Stupid Rain...

It rained again todae!! Betta was supposed to haf a Betta function TODAE at 6.15 pm. All becos of the 'fine' weather bestowed to us, it was POSTPONED! Hopefully, it's jus postponed, there'll be a make up function.I was looking forward to it... I was utterly disappointed when i was informed tt it was cancelled. Oh man! I was looking forward to the fun n excitement. Disappointed... so disappointing...Thx to the rain.Hence, i neva like the rain. It's so anti climax n gives me a melancholy feeling. I believe it rained cos darling mimi cldn't make it. Hence, the rain was there for a purpose...To postpone the event till Mimi can make it... I know it... it has to be like this...

I ran 2.4 km todae!! My timing was horrible.16 mins plus i tink.Hasn't been exercising alot.I tink i haf gained more fats... oh man! Neway, it was plain boring running ard the tracks.I kept gg in circles or rather ovals. Six times in total. I shut my eyes a few times when running.I felt very tired.Plus the wind made my eyes kinda dry n sleepy.Hai~ neway, during pe, i saw a pretty boy.Pretty in the sense the boy looks like a gal! geezx! neway, he's a TA student.Ahem! Not my area of interest. Besides looking like a gal, he behaved like one.He's actions were super feminine.Oh man!! How can he be so feminine? I told my frens abt him n they all felt the same way as mi...We tot he was kinda sissy. i look up to him as a role model. I shall try to be as sissy-ish like him! + n make ppl puke! Muahahah! Dun forget, im a eunuch.A 50% masculine n 50% feminine.It wun be an easy feat for me to transform into a totally feminine person...

I was sleepy once again during chemistry.Wasn't paying FULL attention when i was doing the experiment.We were supposed to pour Potassium manganate solution into the burette. I poured too much into it and it overflowed frm the burette.Oh gosh! I knew i had overshot,.Thankfully, my reaction was fast.I siamed when the purple stuff flowed out of my burette. My whole bench n the floor was coloured purple.Opps! I was stoning a little when i was pouring the solution into the burette. Hence, it was a lesson learnt.I learn not to stone when doing expt.

Coffee Powder wasn't in a very good mood again.She raised her voice n scolded ppl hu toked during her lesson.Woo!! i gt a bad shock.I din expect her to becum so fierce...Mayb we shld try to understand her...mayb she was irritated sumhow.Mayb she wasn't feeling well.Mayb she wasn't sweet as she's coffee powder in the first place.Bitter...serious n is neva really very happy...

I haf to wear black buttoned down shirt, black pants n black court shoes. Oh man! Black ensemble. pretty cool sia!! yippee!! Hei se (Hazel) shall wear all hei se (black colour) Woo!! Wat an interesting fact! But im kinda worried...im worried i'll be camouflaged or sth. i'll be able to camouflage in the dark since im so 'fair'.... People might not be able to notice me on stage. i shall wear sth else to make me stand out.Perhaps...red underwear outside my pants? Woo! Red=Auspicious. imagine the whole guitar ppl wear all black...we'll look like sum kind of secret society members. Betta dun walk together outside of sch..ppl might bash us up.N if ppl do bash us up, instead of using knifes n wooden planks to retaliate, we'll most probably brandishing our guitars out n play 'under the sea' or 'close to u' to them.Before we can even settle down to play the songs, we'll most probably be whacked liao...Hahahaha!!

I went to my frens' secondary sch todae.The janitor i supposed, was very strict n fierce,he asked us y we were there. We crapped n came up wif sum excuse.he asked us like din we see the security guard's table or sth. We were supposed to write out names in sum kind of record book.I crapped up a name n particulars.I wanted to put down the name 'Hafizah'. howeva i changed my mind las min n cancelled it.I wrote Anne Tan instead.... :P

I gt a PINK computer mouse!! Cool!!

Lengthy Neva ending Lectures!!

