It's March holidays now... I'd been anticipating it since day one in school. Turn out, march holidays is equally sucky as well. But better than normal school days.At least i don't have to drag myself out of bed at 5.50 am. At least i don't have to go to school and sleep during boring lectures. At least i don't have to go to school and endure seeing people that i have no whatsoever wish to see. A time to rest? Question mark because there is a mount everest like amount of homework to be done. I think teachers do not have any idea what is one week. They either intepret one week as one month or worse still, one year... Bloody sickening homework. Puke!

Holidays being holidays, we should learn to relax and have fun at the same time. Unleash all the stress and unhappiness built up during the term. My method of unleashing all my pressure is to go cycling at the beach and gorge myself with sumptuous food!

My ponytail!

My bike has a pink bell. Cool sia!

East Coast Beach

I squinted! So horrible looking! The sun was too glaring...

After exercising, Huichan and i went to bugis for lunch. Ajisen! Japanese food! I'm a huge craze of japanese food! Yay!! *lick my lips*

Salivation time!

I ordered the wrong type of noodles. Not to my liking...My meat had alot of fats. I have a strong aversion to fats. Whenever i eat fatty chunks of meat, i'll spit out the fats. I've been told by alot of people that it's disgusting to spit out the food that i've chewed. Besides that, fats taste nice! It's the fats that make the meat delicious blah blah blah... I think it's because of some genes that i have that make me dislike fats. I have the 'don't like fats' genes. I can't withstand the feeling of munching on the slimy, gooey, slippery, mashy fats. Ah!!!!! Nightmare!!!!!!!!

More food to make you DROOL!!!

Prawn roll in my right cheek!

The prawn roll is still swimming in my cheek! Amazing!

Huichan gorging herself with food!

Whenever, i feel stressed or in need to relieve myself from the mundane life, food is a best source of comfort. I feel contented and blissful whenever there's delicious food that fill the emptiness in my tummy. which explains why the more stressed i am, the more i eat, the fatter i become. Wahaha!! I rather die a blissful contented fat soul than be a skinny deprived stressed out mummy.

Life is great when there's food around... Temporary source of comfort. but better than nothing right?

Inspired!

Bedok's swimming pool. Thurs was my last swimming lesson there...

Was feeling bored and forced Huichan to take a photo with me. The sun was damn glaring...

Watermelon juice! My favourite fruit juice that leaves me feeling blissful after drowing myself with it.

Temasek Idol on friday under LT1.

Crowd gathering to watch the temasek's idols

Went to NUS open house today. In the end, i decided to go.. wahaha!! The place was mighty far away from my house ok... The journey was damn long and frustrating. I hate commuting... Waste of time.

NUS is like super duper humongous man! I think i'll get lost if i study there. Need to bring a map and compass to school everyday. Even if i have a compass, i'll still get lost. Reason is simply: I don't know how to use a compass. LAUGH!! I think i made a wise decision to go there. At least i now have a rough idea what i want to pursue in future. It also left me feeling inspired to do well so that i can get into the course i want. So, i shall cross my fingers now and work real real hard and prove my teacher wrong. Diminish all the opinions he has of me... That damn picker!

suddenly i'm at a loss for words, it's tiring to aim for perfection....

I'm supposed to swim today... But i chao keng and fake period anyway. I know i'm a bad girl but seriously, i wasn't in the mood to swim. So, a few of us gathered near the pool and gossiped as usual. Adillia wants to be my best friend. Reason is simply, Hady lives near me and adillia loves hady to bits. Ehh... actually i'm not too sure about the 'to bits' part. What i can gather is that she definitely does like Hady. From my room's window, i can actually peer into Hady's house and stalk at him. Stalker!! Hehehe!! Adillia is so jealous of me... She suggested that i organise a class bbq at my house in the name to know more about my family and most importantly, our neighbours. Adillia is so funny man...

Anyway, i want to complain!!!!! Huichan is disgusting! She pinched me using the exact same hands to eat KFC's popcorn chicken before she actually pinched me. She's disgusting cause she didn't wash her hands after eating.. OMG!! In shrt, she used her oily, sticky, dirty, grimey hands to pinch my flawless face. I can feel pimples popping out on my face now... EeeyeeeR!!!! SO, stay far far away from Huichan especially after lunch!

