Ok... i need to rant... about the mundane and prosaic affairs of my life... *rolls my eyes dramatically up towards the sky*
My temporary mantra to life is :study, eat, sleep.
Even my mum thinks i'm hardworking now. Like i've never been hardworking before... *rolls my eyes again* which is pretty true because i don't remember feeling so stressed for a levels as compared to now.
Perhaps i was still young and immature, therefore, couldn't see the implications and consequences that entailed. (now i make myself sound so old)
Mum thinks i need to have a break. First time my mum's telling me that ... ... 'Go shopping, have lunch or watch a movie.' Take a break... ...
In the meantime, my only indulgence is to stone...
That's my pathetic life... fullstop.
i glared at the reflection in my mirror,
and looked at it straight in the eyes.
'You suck!' i exclaimed,
so loud it reverberated.
The reflection in the mirror stared back blankly,
evident shock plastered on its face.
What on earth could be done,
when it knew it sucked.
Reality stung and life's a dismay.
The reflection's head bowed down,
crestfallen and in obvious distress.
Its foot drew circles on the ground,
hoping to attain some breakthrough.
Who cares whether the reflection sucks?
Who cares what i think of my reflection?
Which inevitably translates to...
Who cares what i think of myself?
The reflection in the mirror glanced up,
halo of light surrounds.
I saw my reflection smiled at me,
and was instantly infected with a smile too.
Let's not treat myself seriously,
therefore why bother what i think?
I bade goodbye to my reflection
and walked away with a grin.
Life's too short for indulgence in melancholic and depressing stuff...
Although, i'm craving for a break but in the meantime, i shall just focus on my notes...
I'm totally awed by the whole new hardworking me. I'm so in love in myself....
I can't believe i just typed that... guess i really do need a break... hahaha!
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