Todae's a pretty boring day.I had lectures n two periods of bio prac all in a day!! lectures...yawn... I was super tired today. I fell asleep for abt 3 mins during bio lecture. Midway in my dreams, i gt a shock n woke up.Glanced to my left n right, fortunately nobody spotted me sleeping.Hence, i pretended nth had happened n tried to pay attention to wat the teacher was teaching.The good thing was tt i din snore or drool.Haha!! I guess i was Really very tired cos i seldom sleep during lectures.At most, i'll jus stone...

Oh man!!I haf a mountain full of homework waiting for me to finish.PI, Bio prac plan, chem hw, bio test nxt wk etc etc etc... Im gg to go bonkos soon.Hmm...cum to think of tt, im already quite bonkos in the first place.Plus the stress tt i face in sch , more bonkosness...using simple addition method.In another words... I'll attain a stage when i'll be super bonkos n nth can help me by then.i'll be an incorrigible bonker! (Note im crapping once again)

Bio prac was rather horribel todae.I din manage to even start on prac 1b. Plus i din bring enuff test tubes.hence i had to waste alot of time washing them! *fume* hai~ i brought onli six test tubes.i din dare to bring the whole box cos me..typical careless me.I din dare to bring all test tubes in case i will break all of them.:P trust me!! i haf the potential of doing tt. Wat i was doing is based on the concept not to put all eggs into one basket.So i din bring enuff test tubes. Sigh...

HuiChan tried messing up my hair todae.haha!! i tink she wasn't really successful.Haha!! maybe it's becos my hair is alreday messy in the first place.Cant really spot the difference.Oh mayb...Hui chan was jus too gentle liao.Hahahaha! We took class pics after sch. I told HuiC abt the Sad Fathers' day thingy! So damn funny lorz!! :D

I took afternoon nap.I was 45 mins into sweet dreams when my mummy woke me up n shoved the phone rite under my nose. "Ur call!" N she walked off. Oh man!! I was so super irritated, i nearly wanted to hung up the phone,i was cursing under my breath. 'Stupid caller' i was thinking of jus pressing the 'off' button n go back to dream world. Howeva, my conscience gt the better of me n i answered the call.Guess hu was the caller? Darling MIMI!! Geezx!! I was in a half shut down mode so i cant rmb wat she had toked abt.Mus be sth insignificant lor.I wanted to scold her,blast at her over the phone. Luckily Muay Mao managed to keep her cool.I controlled myself... *clench fists* Hai~ Disturb my sleep! THX SO MUCH!! Neway, i woke up n snacked on sth n went back to sleep again.My mum labelled me a PIG!! Haha!! i appreciated it n gladly accepted the label. :P

Tmr's betta hse function!! yay!! yippie!! Betta rocks, stones n pebbles!! I definitely gg to gorge myself there in order to make my money worth. Im gg to eat $15 worth of food. It'll be betta if i can ta bao home.

JC's life is quite a dread...

Oh gosh!!

During contact time, we had sum house dialogue thingy at LT1.Geez... It's mainly abt sports event n blah blah blah... Aftertt, CG reps had to stay back for a short while to ....learn sum dances...Oh gosh! The dances were... supposed to be couple dances...guy+gal n i found it rather...Yucky cos got sum quite close physical contact thingy.Hopefully, i'll get a handsome guy to be my partner.Then i wun mind! :P haha!! Neway, i still dunno how to dance.CG reps r supposed to KNOW the dances n teach their classmates.Oh man! I dunno how to dance.Im very frank abt it.Cos i was stoning when they were teaching.Opps! So cg26/06 im very sorrie! I cant teach u guys cos i myself dunno how to dance...

