Hair drop

Integration and what-so-ever crap is going to make me bald. I'm going to tear my hair out of its follicles while attempting to fathom the whatsoever shit the notes is glaring at me! WTH!! I don't understand integration by substitution and by parts. I nearly threw my notes out of the window. ARGH!! Maths making me mad. It's doesn't help when my tutor goes through at supersonic speed and expect us to know everything... He merely scribbles the answers on the board and expect us to derive at the answers ourselves. Like wow! We aren't super action-packed heroes blessed with Einstein's brain. At least not for me. I suck terribly in maths.

Monday: We had spot check. Tao Suan walked down the row to catch those whose uniforms aren't up to her standards. She walked towards me and tugged at my collar. Of course, i was shocked by her sudden rudeness. Just because i didn't wear my badge, she didn't have to try to rip off my collar right? I stood there staring at her cause i didn't know what she was 'catching' me for. Just because of the school badge. How would she feel if i yanked her collar next time when she forgot to bring stuff? It's so barbaric yanking people's collars.

I think i need to train for Napfa. I haven't be exercising for one month. Goodness! because of my problematic back. I don't think the doctor will be that kind to prolong my MC. So, i think i may have to do Napfa. i want to skip! Napfa makes people stressed. I saw many of my classmates feelign stressed because of Napfa. Even though i wasn't taking Napfa today, i couldn't help but to get influnce by their stress and i got stressed for them as well. Hahaha!! Napfa is another thing that threatens to make my hair drop.

Watched the movie 'Click' with Huichan and Cherylene yesterday. The show is erm... kinda crude at times but then it's still drop dead hilarious. The ladies sitting beside me told me that they could hear my laughter rather ahem! distinctively so it must be funny lah! Wahahaha!! Comedy helps to ease tension especially after the horrible chemistry lecture test which i have this gut feeling i'll fail terribly cause i just couldn't retain the facts. Organic chemistry is another subject that blows my hair off my head. AH!!!

My degenerated brain is degenerating.

Guess what. We'll be having biology test next tuesday. How lucky can my life be? It's be on eukaryotic and prokaryotic genome. Yup! The super evil topic. Up till now, i still don't really understand. AH!! I confirm going to shed my hair. I need motivation. Lots of motivation to study. Go on a study date or something. AH!!

I want to eat SUSHI!! Yummy!! SUSHI!! I'm going to dream of sushis tonight. I'm going to devour all the sushis i see in my dream. Sushi delight!