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There are so many things to ponder...

I wonder whether i can create miracles for my exams...

I wonder when on earth will i be able to see THE light in quantum theory, spectroscopy, thermodynamics and BS 104.

I wonder when lab reports are going to come to an end...

I wonder how on earth am i going to go about doing my term essay on politics

I wonder whether is it really ok when things aren't ok...

I wonder if i'm showing enough love and concern to people around me

I wonder is there anything such as lasting love & undying passion

I wonder if i can survive till i graduate

I wonder whether i'm cut out to be a bio student

I wonder where the hell is my ardour for Biology

I wonder whether i'll survive long enough to get married, have children and carry my grandkids...

I wonder... wonder... wonder....

i want to call my mummy badly and complain that i'm stressed but i don't want to make her worried about me

Hopefully, the quote that 'nothing lasts for forever, not even your troubles' still holds.

Was shocked to learn that Tablet guy quit school. Tablet guy ( i forgot his name) was this guy in my tutorial grp who always carried a tablet wherever he went. Hence, prompted me to nickname him this way... The moment Alvin told me about it, i was stunned. Tablet guy seriously looked like he was coping well with the shitty uni life. WHY ON EARTH DID HE QUIT SCHOOL when the person who totally should quit is still hanging on to the cliff with just her fingers. (the person is ---> *points to myself*) Sometimes, you just don't understand how people think and behave. Perhaps, there is this vacuum between how people think and behave...

Immature love says: I love you because i need you
Mature love says: I need you because i love you
~Erich Fromm~