Anyway, i was so tired on the way home that i fell asleep and missed my stop. Damn it! Fortunately, i managed to wake up one stop after the stop i was supposed to alight. If not, i'll end up crying for help at one ulu part of singapore. Had to walk under the freaking hot sun home. It was a long long journey... ... The moral of the story is : Do not sleep on the bus.

Huichan and i saw a weird person today. I think it's pretty saddening that he ended up in this state now that i think of that. This guy we saw was perhaps in his early forties or so. He was clutching a doll to his chest and talking to it, patting its head, hugging it and kissing it. He was somewhat living in a world of his own, with the doll of course. I laughed cause i thought he resembled Mr Bean and his bear but i soon felt very bad afterwards. I'm feeling terribly sorry for the guy now... I feel so guilty. The doll was from Macdonald's. I think the doll had accompanied that guy for very long cause i think i'd seen the release of the doll when i was very young. Ronald used to have friends. A purple monster which somewhat looked like a purple cookie monster, a girl with puffy french fries looking brown hair and had thick lips which looked a cross between a bird and human and a joker like guy who dons a black mask and hat and wears clothes that has black and white stripes looking like a thief. That guy we saw was clutching the doll which looked like a prisoner/ wears clothes with black and white stripes. I think the guy is abit not right up there and i find it extremely pitiful. I'm regretful of my actions cause i was insensitive and actually giggled at him...

My retribution came in the form of missing my stop soon after. Had to risk being mummified while walking under the hot sun on the way home.

I think singapore's society is rather stressful. Life in JC is one good example. I think the current education system sucks and only serves to stifle our creativity. Everyone is working their asses off in the pursuit of A's. At the end of the day, do we actually have a life of our own in the first place? On and off, i'll grumble to my friends that my life sucks. I think they are sick of hearing that, even i'm sick of saying that my life sucks. In fact, my life does sucks lah. It's difficult for me to pretend that my life now is a bed of roses and i'm rolling on it, savouring every single moment. Like shit! I was just wondering there's a possibility i'll succumb to stress one day and become like the man we saw today. The only different thing is that i'll choose to lug and talk to a soft-toy of Pikachu instead. Pikachu is so much adorable! It electrocutes all my stress away.

I'm sorry for being such an irritatin asshole this morning at the swimming pool as well. I was rambling to my friends that i don't have a childhood. To be exact, i had a childhood was it was too short... I miss my childhood loads... I started singing songs like 'spongebob', 'sesame street', 'mickey mouse', 'hi 5' etc etc... I think i irritated my friends to the verge of jumping into the pool so as to escape my horrendous singing. Hehe!

I felt fat cause i'd been eating lots of fast food for the past few days.
Monday: Long John's
Wed: Mos burger
Today: KFC

Decided to go running to burn off some fats and build up my stamina at the same time. Guess what?! I was so lucky to pick up a hongbao on the floor while running. Got 12 bucks inside leh. Hence, i think that running is good fore health and pocket. This is my second time picking a hongbao up from the floor while running. Whee! So lucky sia... :D

Be happy!

I'm giving myself a break. Detaching myself from all the stress. Was on the verge of breaking down yesterday but i'm feeling better now.Nothing can hurt me cause i've constructed an imaginary bubble to protect me against all sorts of stuff... I need a break...

Had cg bonding time today. The whole class seldom has the chance to go out and have lunch together. Hence, it was pretty fun and interesting. We had lunch at mos burger. Yay!! I ate the fish burger. After taking the first bite, i immediately regret buying it cause teriyaki chicken is indeed better. I had milk tea.
My milk tea! It's a pour-the-milk-yourself kind of tea... Cool ah?

seven sisters (minus one cause mingyan is absent)

Huichan and her ice cream!!

My CT very nice la! She treated us to ice cream from scoopz... woohoo! It's her second time treating us to ice cream! Yay!!

Decided to take random pictures at home. Self indulgence la...

Trying to act pissed...

The light makes me look ghostly...

another ghostly pic of me... hehehe!

It seems that alot of people know i professed my love to a person in guitar. Ok la!! Just kidding. The guy was damn pro lah. That guy is none other than Jeffrey! The way he played... totally awed by him. I'm swept off my feet. I secretly told my friends that i have a crush on him. Wahaha!! Just joking...

