Friday, August 11, 2006

My freaking back is killing me

I had econs test today. Econs test was pretty shitty cause i got mental block and forgot all the crap i've studied. All the facts stored in my puny brain was jumbled up. ARGH!! Since the crap that i've studied had been deleted automatically by my brain cells, i had to come up with my own crap. I really really do hope that the my econs teacher will able to pull through while marking my script. She'll be overwhelmed by the crap that i'd fabricated.

Right after econs was chem mock spa. That was my first time doing that kind of experiment. I couldn't fully comprehend the instructions. The flipping of the burette and using my thumb to cover the hole while immersing it into the beaker of water was freaky. I imagine that the water will just flow out or leak out of the holes not covered by my thumb. I was afraid while immersing the burette into the beaker, the water will just ooze out. I was feeling pretty jittery while putting my burrette into the beaker. I tired many times to just get over my fear and just put the darn thing into the beaker. I thumped on my chest quite a few times to calm my nerves. I looked up and saw my chem teacher stealing a snicked at me. AH!! But, i can understand why he did that. What's there to be afraid of actually. Just stick the sai thing into the water lah! I also can't understand what i was scared about. It's some kind of unexplainable fear. I felt like laughing at myself as well. Hahaha!

Had lunch with my PW mates since we had to meet the teacher at 1.45. My friend noticed that i stoned after finishing my lunch. We were actually waiting for another friend to finish eating her food before we started our meeting. Since i had nothing to do, i just spaced out.

My friend: I realised that Hazel likes to stone.
(the rest of my PW mates nod)
My friend: (continues) She stones in the morning, before school, after school, during lunch, during breaks, during lessons...
( the rest nods somemore)
My friend: (asks) hazel, what do you thinking of when you're stoning.

Ehh... Basically, erm... i just stone and think of nothing. Sometimes, even though i appear to be stoning, i am actually observing the surroundings... you know, people watch and stuff. Sometimes, i'll just think of other random stuff.

Is it really that bad? My stoning... It seemed that many have told me that i stone alot. But, i can't help it... :P Hehehe!!

I'm trying to unravel the benefits of stoning. First, it relaxes your mind. Second, it kills time. Third, it lets you think or reflect on stuff. Fourth, it helps to destress. Fifth, it erm... make you look as though you are deep in thoughts although it may not be the case. people will have the impression that you're serious and dependable. Wow!

My back is killing me!! AH!!

I found the guitar blog and managed to link it. Yippie!! Hahaha!! Apparently, i was told that by Huichan that guitar blog has been set up quite some time ago. Oh... Ok. I'm slow. The guitar blog is impressive. Lots of pretty pics to marvel at. hahahaha!! Most importantly, guitar blog links to my blog. Wahaha!!

Kk. I should go off now if not my back bone is going to threaten to break.

Au revoir!

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