase!! Muahahah!!

I read alot of my frens' blogs...most of them r stressed as well... Jiayou people!! We can do it!! We shall support each other n pull each other along the way.We WILL SURVIVE!! Jus drink more chicken essence n we can cluck like one!! jus joking!! Ahem!! that's wat frens r for...

Yesterdae's was Mardi Gras... It turned out to be okay onli. I tink it was quite disappointing.Not as happening as i expected.Plus there were many performances occurring at the same time n i din noe wat to watch... i ended up not being able to support sum of my frens hu performed.ARGH!! Plus i was tired n the weather was HOT yesterdae. I resembled a zombie walking around aimlessly in the campus. Perhaps becos of tt, i cldn't enjoy myself to the fullest?But i tink it was funny seeing ppl dressed up outrageously...U see the different sides of ppl... Sum ppl (teachers as well) really looked very funny.How i wish i brought my camera but my shitty brain forgot to remind me to... Oh ya!! Amy brought her cousin along n guess wat... I know her cousin! Now, i believe the world is indeed very small. Erm...mayb this applies to Singapore onli lah... The world is small n full of coincidences....

Before Mardi Gras started, HuiChan n i went to Bugis again!! Haha!! We were jus too lazy to go back home.Cos i tink if i did go home, i wun wanna leave my hse again.I'll be too lazy to leave my hse... Haha!! We went shopping for hair sprays n ate an early dinner. It was fun gg out wif her.I realised we haf alot of things in common.We r very much alike onew ay or another n it gets pretty freaky thinking abt it.Even my family members aren't tt alike to me. one eg is tt we hold our knives the same way... ... hahahaha!!

oH MAN!! Im so in love wif electric guitar!! I saw one real cool one at SweeLee in bras basah. 500 plus bucks. Black wif a silver plate attached to it.Real cool!! N i like to see ppl play electric guitar. Aspire to becum like them in future.Kinda resent the fact y i din learn guitar earlier? Hai~ Wasted 17 yrs of my life not knowing how to play guitar... Fortunately, it's neva too late to start. I shall learn classical properly b4 proceeding to electric.Oh man!! Guitar's band yesterdae was cool becos of the ppl playing drums n electric guitars. i din noe wat they were singing anyway... Cant be bothered.i was too carried away by the electric guitarists n drummers...

Im feeling stressed again!! Partly becos of hw, tests n all the sch stuff n another part is... forget it.. I feel constipated inside. i noe y but it's jus tt i dun dare to face it. PW is S#*T!! It's a pile of Poo+rubbish+crap+dung (all animals) +waste... All isit becos of coffee powder? Coffee powder expects us to be clear n detailed as possible.But the prob is the word limit is onli 500 words.How clear can we b without gg beyond the limit? Wat the~ Coffee powder gave us sum comments n we r supposed to base on her comments n write a third draft. Waste paper again! N i dun understabd a S*#T of her comments.She's also very vague lor... How am i supposed to noe wat she was thinking at tt point in time when she was grading my draft? She expects me to read her mind isit? Wat rubbish! She wans me to tink of other future benefits...Like how? Fuure benefits = more ppl will benefit n more ppl will be receptive to the idea n fullstop... Wat else? Amy called me to ask abt PW as well... she gt similar comments as me.I suspect she wrote the same comments for everybody. Wat the~

I watched an episode of spongebob squarepants todae... The story goes like this:
Spongebob had a dream.
His dream was to fly.
People was sceptical abt his dream.
N tot he was a nutcase.
They teased him n mocked at him.
Spongebob din give up on his dream.
On one coincidental occasion,
he accidentally stuck the hairdryer into his squarepants.
his pants ballooned n he floated n he flew!!
he helped to rescue snails trapped on trees..
In another words, ppl found him heroic n requested help him..
Spongebob din wan to cos he wanted to fly wif his jellyfish frens
sumhow, his ballooned pants burst n he was left wif his underwear
He cldn't fly anymore
People din give a damn abt him after tt
Spongebob was sad
His jellyfish frens came n transported him home
He flew frm the help of his jellyfish frens
He was extremely touched.
He sang a song
which ends of like this ...
"U can fly if u haf friendship"

Touching rite? TT's the reason y i like to watch Spongebob. I learnt alot frm tat funny sponge!