Anyway, i'm starting to detest my chem tutor even more. So damn sarcastic. AH!!!!! Remember i have a portective bubble surrounding me. Nothing hurts me...

He actually wanted to meet us at 1.20 pm for ten minutes just to give us march holidays hw. Our lessons end at 12.30 can! Make us stupidly stay back for one period just to meet him for ten minutes. Of course i object ma.. I asked him whether can give us earlier or not cause i don't want to waste time staying back. I told i'm busy and have an appointment in a joking tone which is also true cause i'm meeting Layling. I was just bloody well joking and you know what he said... "Ya hazel, judging from your grades, i hope you're busy with something useful like studies and not do some other things..." My instant reaction was to roll my eyes (Huichan saw it).Thanks for the sarcasm. I can't stand his sarcastic tone. eeyeer......why so sarcastic? Freak la!

stressed

Just as i'm trying to pick myself up, someone had to demoralise me and add on to my stress... Life is really full of ups and downs. I must learn to be strong.

To my tutor:

Just because i didn't pass my chemistry test doesn't mean i'm not serious in my work. Don't assume the smile on my face shows that i'm an idiot who doesn't yet know the full impact of a levels. Even teachers want to steal the precious smile that i can hardly squeeze out away from me... To my chem teacher, please don't use the words "You are not serious in your work" on me ever again. If not i'll hamtam you and dump you into a pool of piranhas.

If i'm not serious about my work, i won't even bother to study for my tests till wee hours i the morning. Sacrificing my beauty sleep and stretching my body to its limits. If i'm not serious in my work, i won't stay up late to chiong my chemistry tutorials. I had to literally force my eyes open especially after a long day spent in school due to guitar. Nobody knows but my health is compromised as a result of burning the midnight oil. My gastric pain is back. More vicious this time. I'd never had gastric pain for years. I fall ill easily to the extent that i'm sick of falling ill... I miss my once healthy body. Nescafe used to keep my awake but it has lost its effect on me cause i'd been relying on it too much. Perhaps, i've developed a tolerance level for it.

If i'm not serious in my work, i won't bother to force myself awake and pay attention during your period. If i'm not serious in my work, i won't bother to ask you questions when in doubt. If i'm not serious in my work, i won't even bother to attend your tutorial in the first place.

So, dear teacher, please do not assume that i'm not serious in my work!! (F***) Eve though i'm not performing well or up to your expectations, i've already done my best. Can't anyone just give me some encouragements for that. Compared to last year, i'm actually more serious in my work. What about " as long as you'd done your best, it's ok" kind of motivational talk. Your motivation only served to demoralise us and make us bloody stressed. Thanks for telling me that those who do not do well in lecture tests would most probably not do well for a levels. Thanks for the wake up call and encouragement you had showered upon me! It seems to reaffirm me the fact that i'm not cut out to be in jc... Life sucks. JC sucks. I suck. You suck.

End of the letter...

Honestly, i really have no idea what i'd been doing for the past few months in jc. I don't remember passing any test. Maybe there is but the number is so so insignificant that i can't even remember... Feel like slapping myself and tearing my hair out. I don't know what i'm doing as well. My whole bloody damn life in jc is all about failing? Even though i hate to admit, but it's kind of true...

I need to be strong. I need to be stronger. Save me! I need power!

pick myself up

i found motivation in this song:

There's a hero
if you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid of what you are

There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
and the sorrow that you know
Will melt away

And then a hero comes along
with the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

It's a long road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you serach within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
will disappear

It's a song titled 'Hero' by mariah carey.

I'm depressed. I'm not afraid to admit it.I played this song three times. Sang the song three times. Got stared at by my family three times. Got scolded by my cousin to shut up one time. Continued to sing the song, oblivious to the fact that people are cringing at my atrocious three times. And, i felt better by three times. I'm smiling three times more compared to yesterday.

Time for me to bounce back like a tennis ball! Fight depression! Off i go!!

Depression hits!!

I'm depressed... Today's entry will be solely for ranting. I'm sorry if i bore anyone... Like what i've said earlier, depression has claimed another victims and that is me.

