Stuck in the mud

I dunno wat's wrong wif me. I haf this unexplainable feeling. Depression? mayb not that serious? Sad? Not really cos i can still laugh n smile. Disappointed? Hmm...i tink it was kinda expected. Dejected? Wat's the difference? So, the best way to describe my feeling is... I feel tt im stuck in a gigantic pool of mud.

Guess mus be the works of my jct results. Got me sumwat dejected n demoralised. I dun wanna get back econs n gp tests nxt wk. Econs is another gone case. I din noe wat i was writing during the test. I rmbed regurgitating n vomitting all the stuff my puny brain had managed to mermorise regardless whether it's correct or wrong. I tink i wrote nth but rubbish. Hopefully, the marker wun bleed or vomit blood while marking my paper.But i tink she will. Mayb i shld go n donate my blood tmr in tjc, paste a note saying 'it's for the teacher for was selfless in sacrificing her blood in order to risk marking my paper. This bag of blood is to express my sincere gratitude n of cos, hopes that it will replenish ur blood so that u can continue to advance in ur career in teaching n donate more blood to ur students in future. Frm the human bean hu made u vomit blood while u were marking her damn script.' That settles it. hopefully~

I dun wanna get back GP too! i rmb i nearly dozed off n stoned a couple of times while doing my comprehension. Summary was crap cos i wrote rubbish. I devoted quite alot of time on deciding which essay question to write cos i wasn't used to the fact tt we r given so many choices. (it used to be a 3/4/5 in sec sch) now is double times the number of questions. No more narrative compos to write. I love narrative stories. Like those we did in lower sec n pri sch. Eg. Imagaine u were kidnapped by Teletubby and write an account of it. Sth like tt. Hahaha!! I rmb i used to be too imaginative tt teacher wld scold me for being out of point. :P Hahahah!! Those days in pri sch...how i miss them...

*think wistfully back into the past*

PW is another odious thing happening to me. PW is so bloody confusing. The more i do, the more confused i get, the more i'll lose my sense of direction... Wat bloody hell r we supposed to do? Sumtimes, if we tink too much/tink too far , we get stuck. Howeva, PW requires us dig into our brains n provide a detailed proposals n stuff. So, exactly how far is far do we haf to process n plan for our topic on PW? AH!! *stressed* Neway, i tink i shld rally my grpmates to persevere n work hard. Yesh! Believe in ourselves! We can do it!! Jiayou!!~

I managed to finish storybk 'Pride n prejudice'. Wat a wunder cos i tot i'll take ages to finish classics. I absolutely adore the language used by the author--Jane Austen. How i wish i can possess sophisticated writing skills like hers. Lalalala!! i wish... In order to haf a language like hers, i tink i need to be born n raise in sum total angmoh country like Britain or England as such. Mayb then, i wun haf small hazel eyes nor black hair. I'll be blonde n haf blue eyes instead. WoW!!

If u're unhappie, go eat sum chocolates. This is becos chocolates release sum hormones known as endorphins which will make u happie.

I tink i'll need the whole NTUC of chocolates to keep me lasting till nxt wk since we're getting our results n stuff. I shall write a proposal to Superman to request his help to move all the chocolates frm NTUC to my room. Before tt, i mus let my PW teacher vet the proposal first b4 i can lick the stamp n paste on it n send it to the guy hu has to wear his underpants outside all the time... Cum to tink of that, all of us were supermen/superwomen once cos we wore diapers/nappies before. Wahahaha!! (im gg kooky again)

Watched Spongebob todae. My way to destress by watching the yellow sponge cum up wif all sorts of stupid stuff tt make me laugh. Hehehe!! My mum was appalled when she saw me sitting in front of the telly watching spongebob. She called me childish. I beg to differ, it's childlike!! Wat's wrong wif watching spongebob anyway? It's not as though im committing a crime by watching the sponge? Keeps me young, alive n happie. Y not?

*shakes my butt n walks off*