Stressed Sluggard

I used to be a sluggard n i still am... :P Howeva, i used to be stress-free but now i still am but not completely... Im feeling the stress now... It's amazing for me to be stressed cos i dun get stressed up easily n when i really do get stressed up, it means tt the magnitude of stress is really stressfully ALOT!! Woo~ When i am stressed, i tend to crap alot. Erm...i also crap alot even when im not stressed. Im a crappy, stressed, sluggish, exhausted young lady. The problem is, this young lady in concern isn't really very sure wat she's stressed abt? Not to mention, she has a minimal number of brain cells n as a result, her brain arent very functional. Even though she may deemed to haf a normal-sized brain, a massive part of her brain is dedicated to thinking crap!

Life is so busy!! I haf guitar practices todae n tmr.. Oh gosh!!By the time i reached home, my already non-functional brain wld be near shut-down state... "Study" becums a foreign word to me all of a sudden.I cant bring myself to study as well wif droopy eyelids tt threaten to close when they r subjected to the scrutiny of homework/notes n ani other study materials...

I tink im gg to give up on maths.i jus dun haf the time to study. Plus even if i study, i noe im gg to do like S**t.So, wat's the point? Hai~ Mayb i'll jus read thru the impt points n hopefully i'll be able to rmb them n jus do it.At tt point in time, pray tt a miracle will descend on me n i will pass. Note: Miracle is miracle n doesn't happen very often... Well... *shrug*

Guitar's concert is cummin!! WOO!! Scary sia.Imagine hundreds of pairs of eyes staring at u as u perform on stage. OMG!! Plus, i tend to stick out my tongue when i play wrongly n wat if i do tt on stage?! Firstly, it's totally un-shu-nu aka unglam.Secondly, it'll be damn embarrassing esp if the audience notices it... I shall jus tape up my mouth in this case...

Bugis= Embarrassing incident

Oh man!! Im starting to feel the stress of JC's life. Lectures r taught at supersonic speeds n i get lost most of the time. Quite alot of tests r cummin up recently n i dun haf the time to study... Guitar's concert is cummin up soon, more practices to go= less time to study... im physically n mentally exhausted.Im gg to becum shrivelled hazelnut soon!

After sch, i went to Bugis for lunch n of cos ...to buy sum stuff n take neoprints.darling Mimi was the one hu suggested gg out.I tink it's becos the other time, we planned to go out together to celebrate tt the four of us r still in TJC.The plan was scraped at the las min cos Mingyan was sick n cldn't make it.We planned to take neoprints together wearing tjc's uniforms.

Guess where did we go? Bingo! Bugis!! Oh man!! It revived my memory regarding the embarrassing incident at the bubble tea shop.Oh gosh!! i quickened my pace when i walked past tt shop. (In cae the waitress rmbed me) :P We managed to take neoprints together in tjc's uniforms.We went window shopping... we looked at clothes n shoes. While the three of us were browsing thru the clothes,do u noe wat darling mimi was doing? she was reading her econs notes!! OMG!! *faint* Pls get me an ambulance.We told her MANY times to jus keep her notes n STOP for goodness sake STOP thinking abt econs.It's shopping time= relax! Cant she jus liberate damn econs frm her mind for once? Did i mention tt she actually read econ notes when we were in the mrt on our way to bugis? It's horrifying lor! More horrifying than ani horrifying movies!! RY tried to snatch the notes frm her but sumhow she managed to dodge. this is scary sia!! We bot matching earrings... woo hoo!! Oh ya!! Darling Mimi shared wif us tt she doesn't like to shop for clothes. *raise my eyebrows* She cldn't understand y we like to look at clothes.She said tt normally when she cums to bugis,she'll tend to go to Kinokuniya (not sure whether it's spelled correctly) n look at books. (at tt point in time, my mouth nearly touched the floor!) To put it simply, she's of different breed compared to us. Either im abnormal of not she's... ok. U get it, i get it n we shall keep it hush hush!

Gotta run tmr! *gasp* (Im blanching visibly i guess) Y do we haf to be tortured?! Y?! (plus dramatic effects) Y does it haf to be me? Y is the world so cruel to me?