I had guitar orientation todae as well.Hai~ i was one of the organisers for the event.The starting was ok.It started off relatively well.We played the double whackos game.Din turn out tt bad though we had problems trying to get the ppl form circles initially.Then came the rather exasperating part when we tried to get the ppl to play another game called 'everybody makan'.Ppl were reluctant to play this game... cos i admit it's pretty disgusting lah.They had to eat sum weird combinations of food.But due to time constraint, the game was scraped.Hai~Quite disappointing.I nearly felt like crying.I tink i did badly as in din plan properly.I feel tt i let everybody in guitar down.Feel so sorrie... Sorry to my pals as well: Cheryl n Yinteen. But at least we had done our best!

I slacked n crapped alot during guitar.Even though guitar is quite stressful n sian, i enjoy every minute of it.All becos of ..i can crap wif my frens... Haha!! U need alot of crappiness to sustain thru the whole guitar practice.If not, u'll be bored to death.

A point of reflection... (oh gosh! it sounds so mrs loke-ish) I learnt quite alot today.I learnt tt it's not easy to organise an activity for a big grp of ppl n get everyone moving.I will try to be more appreciative nxt time.I'll try to put myself into the otehrs' shoes n not make judgements jus by looking at matters at the surface.I will learn to hold my tongue n not critcise.To sum it up, i haf to be appreciative n understanding.Lastly, i noe it doesn't make sense but i like to mess up ppl's hair.hahahaha!!

Exhaust fumes

I had PE todae... It was damn exhausting.Neway, we were late for PE cos we were released late frm econs. Beetsie was explaining to us one praticular confusing question. Of cos, being very ON students, we were dying to noe the answer n explainations to the question... :P As a result, we were late. N guess wat... the PE teacher in charge, PUNISHED US!! Damn it!! I tried exlaining to him why we were late.He din accept my explainations. He toked to me in a very gruff manner. It was damn frustrating toking to him.I tried explaining to him, he brushed me off. He told me " Y didn't u tell the teacher to release u guys early? u haf to tell her. Anyway, punishments r punishments.The system works like this.Go do ur punishments.Drop in 20 times!!" I walked off fuming. Fuming mad. Vulgarities nearly flooded out of me.BUT being civilised person, im managed to control myself. I bet i looked damn pissed off. Bl**d# hell!!The same teacher scolded the guys in my class cos they din haf space to sit so they went to sit.So, they went to sit at the row behind us which means, they went to sit wif ppl frm other class.When JH tried to explain teh situation...the stupid teacher increased the punishments frm 20 pumpings to 40 if i din hear correctly. Wat the hell!! I bet he was having the not-so-good period of the month lah!! Damn him!

We ran a total of four rounds around the track... So in total=1.6 km.1.6km seems like a neva ending journey when i was running.It was horrible.I tink i haf lost the steam.Haven been running for abt one mth or so...Plus i snacked alot during holidays...i tink i've grown fatter lor. *traumatised* tt's y it took greater efforts to run.Audrey was also having PE as well.She was actually running ahead of me.I caught up wif her n gave her a spanking slap on her right shoulder. :P I tink she got a shock...hu wldn't if u r faced wif the same situation? Neway, she exclaimed "Hazel, u r nuts!" N guess wat i said... I replied " Ya.im a hazelnut." Oh man!! Tt's so funny!! Apparently, i spoke quite loudly like ya...typical me n ppl running in front ,beside me laughed.Hahaha!!

Hmm...my mum pinched me.Real hard! N after pinching me, she said "U haf alot of baby fats." *AH!!* I dun care whether it's baby fats or old granny's fats.Jus as long as it's fats. IT"S FATS!! oh man!! How am i gonna get rid of the fats? Neway lipids r made up of 1 glycerol n 3 fatty acid tails.I learnt it in bio.Erm...back to the topic... I dun like to wear hse tee cos it's sleeveless which means i haf to expose my flabby arms...Eeyeew!! After running, we did standing borad jumps n inclined pull ups lor. Damn tiring.Fortuanately, this afternoon wasn't very hot.How am i gg to get rid of my fats? Y didn't the teacher teach me on this during bio?