I'll be dropping econs to H1. Actually, i;ve already resigned to the fate that i'll drop econs to a h1 level. So, i'm pretty much ok with it. Just feel that it's a bit wasted to drop now... Other than that, i'm fine.

A level results was out yesterday. I went to the hall to 'feel the atmosphere'. Want to kaypoh and find out what is it like getting a level results. The tension in the hall was palpable. I felt stressed out as well (although i wasn't the one getting a level results). I fast forwarded and imagined how it would be like for me when i'm getting my a level results... What will happen when i get my results? Will i be grinning from ear to ear or sobbing like mad? These things nearly got me toppling over the edge. It's super duper stressful thinking about it... I'm stressed as a result.

Taking into my account i haven't been coping very well since my day one in jc. I seldom pass my tests and can't catch up with the pace at which the teacher is teaching and stuff. Before i managed to understand a particular chapter, the lecturer had already proceeded to teach another and i was left stranded. Before i've even attempt to try to digest and understand the chapter, i'd already been forced to leave it aside first and proceed on to another.

I dread going to school most of the time. In secondary school the extent of 'dread' wasn't as overwhelming as compared to now. The idea of going to school can sometimes make me feel sick... JC life is really boring, stressful, tiring, energy zapping...

I always wonder whether things will be better if i had taken an alternative route. I used to be quite confident of the decision i'd made to come to tjc. When people ask me whether i regret coming to tjc, i would reply with a resounding no. However, i'm not too sure i can reply No! with a aplomb now. It's as though i'm shrinking away from my decision. It's as if i'm a hermit crab that goes into hiding when danger strikes. I may appear weak and can't handle stress. But if i do appear weak, so be it. I hate to be strong and pretend that life is smooth sailing ... I don't want to appear like a hypocrite telling people jc life rocks and i find it a breeze cause in actualy fact, it's NOT and jc sucks like hell. I won't encourage my friends or relatives to come to tj. It's not that i'm disloyal to the school that nutures me or whatsoever. JC life really sucks and i want to be honest and make sure they are fully aware of the consequences before coming into an institute like the one i'm stuck in now.

People tell me that i only have to spend two years in jc and that's all. I must study hard and just bear with it. Two years only should be fine. It's easier said than done. I also know i have to work hard and grit my teeth and try my utmost best to bear with the stress and carry on with life in jc... Honestly, i can't survive jc without complaining or hating it. I can't stare into the person's face and pretend that there's no tinge of stress in jc and i'm surviving well. i'm bloody well not surviving; i'm dying in jc can? I especially hate it even more when people tell me to do well to make my parents proud of me => piling more stress on me. I hate it when people help me map out my course of life. Many of my relatives expect me to do well, give me that admirable stare and go university. Let me relate an incident that got me super pissed off... My uncle asked me which year i was in and what or where i intend to do or go after a levels. I said i'm not too sure. His son aka my cousin interrupted us and said in a sarcastic tone "ai yah! Don't bluff lah. You are in jc now. Confirm go university what." The first word that surfaced in my mind was 'asshole'. Go JC confirm must go uni meh? I don't like people to dictate my life and force their expectations on me. This is my life! MY LIFE! Please don't assume that i'll go to university or force your expectations on me. it kills me!

I need a break from the monotony if life. I need to breathe and lead a life that i want. I need rest, i need time, i need to get a grip. What is my life?

I think im growing fatter after the BBQ yesterday and the hotcakes i ate this morning. It's like piling fats on top layers of fats cause i'm already fat in the first place... The food that i consumed yesterday (BBQ chicken wings, satay, curry, peppered prawns, otahs, sausages, sweet corn, fried chicken wing etc) makes me quilty. Anyway, i'm relying on tjc's PE department to make me lose the excess fats gained over the days. I must lose weight! WHoosh!

Other than the delicious food, the bbq yesterday left me uber irritated and frustrated. I blew my temper at my parents and i don't feel apologetic for it. My dad invited his friends to our house. His friends were horrible gamblers. They do not understand the meaning of 'STOP!'. They played mahjong till very very late. We told them repeatedly to leave cause we were disturbing our neighbours as well. They just nodded their bloody heads and continued to play. It was already twelve plus and i'd been busy for the whole day preparing all the food and doing the sai kang barbequeing for them to eat and can't they just shoo and let me sleep. This is how they expressed their gratitude.