I love to stone... My fave past time is stoning.. Haha!! According to Amy, she said tt i'll get very angry when she tried to arouse me frm my stoning routine... I will raise my voice at her n stuff... Haha!! I tried to defend myself. I said tt i react normally when Mingyan n Ry try to wake me up frm daydreaming. Howeva, i do admit tt i did sumtimes raise my voice n get irritated wif her... But i haf justifications for behaving like this. Firstly, when one is stoning one is in the midst of deep tots rite? Secondly, Mingyan n RY normally jus give me a gentle tap on my shoulder to wake me up if not wave their hands in front of me.As for Darling Mimi, she doesn't tap at me, she jus literally slaps me! Naturally, i'll get startled n raise my voice at her wat... ... I tink i dun get irritated wif anyone easily but sumhow Darling Mimi has the calibre to make me irritated her... There mus be sth wrong wif me if not... hush..hush...

Blur Queens

I went shopping todae!! I got HuiChan to shop wif me.We shopped for a purpose.Haha!! We wanted to buy black buttoned down long-sleeved shirts for the upcummin guitar concert.

Btw, guitar concert is on the 28th of April!! It will be held at Temasek JC's Audi.Anybody wanna cum? Cum a support me n others!! Woohoo!! I haf tickets for the concert. If u wanna cum to the concert, can get the tickets frm me!! woohoo!! Can bring ur dates along n enjoy a romantic night as we serenade u wif all the wonderful melodious songs... Woo...wat a nite to rmb!! So feel free to approach me!! i wun bite! :P

KK.Enuff of the advertisement.Two blur queens went shopping together...Wat can u expect? Plenty of laughters (due to our crappiness) n plenty of embarrassing boopers... Oh man!

We combed the entire tampines mall n century square n cldnt find the shirts we wan. Geex! it's so diffcult to find black buttoned down shirt... We took mrt to Bugis to continue on our search for black shirts... We walked ard talking rubbish again.Haha!! We gave up on our search for the black shirts n went to buy present instead...Haha!!

Hunger struck when we were shopping so we went to sum bubble tea shop for high tea.Haha!! (erm..tea break lah) We spent quite a long time toking crap again...Haha! I laughed till my stomach ached. I LOVE bubble tea!! WoohOO!! Bubble tea rocks!! Neway, huichan agrees tt i haf the 'bubbletea' look on my face. Translation= i love bubble tea... Haha!!
After eating kaya toast n finished drinking our teas, we stood up to leave. We were laughing as we walked out of the shop n din even sense anything amiss.. The waitress suddenly called us back n told us we still haven paid! *gasp* Geex!! i cld feel dozens of eyes staring at me.I nearly melted on the spot.We actually FORGOT to pay!! Haha!! But then, it was pretty funny as well.I cldn't stop laughing.Can u imagine the magnitude of shock we sufferred... Perhaps we r jus used to paying b4 eating.Nevertheless, it was still embarrassing.Huichan n i discussed n came to a conclusion tt we blur queens cant go out together...Haha!! we need sumone clear headed to remind us of sum stuff... Darling Mimi makes a gd candidate.haha!! Neway, im still laughing.this is my first time forgetting to pay for my food. opps!

The second funny incident wld be the toilet thingy.I wanted to pee badly while we were walking towards the mrt station.Saw the toilet, wanted to go in but the entrance was blocked. Poor huichan had to accompany me back to teh shopping mall to pee. Haha!! The toilets in Bugis r pathetically few... there were long queues everywhere. Fortunately, i wasn't high tide if not i wld haf peed in my pants. Huichan let me queue first so tt i cld pee first.She was worried i wld pee in my pants.I pointed towards the diaper changing thingy in the toilet n i said if i really peed in my pants, she shall buy diapers n change for me.Hahaha!! im crap n i noe! hahaha!! Neway, we made a big round looking for the toilet.We din actually had to walk tt long since there was another toilet at the basement.In another words , we walked for nth.Not exactly nth since we managed to clear our bladders.We took the long way instead. two blur queens out shopping together.Wat can u expect?

Huichan persuaded me to face up to reality.It's impossible for me to becum a shu nu (feminine person).Hahaha! Of cos it's impossible for me to becum a shu nu cos im already ONE.. haha!! i tink huichan n i r of same frequencies.She can actually pre-empt wat i wanna say.Woohoo! great minds tink alike.

My family doesn't like to go shopping wif me.First, im a fussy-pot.It's not easy to please me. My taste is abit sumwat difficult to fathom. So, poor they haf to accompany me n walk in circles round the shopping malls n end up buying nth most of the times.Haha!! Secondly, i haf either a weak or small bladder.Either one lah! So i need to visit the toilet frequently. Poor family will haf to wait for me to empty my bowels.Thirdly, as a sprouting youth undergoing puberty, im always hit wif hunger pangs. Haha!! i will complain n nag n make funny weird noises to express my hunger. then i will complain n beg them to feed me.Sumtimes they will jus ignore me or try to shut me up (to no avail).Normally, i will win the 'battle'. (cos the onli way to shut me up is to feed me) :P

According to sum random Coffee Powder's theory, those hu laugh alot gain weight more. Haha!! So those hu r afraid of gaining weight, stay away frm me cos im crap....Haha!!

