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Liberation!!!!!!!!!!!!

Euphoric Moment!!!!!!!

Promos over!!

O--V--E--R--

= over!!

Agony is on the halt for the moment... More agony will come when teachers have finished with marking and then... out bursts the results. I need to do intensifying exercise now to strengthen my heart so that it will be able to pull through when i receive my results...

Anyway, let's not talk about depressing stuff... yaya!! No results...

I'm happy happy happy!!

all the preparations for promos had made me sulky, restive, moody, emotional, and gibberish...

I'm back to normal again!!

I miss my computer!! Miss my blog!! Miss all my beloved loyal readers of my blog... my fans... (i imagine them to be my fans...) wahaha!! Yeah! I miss everyone on this earth!!

Oh yes! I miss shopping... Shopping is therapy for me! Whee!! Been reading from the newspapers about Vivo City's opening and all the hype. Heard it's super gigantic. Can get lost inside leh! I wanna go there and get lost!!

I've made a list of things that i wanna do after promos while i was in the midst of studying prokaryotic genome on a downright depressing day...

1) Go to the beach and bake myself... ( i tink the main reason is to eye handsome beach hunks..)
2) Go shopping--Vivo City
3) Ear piercings.. (ya...like get more ear piercings and become typecast as an ah lian but whatever~)
4) Go Escape!! (coincidentally, my aunt gave me some vouchers to escape which means... I can GO!!) I'm going to scream and destroy others' ear drums!
5) Shop for something... (ehh...im still trying to figure out what's the something...)
6) Im considering getting a holiday job...
7) Sign up for some course ( yoga perhaps? Wahahaha!! Good for backache...)
8) Bug my mum every single day to get me a new handphone
9) Watch VCDs: Princess hrs, GTO, korean drama serials until my eyes pop

These are the things that i want to do in the meantime until i think of more...

Oh ya!! I must mention this very important thing...

I survived promos!

Thanks to the encouragemnets from my friends and family...

HuiChan, Happy belated bday to u! Hope you like the hello panda biscuits i bought for u!! Whee!! Thx for ur encouraging smses and thank you to those who tahan my buggish smses...

It suddenly dawns on me that i'm loved...

by my friends and family...

That's why i'd been stopped and pulled back many times by my friends whenever i attempted to jump into tjc's fish pond...

The reason is simply my friends love me and can't bear to see me hurt myself...

(Maybe it's because they can't bear to witness the deaths of the innocent fishes swimming inside the pond)

But then, i said i'm loved by my friends means i'm loved by my friends lah!

Exams make me emotional...

Okay lah! There was reasons for me to be emotional...

Maths was a super depressing thing cause i couldn't do half of the paper... Didn't even try and stuff, just left the questions totally blank...

The saddest thing in human's history is that... maths was the subject that i'd spent the most time and efforst studying and yet...

Of course, i felt vehement and super duper depressed after maths paper... I nearly thought of committing suicide. I even discussed with audrey which is the nicest and tallest building in Singapore...

Went home and my aunt mentioned few days later that the moment i entered the house, the house was surrounded by an air of gloom. (wow!) Nobody dared to talk loudly leh...

All because of the idiotic maths paper...

At night, i even discussed with my mum that if i don't get promoted, i'll head for poly liao! Don't want to waste my life struggling in jc...

My mum and aunt offerred me comfort...

They told me that they do not expect me to get good grades and stuff. Do my best is sufficient and they will also be proud of me as well... They told me not to be so pessimistic and have more confident in myself lah... Even if i have to repeat, then repeat lor. They won't mind... They'll continue to support me...

I nearly burst out crying but it's pretty unlike me to bawl out and stuff...

I teared...

(but it could be because of the haze as well)

Mentioning about the haze... Indonesian farmers feign innocence of the effects of burning down forests... Malaysia and s'pore badly affected... and you know what the farmers say? "Must be the wind's fault"

Wow! Next time, when there's an oil spill, blame it on the fact that screw holding the oil in the barrel came loose due to impact of waves splashing on it. When there's deforestation, blame it on the fact the trees look old so they had to be cut down. When somebody farts and you smell it, blame it on the process known as diffusion. Next time someone spits on the ground, blame on the haze...

What nonsense is this? Blame on the wind?

Next time you break the law, blame it on the existence of the law which forced you to break it. Without the law, you won't be able to break it then...

WTH!