Frenzy

My mind is sumwat in a frenzy. I haf so SO much stuff to do... Tutorials, pw, PW n MORE PW!! PW is driving me nuts... Gotta do research, research n more research... I can feel my teacher breathing hot flames down my neck. Deadlines ,deadlines n MORE deadlines r pressing nearer. Im so dead. DEAD!

Shall not touch on depressing topics tt will do nth but to kill more of my already limited brain cells.

I tink im desperately needing more rest. BUT, i haf things tt nid to be done which explains y i cant sleep early even though im tired n haf panda eye bags. Oh man! Life is a misery. I predict life wld be 2 times,no, make it three times worse when im in J2. So, im not looking forward to promoting to J2. I look up to those J2s hu can survive. For me, i imagine myself to becum a full-fledged zombie.

Had guitar todae n ya...we were learning how to side read (isit like this?). Erm...means no using of pencil to write down the musical notes n play. We haf to look n identify the 'bean sprouts' n play at the same time. Requires lotsa patience, brain cells n coordination to get things done correctly. Hahaha!! My brudder said tt we'll most probably be having a guitar club outing. Go bbq-ing. I was telling Elaine it's quite a good idea. We can make use if the hole in our guitar to put charcoals, set up fire n bbq our food on the strings. Wahaha!! As usual, i was honing my crapping skills. That's wat makes life interesing rite? Or rather, crap makes my life interesting...

I've been walking over the overhead bridge for days n up to todae, i realised tt i din haf to climb up the stupid stairs cos there's a pedestrain crossing up ahead. Wasted my energy climbing up the oh-no horrendously long stairs.

In order to reach my hse, i haf to walk past many houses which haf dogs. i've observed that the barks of smaller dogs r generally of higher pitch compared to larger dogs. Im not scared of small dogs but their shrilly barkings make me cringe n wanna cover my ears wif anything perhaps soil frm the grd. There is this particular hse which i haf to walk past. This hse has three large doggies. The first time i walked past it, i din noe the existence of the three dogs. I tink it was becos i walked too close to the gate of the hse n the dogs started running towards the gate, stuck their paws out of the gate. N NO, they weren't looking at me wif sparkling bright innocet eyes, begging for food. They were barking at me furiously, glaring at me as though telling me to GET LOST, WE BITE!! I hurriedly walked away.

The nxt day, went home taking the same route. I peered into the backyard of the hse n noticed tt the dogs were sleeping. I tried to walk as softly n slowly as i cld so as not to arouse the doggies' attention. However, they still managed to detect my presence. So, at the end of the day wat i wanna say is that im scared of fierce dogs n of cos i tink dogs r clever creatures.

I wanna haf a pet as well. A cute furry little pet. I had two birds before. Quite cute looking creatures. Unfortunately, one of them died. The other soon followed it to grave.If im not wrong, they r called love birds. Wat a touching story. But at that age, i was too young to understand this type of things. The bird might haf been in such an agony after the demise of its partner. Soon, it also gave up the will to live n departed as well to form company wif the bird which was the first to die. Hai~

I had rabbits b4. The female rabbit i had had a pretty foul temper. It used to scratch or bite me even when im jus giving it a friendly pat on its head. The onli time it din bite me was when i was feeding it. It jus hopped towards its food dish n cant be bothered wif my hand. Normally, it'll use my hand to practise its scratching skills.

My grandpa n dad used to rear fishes. I tink fishes r rather boring animals. Cant touch them, play wif them, they cant make ani noise. Basically, wat they do is jus eat, shit n swim gleefully in water. I dun like fishes. Im scared of touching live fishes. They r squeamish, slimy, gooey creatures... Eeewww!!

I wanna haf a dog but the adults in my family r strongly against the idea of having a pet. Let alone a dog. Dogs r loyal n fun loving animals....

I had a chicken. Out of the so many pets i had, i like the chicken the most. I named it Dolly. I reared it frm a chick to an adult chicken. One fine day after sch, i came home n to my utter horror, Dolly was gone. My parents told me tt neighbours complaint it was too noisy and they had to send it away. Howeva, up till now, i believe Dolly went into the chicken soup that nite. I was devastated but gradually accepted the fact tt Dolly wun be seen again...

This childhood memory i had of Dolly was sumwat forgotten until jus now, the memories i had of dolly revived again. Wahahaha!! Isn't it amazing how our brain work. U tot u had forgotten sth but suddenly out of the blue,the memory returns.