Exhaustion overruns

Todae's Fridae!! Finally... wat a day to celebrate!! There isn't sch tmr!! Woo Hoo!!

PE todae was again terrible, torturous, exhausting, crazy, horrible, horrendous, demanding, hot n all the other negative adjectives... Woo man!! We did interval running which means we dash all the way for one run, rest for one minute plus so tt out body can recover n dash for another run again...Oh gosh! i was 'forced' to join the faster grp. Oh man!! the faster grp was really very fast.I was shocked! *gasp* I was like abt the last few in the faster grp. They ran at supersonic speed n it was quite agonising trying to pull the gap btw me n the other fast runners. I nearly died while running... It was tt serious. I had stiches n of cos i was gasping for breath... That's totally unfeminine sia...We did four runs in all. After tt, we still haf to do 20 sit ups *faint* n 15 dips.I tink it's pretty erm...unglam to be seen doing the dips. After runing, i had to go on a liquid diet...I cldn't eat solid food. too exhausted to eat. I drank Peelfresh apple juice... Haha!! Amy helped me buy the drink n i told her to help me buy 'FreshPeel' blackcurrant juice. Oh man!! wat an embarrassing mistake!

I fell asleep during PW.The air con was simply refreshing although it was abit too cold.At least it helped to evaporate my perspirations n of cos i stinked less.Coffee Powder wasn't in a good mood once again.Sum of our worksheets gt mixed up n we tried to explain to her tt we got the same ws(s). she gt irritated n said sth like "how many times do i haf to repeat myself?" Hallo!? Nobody told her to repeat herself lor.We understood perfectly wat she was trying to say--there were two different worksheets. It was Coffee Powder the one hu dosn't get it!! ARGH!! Communication breakdown. *shakes my head* Sigh~ Coffee Powder was really impatient n i guess pissed off lah. Oh man!!

We teased the A&As in our class. We purposely made them sit together during econs. We made alot of cat calls. Haha!! It was hilarious!! Hopefully, the relationship btw them will blossom under our 'contributions' to bring them together... Haha!!

After sch, a bunch of us hung around at the library n as usual i was the entertainment IC. i tink we talked alot of funny stuff in library n we had a tremendous fun time laughing at all of them.It's so nice to be able to laugh n joke wif ur frens.Firstly, u get to noe ur frens betta n of cos relieve stress n exhaustion after the long day. We shld haf more of this type of sharing sessions in future.Haha!!

I went for Gamma hse function!! The decorations put up was thumbs up! Woo! I think electric guitars r cool!! I feel inspired to learn how to play electric guitar.*drools* Electric guitar rocks!

Busy Bumble Bee

U noe abt the personality test tt i took the other time...the clownish incident... Hahaha!! I took another similar test to find out wat type of guys will create butterflies in my tummy. The results goes like this:

Hazel, your crush is the Class Clown

Seriously forks. Only a guy with a great sense of humor stands a chance of making it as your fun-loving sweetie. Going back-to-school doesn't have to be a bland and boring time. With a funny and cute guy to crush on, things will definitely put a smile on your face.Even when attending mandatory student assemblies and classes that last for days, you're a girl with an active mind and funny bone. Thankfully, your new crush should liven up even the dullest of moments. Maybe he's cracking jokes in History class, writing witty pieces for the newspaper, or hamming it up in the lunchroom. Wherever you find him, you'll be in for an entertaining school year!

*faint* Wat an coincidence... Does tt imply im destined to haf a clown as my bf?

The ironic part is tt ... ahem!! Dun laugh k... Betta dun laugh k... hai~ I feel abit embarrassed saying this but...ARGH i shall jus be honest... I used to be scared of ronald Macdonalds... Yup! Ronald Macdonalds, the iconic figure of the fast food restaurant--- Macdonalds. N u noe wat? Ronald is a clown!!

I remebered one particular event which happened when i was quite young... I rmb i was at this particular branch of Macs n Ronald the clown was there for sum reason (mayb to launch new food?) . My mum shoved me to the front of Ronald so she cld take a foto of us together. Oh man!! I cried! I feared Ronald for sum reason... n i dunno y. Geez! It's so damn embarrassing cum to tink of tt after all theese yrs...