Tmr's tie day.Eyeew! Hate wearing tie.It's so uncomfortable. Yuck!! We'll be having guitar orientation tmr...Muahahah!! Our chance has finally arrived to sabo our seniors.Howeva, i felt the activities we had organised weren't evil enuff. :P

I miss the dustbin green pinafore.It's lying peacefully in my wardrobe.I dun like mouldy dull green.I look like sum kind of ferns or fungi.I rather be dustbin or the grass than fungi.Oh man!! Man is so fickle-minded.When i was in tkgs, i used to hate the uniform like siao lor.Hai~ N now, i actually miss it.I mus be crazy.Neway,im neva normal i guess...

Not a good start

It was raining rather heavily this morning.Brr... chilly morning.I felt like dissolving n becum part of my bed.Jus wanna lie there n not go to sch. The weather was nice n cold, my bed felt cosy n i was kinda glued onto it plus i was having monday's blues.These r enuff reasons to convince me not to go to sch. Howeva, i woke up cos i wanted to pee.After peeing, i cldn't sleep.So, hai~ must as well drag myself to sch... ...

Now, i can kinda understand y im selected to organise the Guitar orientations.Orientations..supposed to be fun n lame at the same time.People like me wif absolutely nth but crap inside is most suited for the job.Im lame n i noe it.I din actually noticed it but certain incidents had proved to me tt Hazel is crappy.I tink most of frens noe tt...Or do they not? Hmm... ...

After sch, i hung ard the stage under LT1 to wait for Cheryl to finish lessons so tt we can discuss abt the orientations stuff.I was discussing wif YinTenn first. After tt, we walked to bedok central's macs for lunch.Im so gonna be sick of fastfood. I shared an umbrella wif shuyi cos it was raining again. Under the umbrealla, we shared alot of jokes.Neway, she had an umbrella.I saw her taking it out frm her bag under my very nose.She refused to use it after seeing me taking mine out. For her convenience sake.Although i suspect, she was jus trying to get close to me.Sharing an umbrella together wif me seems romantic... Hahahah!!

Did i mention b4 tt i dun like rainy days? Hmm...i tink i did b4.Rainy days jus give ppl teh malancholy type of feeling.I dun like tt saddening atmosphere when it rains.I tink i will turn slightly less hyper n perhaps abit moody when it rains.Sum like the smell of rain while sum do not,I belong to the latter.I dun like rainy days is also becos it's very inconvenient.Everybody has to brandish out their umbrella when it rains. N i dun like holding onto an umbrella.Im a sluggard i noe...

Actually, i noe the truth... i like sunny days.Though i always refuse to admit the fact tt i like sunny days. I'll always claim tt the sun makes me darker n stuff.Which is true lah...But actually deep down in me, i still noe tt i love the sun! I admit it can be humid n hot at times but i still prefer the sun to the rain... ...Sunny days make me smile! yay!!

Sumhow n dunno how

Sumhow n im not sure how, im involved in nxt wk's guitar orienation.Sumhow n dunno how once again,i became the IC for the guitar orientation.Sumhow n dunno how am i able to organise a fun-filled orienation for both yr ones n twos.Howeva, sumhow n dunno how, i noe im gg to DO IT!! Yay!! I'll give my berry berry Best!! ~Whoosh!~ Jia you bah, Hazel!! Fortunately, i haf Cheryl n YinTeen to help organise it.We shall work together hand-in-hand!

I volunteered to iron the clothes todae!! I told my aunt tt i wld like to help her iron the clothes.Sumhow, my mum overheard me saying tt.Apparently, i cld see SHOCK plastered on her face.I cld read her mind. She was tinking..'When did my sluggish daughter became so nice?' I knew it!! It was so obvious on her face.She asked me to repeat wat i said to my aunt. She tot she was hearing things...I ignored her n u-noe-wat, she gave me a slap on my back n said "well done! so guai!" Oh man!! The slap was PAINFUL lor.She had murdered thousands of my pretty cells... Hey, this is my mum n im her daughter.Crazy mum VS crazy daughter...

