Thursday, October 30, 2008

It sucks being emo but i can't help being emo... I know one should move on and not dwell too much on certain stuff... Must learn to let go and have faith in myself... Once again, it's easier said than done... Mighty grey clouds above me...
I think i'll die a horrible death for exams. I should start preparing for my funeral rites in advanced... ...
Mootood Lecturer told us that last year, a lot of our seniors got A for a certain module and here goes.. "in order to decrease the number of people having As, we've made this yr's paper harder. Of course, if you guys do well, i'll still give you all your As." Like WTH??!! Even my normally mild mannered, calm and peace loving friend blurted out the F*** word. I think without even bothering to lift a finger to try to make the paper harder, i would still find it hard... ...
Today's tutorials as usual, couldn't catch what the tutors were trying to say... I was totally living in my own world with a blanket of grey clouds over me.
And then... ... it slowly led to me being plagued by a low self esteem attack. My age and level of stupidity have a direct relationship. To elucidate better, the older i get, the stupider i feel.
jack of some trades, master of none...

This sucks...


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