Bio test was horrible!! Terrible, horrendous, difficult, profound, mind boggling, boring, pain, agonising bio test. I like to study bio.Bio is filled wif alot of amazing facts abt the anatomies of plants, humans n animals. All living organisms to be exact.I think it's quite intersting to now more abt these facts.understand how our body works n why we r born like this etc...

However, i find tt tests sumtimes serve to dull our interest in the particular subject. I tink it's a pain in my A** to memorise all the facts. It's like literally swallowing up the whole bio text n vommitting them out again during exams. Plus, my memory space is mega tiny. it has to be subjected to electron microscope magnification power one million times b4 it can be seen clearly.the worst case is when u study very hard for the subject n yet u dun do well as expected. That's when u feel that the whole world jus cums crashing down n u begin to lose faith in urself in regards to the subject.

Howeva, all can be changed.With passion, purpose n drive, everything is possible.It takes researchers many tries b4 a paticular thing is invented. even though studying bio is a bore but then it's up to us to make it interesting.Do not give up is the key to success! Undiminishing ardour for the subject will bring abt success (not now but perhaps the future..) . Success is not forever n failure is not fatal.

Im busy like a bumble bee! Sch life can be tiring n mental consuming, im trying to enjoy every minute of it.Life is short so y not jus soak urself in the midst of daily activities. Take it easy n jus haf fun!! Tt's wat make life interesting. N of cos, stop procrastinating!

motivation is the key to success? I like to motivate ppl as i like to see ppl attain success! yay!

i wanna write short stories.. Short stories anything under the sun... Haf lots of ideas but haven started working on them yet.I shldn't idle anymore.Since i haf the passion, start working on them! Whoosh!!

Raining cats n dogs

It rained again this afternoon. ARGH!! I cant stand rainy days...Y cant Mr Sun jus shine n please me? Oh man... ... Becos of the rain, the road directly in front of my hse had a very serious traffic jam. I cld hear cars honking... Oh gosh?! Like wat's the point of honking. As if honking will solve the traffic congestion. Cat they jus spare a thought for those living around the area? Wat the~ Neway, i spent abt half an hr looking at the cars outside. The cars din even move an inch.They were jus stuck there. One by one, i saw the cars retreating as in they drove backwards out of the road... Haha!! i t was pretty hilarious watching the drivers having a hard time trying to manoeurve their cars. I bet it was agonising being stuck in ur car, wif the rain splattering on ur car windows, exhausted, hungry, shivering wif cold n jus wanna snuggle into comfy n cosy bed waiting at home.

During morning assembly, Darling Mimi came up frm behind me n gave me a spanking slap on my back b4 saying Hi! Naturally, i gt a shock. Like hu will slap ppl so hard early in the morning? I wasn't even fully awake at tt time.Fortunately, she woke me up wif that SLAP!! Thx alot sia... I gt a shock becos it kinda remind me of a scene frm a show i watched on Sunday's nite--8 legged freaks.The way she slapped me frm behind reminded me of the scene where the humongous hairy hideous looking horrible spidder pounced on its victim frm behind. *gasp* Neway, my VP was super hilarious... He accidentally gave away the date of the fire drill which is i supposed, tomorrow...Hahaha!!

I haf guitar prac tmr. Fortunately, i haf 2 guitars now.In another words, i haf a lover n a mistress now! *opps* Im such a casanova... I can dump one of my lovers in sch n dun haf to lug it here n there! Yippee!! Tmr's guitar will end at 7.30. Oh gosh!! So late!! N if it's gg to rain heavily like todae, i told my mum i wld jus camp overnight in sch. Pray tt it wun rain tmr...

I took this super funny personality test titled 'wat's my type'. here goes my results:
You must be havin' a laugh! You go for the clown type!

Laughter is the way to your heart. A man with a fab sense of humour is definitely the one for you! You want a Clown, someone who can laugh at himself and make you laugh, too. There's nothing more tedious than a man who takes himself too seriously. You know that if a chap is silly, he's generally self-confident and secure. Your man is a people magnet and everyone's favourite friend. There's never a dull moment with your clown nearby. You crave excitement and a bit of a laugh, and your clown enhances those things in your life. You probably think life is too short to spend it without a smile. Your witty lad will ensure that that doesn't happen - his light hearted and silly ways make everything a little bit brighter.

