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I hope that promos come faster...

I know people are wishing for the opposite but then...

i wish that promos will come earlier so that i can die an earlier death for promos and therefore, get reincarnated earlier.......

Sounds very morbid right? Wahahaha!! That's what preparations for promos has done to me. Made me sadistic and morbid. Hehehe!!

Anyway, results ain't everything.

Of course, we have to aim to do our best. So long as we have done our best, that's sufficient. It applies to me. So, i'll just try to do my best. Whether i die a pretty hazelnut or an ugly hazelnut... ehh... i've done my best and just accept things as they are...

As i'm blogging, i feel like going on a date with golden crisp tempuras, thick and chewy udon, sweet and salty teriyaki chicken... grilled salmon with honey sweet chocolate colour sauce poured over it is also not bad... Woo La La!! i've been having this craving for japanese food for days... Maybe it's bacause i'm feeling deprived of worldly stuff... wahahaha!! Hence explains why i'm craving for some enjoyment through food... ...

I think my butt is going to grow pimples and bigger cause i have to force myself into sitting at the study desk and study. Whether or not things go into my brain is another matter... but my butt is pitiful enough... ...

AHH!!! Organic chem is so bloody difficult to study. It's a study-and-forget-the-next-day kind of affair... The things just refused to be retained in my brain... Oh gosh!! Biology... is like hell. So many damn stuff to memorise. Genomics is enough to kill me not once but twice. So, it's something like kena killed once, get reincarnated, wake up and attempt to study again, get killed by the overwhelming load of information...

Tao Suan nearly puked during GP lessons today. She blamed it on the room... i'm still trying to figure that out as well. Why the room will make her feel like puking? wahahaha!! She asked for a sweet and i offerred her my sweet abeit rather hesitantly. Hehehe!! No lah! i'm such a nice person. I gave her sweet so that she won't puke and leave me feeling disgusted for the rest of the day....

J twos are back from their prelims... which means... we had to share the canteen with them. I know i sound like a selfish nut but then... tj's canteen is so microscopic sia... But at least, it's more full of life with the j2s. But then the sad thing was, i was relegated to one pathetic corner beside temasnack. It's actually considered outside of the canteen and i just stood at that corner and drank a packet of Vitasoy grumpily cause i couldn't get my butt to kiss the canteen chair...

The dowager groped my butt today!! wahahaha!! Anyway, i groped hers back. an eye for an eye? (am i correct?) Ah... pardon my english...