Sumbodies came to view my grannie's hse today.The 'sumbodies' consist of a young couple n an old man hu i assumed was one of their father. I was practising guitar in my room when they came.I din hear them cummin.When they came into my room, i gt a shock.I grabbed my guitar n walked out of the room cos i felt abit awkward staying there while they look at the room.As i was walking out, i bumped my guitar onto the wall. My Lover!! There was a loud BANG! Sumhow n i dunno how, i screamed. I tink the 'sumbodies' viewing my hse gt a rude shock i supposed.I smiled n them n apologised even though i felt like digging a hole n jumping into it before covering it.Or even faster, disslove on the spot.It was totally embarrassing...The shocked looks on their faces. So damn funnie!!

I wanted to go to the park to jog. Howeva, it was raining.The weather forbids me to go jogging. *shrug* so i had no choice but to turn into a sluggard n slack at home. :P Watched abit of tv. did abit of maths tutorial n slacked thruout the whole afternoon.Oh man!! This is bad!Shldn't slack so much!

Lastly i wld like to end off by saying my resolutions....or rather part of my aims...I aim to get my class very bonded.I aim to work together wif each n everyone in the class in making cg 26/06 into a terrific n wunderful class.I need to gather lotsa support.n the support needs to cum frm everyone in cg 26/06! yay!!

Cg 26/06 Rocks, Stones n Pebbles!! yay!!

Im a Big HuaChi n Cuckoo!!

Im deprived of eye candies!! I tink TJ has a VERY short supply of guys. There is a severe shortage cos demands r quite high. Im applying wat i haf learnt in econs.To increase the supply curve, tj cant possibly increase its technology n manufacture more guys...Oh man...My cg has little guys n my cca is also predominantly filled wif gals...Plus my four yrs in gals' sch.Oh gosh! Hence to seek entertainment, the onli way out is to fa hua chi.

Ytd b4 cca started, my grp of frens n i held a discussion in the canteen.The topic was ...'Which ccas haf cute guys'. Woo!! wat an interesting topic.Haha!! Im more interested in cute guys in sports cca. I cannot accept guys hu r fairer than me.Wheneva i see guys hu r fairer than me,firstly, i will be overwhelmed wif envy.Nxt, my envy will mutate to becum jealousy.N i will dislike the guy n shun frm him... ... We came up wif a list of sum ccas wif cute guys...Oh man!! haha!! The list doesn't include guitar. *weep*

I haf to do sum research on the upcummin elections. Coffee powder made us do it.According to Coffee powder, we r doing it for the sake of 'fun'. Woo!! I 'honestly' tink it's so 'fun'. Im not exactly very interested in politics...Im a gd eg of an apathetic teen.....

Im haf sweet tooth.Im a sweets+chocolates addict.I predict my life wld be very dull if the world stops producing sweets.Mayb ... i shld open a sweets shop when i grow up.I can be an entrepreneur! WOO!! In tt case, i'll make sure i haf a continual supply of sweets.Mayb i shld cum up new types of sweets n chocolates like Willy Wonka!! I'll also make sure my descendants wun eva be deprived of sweets. I will perhaps earn loads of money n able to live lavishly.Mayb,i'll haf a super duper ultra big factory to manufacture sweets n chocolates.The factory will be so big tt i haf to drive wheneva i go inspect the whole factory.

Im a cuckoo i noe.N i love to daydream... ...

All in a day!!

My fingers hurt!! All becos of 3 hrs plus of guitar.My goodness!! i managed to survive it. Hurray! We finally got to meet our conductor,Mr Liam(if i din rmb wrongly).He's not as fierce as the seniors had made him out to be.I was super tensed when he was conducting. I scared i wld make mistake which can be heard quite obviously esp when we play as an ensemble.I find him quite nice actually, he joked wif us.Haha!! guitar ended at near 7 n i reached home at around 8.Oh gosh!! can u believe it?damn tired now...