Hahahaha!! damn hilarious. *burst* Picture me having a bf of a clownish type.It wld be clown(female) Versus clown(male)!! Geez... Can anyone picture tt?

Eye sores...

I went shopping todae!! yay!! Guess where did i go? I went to Suntec City. Met Zheya there as well.I went there wif my cousin.I took MRT there.It was a LONG ride.The train was quite crowded. I had to stand all the way to cityhall.*sobs* Neway, how shall i put it...I saw a grp of gals hu were very dolled up.Heavily made up.The way they dressed...i dunno how to put it..It may look ostentatious to sum but it may also look pretty to sum.It depends on how u perceive it.Sum of them were pretty much into Jap's fashion. They wore things tt looked very japanese...I tink they definitely qualified to attend prom night. Neway, i noe hipsters n low waisted skirts/pants r the IN things now.But... the bottom halves tt many young ppl r wearing todae seem to be getting lower.It's either teens nowadays haf grown shorter if not the textile industries aren't making money thus, they r trying to maximise profits by making the pants/skirts shirter as a mean to save cloth. One of the gals, she wore a low waisted black skirt. N...AND ...her light blue underwear was playing peek-a-boo. For ur information, it was a G string!! OMG!! Light blue versus black skirt.Needless to say the contrast was so damn obvious! Oh gosh!!

Another freaky incident occurred at CityLink...I was shopping at CityLink when i saw a salesperson bending down to retrieve sth...The pants was very low n when tt person bent down, his butt crack was exposed!! Gosh!! It's a HE summore!! I cld feel my vomit shooting out frm my stomach, speeding all the way thru my oesophagus n neway gushed out frm my mouth,i swallowed evrything back. :P It was damn disgusting.It'll be a miracle if i dun get sore eyes frm all these... Plus it wasn't I deliberately peeked at them or sth... It was jus there n i HAPPENED to see them. I jus witnessed them sumhow...

Wat im trying to say is tt Underwear is meant to be worn inside. Tt's y it's called underwear!! OMG!! If tt gal wanted ppl to see her G string, she shld either wear it on the outside if not jus wear it n nth else. I dun care whether it's G string or sum diamond studded underwear.Since it's an underwear, betta lock it up in ur skirt. Unless u r a model for sum particular brand of underwear, it's highly advisable to keep ur underwears where they r supposed to be unless u aspire to be the nxt superman!

As for the low waisted pants, of cos im not encouraging ppl to wear high waisted ones. Wear sth tt sits perfectly on ur hips n not anything down anymore. I dun care if u haf pretty butt cracks or not.Jus PLEASE try to keep ur butt crack! I dun believe the person din noe he was exposed. he mus haf done it on purpose. If ur butt gets exposed, u'll definitely get a chilly sensation.Tt's a very very clear indication tt u r exposed! Oh man!! For the benefits of those ard u, i urge not to wear super low waisted pants tt expose ur butt cracks. Please help to save the eyes n stomachs of others. Wat's in the world n the dressing sense of teens nowadays?

Oh gosh!! i sound like a grannie...

But i haf no choice.I was really very disturbed by those graphics tt i had witnessed.I cld haf sue them for indecent exposure. High waisted underwears tt peek out frm skirts n low waisted pants tt can barely hide the butts... Oh Dear?! Am i getting older or sth?!

Except for the Ahem disturbing scenes, my shopping trip went off pretty well... I bot CDs at HMV!! Cos i had vouchers!! My mummy gave them to me!! Woo hoo!! Im the happiest gal in the universe!! I also bot two hairbands... I cldn't decide on which colours to buy for the hairbands... I wanted to buy an orange one but im afraid it's abit too...ya...attract attention.In the end i settled for a blue n green hairband.Green hairband... I swear i wa possessed when i was buying th green hairband... it had to be....

Im sick of jc life... Lotsa homework, boring lectures, tutorials, busy n hectic sch life, taxing cca, stress, tests, exhausting PEs, scary teachers, boring teachers, more stress n STRESS again!! i need to see the shrink!

How i miss Orientations!! i miss orientations very very much.All the happy times we had...cheerings,play,fun,slack,breaks,mass dances,chit chats wif frens,performances,ice breakers,fun,more fun n lotsa FUN!! Now..i cant even bring myself to cheer.No energy n no mood to cheer...OMG!! Hai~

I love Wang Lee Hom!! He's so da cute!!