What got my temper boiling was that my grandmother, the supposedly eldest and most respected figure of the family, told them to stop playing mahjong and get out of the house cause it was already 12 plus. They just simply nodded their heads once again and ignored my grandma and continued playing. That was it! I wished i could tell them to fuck off my house. I was on the third floor, in my room, with my door shut, yet i could hear the rattling sound of the mahjong. How to sleep i ask you...

I understand that my parents were put in difficult spots. They tried hard to be good hosts and yet had to placate the already pissed off family. I told my mum to try to tell dad's friends to evacuate the house so that we could clear up and go SLEEP! My mum ignored me. When i tried to tell her in a louder voice, she claimed i was shouting at her... I raised my voice from volume two to four cause she was bloody well ignoring me! It's not as though i enjoy raising my voice. I don't even sing for a living. She added " i tried telling him so many times, they don't listen. what can i do? They are not my friends" I wanted the people downstairs to hear i was fucking pissed off with them and my mum as well. I shouted to my mum "thanks for being so responsible" and ran off to bed before slamming the door shut. Guess what, they still continued playing mahjong from twelve plus to one.

I have no qualms about inviting people to house. In fact i enjoy the fun anf hustle bustle with so many people around. I love parties! However, it'll be a completely different matter when the guests refused to budge even though it was already one plus in the morning and they were making alot of noises by rattling the mahjong tiles and disturbing my sleep. I'm already sleep deprived during normal school days and can't even sleep in peace during weekends. They are bloody selfish. So what if they are guests? I've aready exercised alot of self restraint by not spewing vulgarities at them. I felt indignant for my grandma. An old person like her ignored by the guests and refused to leave even when the hosts are chasing them out. I had the impulse to call the police to complain that our house is bloody noisy. They are not fit to be my guests. They are just butt stickers that stick at a place and refuse to leave.

In the end, they left at 1.40 am. I had to mop the damn floor after they left cause it was dirty. How great was that? I really appreciate them for letting me mop the floor at 1.40 am. It's not like everyday that i'll get to mop the floor at 1 plus right? So i really thank them for what they had done and really appreciate the opportunity given. SO eat shit la!

Guests being guests should know some basic manners. They should exercise responsibility and sensitivity to their hosts. Their hosts are human beings not some robots in disguise and do not need to sleep. Guests need to respect their hosts. When the host says get out means get out. Shoo and disappear! They have to bear in mind that the hosts also need to tidy up and clean their house.

And guess what the man living downstairs said... He asked me whether i was angry with his guests yesterday. I didn't bother to answer cause i wasn't angry. I was fucking angry! He added on by saying that i shouldn't raise my voice at mummy. Plus they were his guests. Fuck la! They are gas to me. STinking freaking ammonia gas! Guess what i did. I ignored my parents and scooted off to my room. It's my way of showing my gratitude to them for ignoring me yesterday. Sweet revenge.

Parents being parents. I don't understand how they work. what i know is that my parents piss me off at times. Really really piss me off...

Why can't chinese new year be forever?

The boring school life began on Wednesday... Why can't chinese new year be forever? School life sucks. Really. There was chem test yesterday and maths test today on vectors. Chem test was on organic chem. Tell me how to mug during chinese new year period? The teachers expect me to lug my bloody notes with me even when i go visiting? The notes will make people puke lah can! Needless to say, i screwed up both tests. The maths test today was horrible. I got a mental block due to lack of sleep and a combination of other factors which i still don't know what they are. Honestly, the paper wasn't very difficult. The problem lies in me. I forgot what i had studied and mostly just stoned and couldn't recollect anything i'd read through. Shit! I think Mr Low will be very very very disappointed in me when he marks my paper. Truthfully speaking, i'm disappointed in myself as well...

I shall be a strong girl, learn from my mistakes and not do last minute studying if possible. Endeavour my best to avoid last minute cramming...

I was totally different from the normal me on chu yi... i actually wore a skirt! pretty short one somemore... gosh! Here are some of the photos that i deem fit to the eyes:

My cousin and me!
Me and my cousin again! We were being pretty narcisistic and actually took a picture together at a void deck!

yay!

