I feel sick

Never in my entire life will i step into Bedok Library to study again!

Yesterday's incident left me traumatised. Very very traumatised. This incident proves to me that i can't be a doctor nor nurse in future... I know it's real bad of me to behave like this ... but... i can't help it...

Let the nightmare begins...

I was 'enjoying' my thermochemistry when a kooky old man came and talked to the girl beside me. He asked him funny questions like where diod she get her textbook which was placed on the table from, what subject was that, why was she studying that blah blah blah... My nose picked up a malodorous smell which i suspect was from the old man. The old man hurried to the toilet and after he left, the smell disappeared along with him. That confirmed my suspicion and i attributed the smell to the fact that he hadn't bathe for many days.

The old man came back minutes after and sat at the newspaper reading corner. As the time went back, the smell became real bad and i felt nauseated... I don't know why but it seemed like i was the only one who picked up the smell? The smell had pervaded the whole library and no one seemed to notice. Instinctively, i turned to look at the old man who was reading the newspapers. He had taken off his shoes... his toes were black. Black because they were rotting.

Afterwhich, everything happened in fast motion. I packed my table and motioned huichan to leave. My stomach at that point in time was doing 100 times of somersaults and i could feel it forcing my breakfast out.... It's 100 times worse than gory horror movie cause who will expect to study halfway in the library, turn and see a pair of rotting feet?

I'm still traumatised. Yet, i feel bad for the old man. The stench suggests that he need to see a doctor badly and yet... HAI~~

Somehow the image keeps replaying in my mind...

I feel like the unluckiest person on earth because i think i'm down with mild stomach flu. The moment i eat something, i feel queasy or will puke. Even drinking water alone makes me feel like puking...

Why am i so bloody suay?