Depressed

My life is a misery...

Or so i think....

Studying and more studying makes my life super duper depressing....

The worse part is that i managed to force myself to study, glued my butt onto the chair and all sorts of extreme measures... even though i studied, the tests that i had taken so far... managed to convince me that all those attempts at trying to stick my butt on the chair was for nothing....

GP was quite difficult lah but somehow i don't have any feelings towards it...

Econs essay was bad... I was practically tearing my hair out while i was scribbling away... at the end of the econs test, my table had four strands of my precious hair. (i swept them onto the floor and pretended the hair weren't mine...)

However, i could manage that... econs was bad but then i'm ok with it...

MATHS

was mighty super duper depressing...

I managed to finish studying all the stuff to be studied. (econs--din manage to finish studying everything). It was the earliest subject that i had started preparing for promos... and now... i'm feeling so depressed... after the paper, i had immediate onset of suicidal thought... I told HuiChan my final words and my friends, all the final partings...

Huichan has to do this for me when i'm gone:
1) Slap and punch all the maths teacher whenever she bumps into them in school
2) Sneak into the maths HOD room and steal my answer sheet and burn them since they are nothing much but rubbish. (I left nearly half of the total questions blank...) No use keeping them.
3) Burn down the maths hod department

I expect the maths teacher to vomit blood when they mark my maths paper but what i can comment is...

THEY DESERVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thanks for all the efforts they had put in to demoralise me....

I congratulate them for succeeding...

I'm depressed, demoralised and feel like bashing people up...

Promos isn't everything...

I'm trying my best to convince myself...

But somehow it's nearly everything...

i want to drown myself...

The nearest and biggest pool of water right now is the toilet bowl's.

Okay then... i shall immerse my head into the toilet bowl ...

Sayonara!

Take care!!

I'll miss u guys!