Took a random picture of my cousin counting the number of hongbaos she has

mahjong den at home!

These are the things that make me FAT!! I love love love new yr treats! Love letters, bak kwas, chocolates, prawn rolls etc etc... Roar!

Look at the amount of New Yr goodies!!


I only look like that as shown in the pictures during chinese new year. It's back to the plain tee shirt and jeans me again! Wearing a short skirt is uncomfortable cause i have to be extremely careful when i sit down in case i expose obscene stuff not meant for ppl under 18. Walk also must walk carefully and take be mindful not to take too big steps. I'm starting to wonder whether i'm born with the right gender or not...

A funny conversation over dinner with the rest of the family:

(all of us saw fann wong on tv)

Me: I think she looks plastic. She looks so flawless which is not natural...

Dad: all actresses look like that. This is because they inject 'buttocks' into their faces...

(the rest of us burst out laughing)

My dad meant botox but he pronounced it as 'buttocks'. Very funny can! Couldn't swallow my food properly... Guys will be guys... Totally clueless over cosmetic stuff like this.

An embarrassing incident happened during photo taking today. How i wish i could melt and die on the spot and nobody will know i;ve ever existed... I wish i could kill the person who caused the embarrassment... ARGH!!

How am i going to face the rest of the world again???

Road Run plus shopping= sheer exhaustion

There's Roadrun today. The much dreaded event... i wasn't in the mood to run cause i was tired and even contemplated walking until i was stuffed with a number tag in my hands as i had to replace a runner who didn't turn up. If i don't, there will be marks deducted and stuff. So, the pressure was on me to complete the whole route by running and not walk. Fortunately, weather was good and i didn't die off halfway and became a mummy... Anyway, the number tag pinned on my shirt really got me going. It's stressful to wear that number tag. At some point during the run, i stopped to walk... whenever, i stared down on the floor, i bound to see the numbe tag on my tummy and the pressure will appear again. I'll walk three steps and start running again... hehehe! I was spurred to do my best so it wasn't a bad thing perhaps...

After the road run, i was damn tired n chao tah... It was hot k! Was high after the run cause i was glad i survived... Decided to take pictures after the run...

That's my lover is class, Sarah!!
Ruying and me! I brought the tkgs towel.The towel was given in 2002 which makes it pretty ancient...

Somehow, i think i look exhausted and tanner...

This pic was taken by Ruiying cause my hands were shivering very badly...

For your information, i have super unstable hands. The QA my class did yesterday proved this fact, i was shaking badly, causing much laughter when i was filling my test tube with reagents using the dropper...

Right after that picture was taken, a J1 boy sitting beside me burst his ice popsicle and the syrup went spilling onto my hair and shirt! So super duper suay la. I had to wash my hair twice to get rid of the sticky itchy feeling on my scalp. Go eat shit la! Of cause, i didn't scold him that even though i had repeated the sentence in my head countless times... I'm trying to be a nice senior k.. cause i know it was an accident...

Went out with huichan after road run. I had to grab some accessories. Red ones especially cause my clothes are pretty dull (black, brown) . Huichan had to buy another shirt. So we were pretty much doing last minute shopping.

Over at MOS burger...

I was trying to prove my point to HuiChan that my i have alot of fats on my face. So, i started squeezing my face and showed her the fats... I think my face look like tako paochi...



Huichan said i look like the pig i had given her as Valentine's day gift... I'll show a pic of the pic if possible next time... Sad la... Look at me in the pic, was so super unhappy...

Hui Chan admiring her drink?

Huichan act cool sia...

Over at toys'r'us,

Me looking pretty spastic trying on the construction worker hat...

Phua Chu Kang wannabe!

We shall take over and do another season of 'Phua Chu Kang'

I think i accidentally pulled my ligament yesterday so my left leg felt abit tight and painful since yesterday. The road run and shopping kind of made it worse. I think my left leg is going to disintegrate now...

CNY is finally here!! Hongbaos, love letters, bak guas, pineapple tarts, kueh lapis... here i come!!

