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"Untitled" by Simple Plan

I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight

And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve doneNo I can’t

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I've been feeling rotten for the past few days. Getting stressed n stuff. Grouchy n complaint incessantly. I haf to apologise to those who got affected by me... I sincerely apologise. At the same time, i like to thank those who showed their concern for me. Even during a dull period like this, i get to see a rainbow. The rainbow is there somewhere, it's jus hidden behind the black clouds. Once i blow the clouds away, the rainbow can be seen again. Haha!!

My frens' concerns made me feel much better and touched. I felt loved! Wahahaha!!

I got stressed up cos of PW, the damn shitty subject that i shan't elaborate on it anymore cause it's going to make me puke and vomit blood.

Tao Suan. Darn irritating and demanding tutor i've ever came across. She's damn sarcastic. Did i mention wat she said to a classmate of mine? My classmate had a sore throat. Yet, she made the effort to answer a question posted by none other than Tao Suan despite sounding different. Tao Suan said "hu is this person? She sounds so umfamiliar?" (sarcasm) "i tot u went for a sex change" Tao suan was quick to add, "i meant it as a joke." Like which sane person will make a joke out of such things? cant she jus tink thru wat she wanna say first before talking. I remembered rolling my eyes.

I was stressed cos of the new hse n stuff. there was alot of things to be done and i haf to get used to the fact with living with someones. Even though the someones are my parents, tt doesn't stop the fact that they anger and irritate me. ARGH!!

Oh ya!! My back is giving me hell. If i sit for too long, it'll start to hurt. So, a word of advice, take good care of urself while exercising if not u'll end up like me... ...

I stressed for someone who isn't the least bit stressed even though she is having PSLE in like two months time or something. I haf to be stressed for her cause she isn't progressing up to expectations and it doesn't help when she's lazy and dreads doing the pile of assessment books. Furthermore, im stressed cause im supposed to help tutor her and yet im struggling myself. I don't even haf time to go thru and mark the things she has done. Like wat shitty tutor am i? Im stressed... ...

The stress management talk on wed make me even more stressed cos initially i din noe tt i was feeling stressed up until after the talk, i realised i was feeling actually feeling stressed. Not the signals of an imminent heart attack (chest tightness, headache, tiredness etc).

Many tests will be popping up nxt wk. Like who has the time to study? I hate tests. Y cant we jus study without tests? Tests are supposed to help pace us in learning but in the end i feel that i din learn much since i dun haf time to study properly. so wat's the point?

Y cant i haf another week long of holidays. Holidays holidays! I nid a break frm studying.

Kk. Im gg to drift off soon...

But no worries! I'll be able to recover from the stress soon. Stress won't be ingrained into me. Stress won't hurt me . It serves to make me stronger...

off to lalaland.