Decided

Ok... I failed econs. In another words, i have to drop one subject to h1 level.

The subject that im going to drop will definitely be ECONS!

Bloody econs! I don't like econs anyway... I suck badly in it. Hence, it may be a wise choice for me to drop it. I apologise to those econs fanatics cause i really do hate econs which is evident from my ceaseless whinings and attitude towards it. I believe that my brain is not made to study econs.

The bad part is i may have to change class. After one year with my classmates, of course i'll develop some kind of bond with my classmates right?! Of course i'm sad lah!

But then, i've been trying my best to convince myself that everything is going to be ok... ... I'm still trying trying trying...

Plus, i believe that i'm highly adaptable, friendly, strong, determined, gungho, humourous, optimistic (sometimes), sociable, i should be able to survive anywhere, even if i'm dumped mercilessly into a desert.

have faith in myself and friendship.

I'm not going to cry until my whole face is stained with tears, blood, and mucous. I've many people telling me that i'm a brave girl. A brave girl shouldn't cry.

In your eyes,
I see your tears.
Tears which reflect a colossal amount of sorrow.
Tears that will only fall when solitude creeps in.
The tingling sensation you feel inside,
makes you pray fervently for it to go away.
When melanchonly strikes,
nothing can stand in its way.
The smile you wear slowly ebbs away,
you wish you can blend into the pastel cream walls.
You never existed and you never will.
If only you will let the tears fall,
crying may wash away the sorrows.
After the tears evaporated,
only a saltish trail remains.
The sun will continues to rise the next day,
warm comforting rays beam upon you.
You will be able to smile from within,
for things may have changed but most remain.
In that instant you may think,
crying isn't that bad after all.

Just a random poem that i wrote. Haven't been writing poems for a long long time. So, my first attempt after a long long time. It may sound weird lah. Plus my england not very good lah. So pardon me. :P