Magic words

I need the magic words!!

I need it now!!

The magic words are : Promo isn't everything!!

Depression strikes again!

The mood in tjc is sinking to down low...

Got back chem and maths papers today. Was super depressed when i saw my marks for maths especially. I know the grade is expected but then i still feel pretty indignant about it. Maths was the earliest subject that i started studying, which means i had spent the most time navigating my way through the subject and yet... ... AH!!! Y does it have to be like this...

The mood in my class was uptight as well... lots of tension sia... Especially during maths period. My teacher told us that if we want to know our results, we can go out one by one to him to find out... wah piang! So pressurising. I didn't want to know my grade at first but anyway i still went up in the end lah. I don't like the feeling of suspense either. Must as well how badly i've died and get reincarnated again...

Chem is depressing as well but then i didn't study the subject properly and i spent the least amount of time on it. So... ... i can't blame anyone but myself.

I hope that maths will moderate if not... ... i don't know how to continue...

I felt myself tearing during math cause i felt sad when i saw my jie meis cried... ...

But then, i haven't been crying for a long time so i guess my tear duct isn't functioning normally... but i must admit i was super duper sad during maths period. But then i felt better after telling myself the magic words and of course the outing with huichan meant to heal the heartbreak...

So, i'm feelign neutral at this moment. I won't guarantee this feeling will last till 8 am tomorrow where there will be another series of traumatising news crashing down on me...

Tomorrow still got pe. Like who will be in the bloody mood to have pe? Siao!