There tend to be this yearn to cherish something only when you start losing it...
It's funny how a seemingly harmless act of overhearing people's conversation would trigger those painful memories that i thought had long been buried deep down within me.
The dam broke yesterday as i was plagued by the unfortunate flashbacks. I know it's time to move on but it's darn difficult to control and stop the flashbacks from coming back...
I shouldn't have gone for a walk and shouldn't have eavesdropped on the group of guys in front of me. Hey! Thinking carefully, i didn't eavesdrop on them ok. They were talking quite loudly or perhaps the surroundings were too quiet and the sound waves just happened to propagate into my ears. Not my fault. That's when it triggered all the unhappy memories...
So, moral of the story is--> don't go for a walk. Even if you die die crave for a walk to clear your mind, please walk alone and isolate yourself from the rest of the world.
OMG!! Now i feel like laughing at myself for being such an emo mootood yesterday ...
Thankfully i'm blessed with wonderful friends. Mingyan called to comfort the emo mootood me. Alvin came up to my room which was a commendable effort on his part. This is because he's a guy and normally guys are at a loss or will become flustered when confronted by a weeping girl. (i banged into door which was erm... embarrassing...)
And of course, thanks to All rounder who was there when the drama unfolded. Thanks for the bedtime stories and hugs. L~O~V~E Y~A!! <3>
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