Take a look at this. Ultra funny!! Sent to me by Layling:

Men = eat + sleep + earn money
Pigs = eat + sleep
Hence, Men = Pigs + earn money
if Men - earn money = Pigs
in other words,
Men that don't earn money = Pigs

Women = eat + sleep + spend
Pigs = eat + sleep
Hence, Women = Pigs + spend
if, Women - spend = Pigs
In other words,
Women that don't spend = Pigs

It's Cutie's aka Yanfeng's birthday today!! Yippee!! Bought her a cake during lunch and sang a super loud birthday song for her! I like celebrating birthdays! It makes me happy!! Although i must admit that it can be quite paiseh when your friends start crowding around you and blasting you with the birthday song, nevertheless, i still likeit very much especially when there's alot of people singing birthday song to me. It lifts my spirit and make me happy for the rest of the day. Yay!
Yanfeng (the birthday girl) and me! I kind of forced Yanfeng to take the pic with me. Thankfully, the ever so kind Yanfeng obliged!

This photo was taken on Monday at Vivo City's adidas store. I was trying out my friend's shoulder bag. Alot of people had said that shoulder bags are not suitable for me... Quoting HuiChan, "I'm too man for shoulder bag..." *DOTS* Why like that?

Therefore, i posed and took a photo on purpose to show the rest of the world that i'm suited for shoulder bags!! I think i look ok with it!

Yesterday was Friendship day!! yippee!! Received alot of sweets and chocolates!! I love chocolates! The saddest thing that happened to me was i had a sore throat and didn't dare to risk my life and CNY by gorging myself with the chocolates... Nevermind, i shall stash the chocolates and sweets in my room and eat them when i'm better.

CNY is coming!! I'm getting fired up! I desperately need a break from school. Thankfully, CNY has a long break... BUT, i'll be having chem and maths test after CNY holidays... The school is so horribly mean to us.. They expect us to carry our notes and bury our heads in them even when we go visiting... Can't the school like let us off and have the detestable tests at a later date? Go eat shit lah!! I'm mentally prepared to fail all the tests la! Like how on earth will i have the time to study...

Anyway, i shall just forget about the tests. Put tests at the butt of my brain. Don't think too much and enjoy CNY!! Yay!! Hongbaos, new year goodies, sweets, new clothes...

MaLoo!!

I made a terrible mistake of telling my angel this " My sixth sense tells me you're a guy... " Anyway, my sixth sense was proven WRONG!! Fortunately, my angel found it amusingly funny... I seriously thought his handwriting belonged to a girl. The point i like to stress is... Do not make sweeping assumptions... Cause it can be pretty maloo at times...

I wrote to my mortal telling him that " I think you won't like chocolates cause i think not alot of guys like them. So, i bought you sweets instead." Guess what?! My mortal replied to me saying that he's that type of guys who prefer chocolates to sweets. I was wrong in my deduction once again... Opps!

This year's Valentine's day will be another sad one for me... Hahaha! I'll have to spend the day stuck in school and with my guitar somemore... I'll try my best not to despair... Anyway, valentine's day is also = friendship day mah... I'm surrounded by friends... hence, i won't be bored or lonely on that day! Yay!! Cheers!

My weekend is going to be so action packed:
Saturday: shopping to buy valentine's day gifts
Sunday: CIP-Collect newpapers and old clothings
Monday: watch movie at Vivo city

I'm so not looking forward to Tuesday cause i have to go to school on that day! Sobs!

You Have a Choleric Temperament

You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things. Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life. You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation. You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon. Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall. You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others. At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults. Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion. A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.

What Temperment Are You?

Wahaha!! i'm narcissistic... zi lian kuang...

You Are 20% Left Brained, 80% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning. Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others. If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic. Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet. The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility. Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way. If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art. Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

Are You Right or Left Brained?

You Are 36% Vain

Okay, so you're slightly vain from time to time, but you're not superficial at all. You are realistic. You know that looks matter. You just try to make them matter less.

How Vain Are You?

Phew... im not a vain pot...

You Follow Your Head

You're rational, collected, and logical. Generally, it takes you quite a while to fall in love. In fact, you've even been accused of being very picky. While you're cool, you're not ice cold. You just know what you want, and don't mind waiting to get it.

Do You Follow Your Head or Your Heart?

You Are 70% Normal

Otherwise known as the normal amount of normal You're like most people most of the time But you've got those quirks that make you endearing You're unique, yes... but not frighteningly so!

