Reasons for me to be stressed

My life is going to turn greyer... There are like million of reasons for me to be stressed out and for my hair to fall... The future seems bleak all of a sudden...

Reasons why i should be stressed:

1) Chem mock spa on Monday ( mock but still scary...)

2) Bio test on tues, SEVEN sets of notes to swallow... gene cloning is like one massive ball of shit. It's tears-inducing and nerve wrecking to study for bio. Kills thousands of my brain cells by the memorisations...

3) Fri: chem test--thermochem. This sucks...

4) Sat: college day!! AH!! i feel that our standard is still not there yet...

5) 21st may: chem SPA!!!!

6) 25th may: guitar concert!! AH!!

7) and not to mention JCTs is in one month's plus time and J1 syllabus will be tested when i can't even cope with j2's. I see my life turns black now... It's super duper frigtening to see people in my class already starting to revise for jcts.

AH!!! Bang my head against the wall! My life sucks isn't it?? *a chorus of yes* I'm going to die...

Just as my life is turning duller, it suddenly dawn on me that teachers are like one of the most emotionally unstable creatures on earth... Their mood can swing from north pole to south pole in less than a fraction of a second so fast that it's difficult to fathom...

I have had teachers who act like pendulums. Good mood at one moment, foul mood that can kill students in another. We pitiful students will then attribute it to stress and PMS. I was told that guys have their form of PMS... So when male teachers start flaring up in the middle of their lessons, fret not. It's just PMS.

Teachers can flare up for no reason why not students? The stress levels for both students and teachers are on par... Just because they're older doesn't mean they can flare up for no reason nor show us the black face. It's stressful living i know... Just as much as we don't understand teachers, teachers do not understand us...

i admit i wasn't paying as much attention as i like to during lessons. lack of sleep can be one of the reasons to explain that but it's not the sole reason of course. I asked a question out of curiosity without knowing the question had been asked beforehand.

teacher: next time if you don't want to listen to my lesson, don't come for my lesson...

the classroom became so silent that it's true that even if the pin dropped, it could be distinctively heard...

I didn't know how to react after that...

Apparently, most of the people seated at the back didn't hear him explaining the question as well...

ARGH!! Whatever~ and he showed a damn black face throughout the entire lesson...

why it harm or kill teachers to explain a bloody question again? They have to consider that the classroom is damn airy and difficult for soundwaves to propagate from one room to another. Plus stupid people like me exist ok! perhaps i didn't catch what he was asking and trying to ask him again...

Also, i have teacher telling me that i;m not serious enough in my work just because i flunk a test... i tried but i just cannot get it doesn't mean i'm not serious in my work... I do my tutorials religiously and do they understand how late i had to stay up to do that?

ya..ya...ya... it's all my fault that i'm not paying attention in class and not being serious enough in my work...

whatever!

As long as i believe in myself and affirm my own efforts will do... that's why i always look into the mirror, stare at my own reflection and tell myself i rock everyday! yay!

I don't care what others say or think of it. Treat it as a form of character moulding process... make me more thick skinned and stuff...

isn't it ironical that the education system is meant to broaden our intellectual development yet, i feel that it just make us feel stupider...

to end off, i still think i rock!