How Normal Are You?

You Are Somewhat Mature

You definitely act like an adult sometimes, but a big part of you is still a kid at heart. While your immature side is definitely fun, you're going to have to grow up sooner or later.

Are You Immature?

To all my friends, Note: I can act like an adult sometimes...

Your Brain is 80% Female, 20% Male

Your brain leans female You think with your heart, not your head Sweet and considerate, you are a giver But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

I'm glad my brain is female in nature... Phew!

Stupid blogger

Blogger made me switch my old blogger to a new one using a google account... The bad part is my google account is also used to register my class's blog. In another words, my account is linked to two different blogs namely mine and the class's . What shit is this... Why the hassle?

Anyway, i want to blog about the affinity of seeing butts last week. Last Sunday, i was walking home when i saw this ah pek wore this ultra short pair of running shorts around the waist level. I think he wore it so high on purpose... to make the shorts appear shorter. This is just the beginning of the horror, the dirty old man, bent down with his butt facing us... When he bent down, the shorts rode upwards and there we saw (i was with my aunty and mum) his two soon kuehs playing peek-a-boo with us... So bloody suay. My mum was carrying an umbrella at that time and she had the impulse of using the umbrella to poke his damn butt... Can u imagine how freaking disgusting looking at a 50 plus old man's saggy wrinkled butt? I nearly puked my lunch out and had to rinse my eyes using antiseptic lotion and meditate to cleanse my soul.. How i wish my mum would just poke the umbrella into his butt. I'll give her all my support. Seriously, i think the dirty old ah pek did it on purpose. Why did he had to bend down at the exact moment when we past by... Why did he had to wear his shorts like so high... I think it's possible to sense something amiss the moment he bent down right... felt some kind of cold breeze or something... But he can't be bothered with it... Go eat shit the ah pek!

TJC is erecting a lift just outside LT2... The other day, i saw an indian construction worker working on it. The Indian worker was squatting on the floor when i happened to walk past. Curiousity got the better of me and naturally, i watched what he was trying to do which i immediately regret soon after. Guess what... the indian worker was wearing hipster jeans. I repeat HIPSTER!! So when he squatted down, his butt crack could be seen! F***! Cleanse my soul man... Apparently, i wasn't the only one who saw it. Ruiying saw it and pulled mingyan to see which i found it super funny... As for me, i was too traumatised to say anything cause the butt crack reminded me of the dirty old man's butt... No soon kueh for me ever after...

I related the incident to one classmate of mine... Guess what my classmate said... He told us that we should donate a coin to him by slotting it through the indian worker's butt crack... Wah piang!! Eat shit la!! But still, i find it damn funny.

The point is : DO NOT WEAR HIPSTER NOR HOT SHORTS if u're going to bend down or squat!! I don't care whether you have jennifer lopez's butt or not... Even if you have J lo's butt, that doen't give you the authority to flash your butt crack or soon kuehs to others... Freak!

Mouse woman?

I made a terrible mistake of telling my math teacher that i'm a shu nu... The incident went like this.. Mr Low told me to write my answer to a math question on the board. I was sitting in the middle of the long row and it was difficult for me to get out. Seeing me frowning, Mr Low suggested that i climbed over the table as it's the easiest way to get out...
Me: (shook my head) cannot! I'm a shu nu...
In case for those who do not know what's shu nu, it stands for demure woman (like me)
I ended up pulling out someone's table and squeezed past the gap...
After doing my maths question, i went back to my seat and hesitated cause i had no idea how to get back in again... So, i made the wrong decision of climbing over the table and exposing my green tkgs shorts to the qi jie meis as a result... Mr Low came to the conclusion that i'm a shu nu but the 'shu' stands for mouse in chinese... OMG!

Another embarrassing moment was i met Mr Low once again in the canteen during lunch and he was with a gang of teachers from the maths department. I said hi when i saw him (being the ever friendly me) and he nudged to his colleague sitting beside him and they started to burst out laughing.... Using my 3 brain cells to think, i reckon mr low was telling the teacher about the 'shu nu' incident...

The image that i had painstakingly built up... the shu nu image... oh dear... *sobs*

Lastly, i would like to end off by saying that i predict i'm going to fail my bio test which i had today... Shucks!