This morning, i went to the girls' toilet in tj. I opened the door of the cubicle n wanted to walk in when i saw sth disgusting floating inside the toilet bowl.It wasn't jus one.There were two lumps of S*@+ altogether.I dashed out n went to another cubicle instead.Nearly puked my breakfast out.Wat a gd way to start my day!! *shudders*I told my frens abt it. They told me tt old ppl think it's good luck to see S*#+. *raise my eyebrows* i came up a joke abt it.I told them i shld haf scooped the two lumps put of the toilet bowl so tt i can share the gd luck wif them.Hahaha!! *burst* Oh dear!! I cant believe i can b so gross lor...

Beetsma tot i was HuiChan. Hahaha!! Cos during her period...we were passing sum biscuits around to eat.HuiChan din wanna let me eat. She was jus joking n fooling wif me.I pleaded her n she jia jia refused to give it to me.N guess wat?! Beetsma called her to answer an econs question. JH sitting opposite me started bursting out in laughter n commentted tt Huichan got instant retribution. He's very bad lah.But it was quite a coincidence.I cldn't help but laugh as well.Mayb becos i was laughing, tt's y she tot i was HuiChan... ...Haha!!

Lessons ended early todae.But we cldn't go home as sum of us had ccas after tt.So the whole bunch of us consisting of RY,MY,Cherylene,HuiChan,Jieying,YanFeng,Cheryl n Hazel walked all the way to Bedok central's PizzaHut for lunch.The 8 of us ordered the same things to eat.The 8 of us waited for each others' food to cum.The 8 of us ate at the same time.The 8 of us went back to sch together.I luv to be wif my frens.Im happie to haf such nice frens.I love CG 26/06!! The service quality there wasn't laudable.It was far frm laudable.It was ... ...We waited very long to even get out menus.When the waitress finally came, she gave us onli one pathetic set of menu.Did she sumhow expect the 8 of us to share?! *scratches my head* It's commensensical wat.At least give us three menus wat...Only one oathetic set.Did she expect us to play passing game isit? It'll take foreva to take our orders if each person has to spent jus few mins browsing thru the menu.N our food also took quite long to be served.Goodness!! Fortunately, we had alot of time to spare.Imagine if we were in a rush.Confirm will be late. howeva, we kinda turned a little mouldy waiting for our food to be served.The mouldiness cant be seen cos our uniforms' colour kinda camouflage it. (Note im trying to 'suan' tj's uniforms again).We also gossiped abt sum ppl while eating in PizzaHut.I tink i was the one hu started the gossipy stuff by toking abt... Dear Mimi... Tt's so bad lor! :P opps!!

Im a very forgetful person.im supposed to pass sum forms to Coffee Powder n sum other teacher n i forgot.I suspect it's an early onset of dementia.Im gg to becum a cuckoo soon.When the time cums, i'll becum worse.I tink im already half a cuckoo.If dementia really sets in on me.I'll becum a full-fledged cuckoo.Dunno whether i'll be scolded on monday by Coffee powder.Oh man!! Im feeling very bad now.I forgot! How can i forget?! geesh!! I shall put it in her pigeon hole first thing on mon.I'll try my best to rmb.Den i shall claim tt i put it on fri.I put it very late after my cca... ...Haha!! :P Oh dear... ...

Doomsday!!

Todae marks a pretty unlucky day for me...Firstly, i had to meet Coffee Powder for three periods. *yawn* Can anyone sense an irony.Coffee powder (the real one) serves to make ppl awake.But not the human Coffee Powder tt im talking abt.She called me to tell the class wat i had written on the issue on national security which we had to prepare beforehand.So,i stood up n toked.I mentioned tt govt plays an impt role n stuff.One eg is tt govt helps build a strong defence force.Coffee asked me y govt has to build defence force? I was stumped.So,i impromtu crapped sth up n said tt ..."becos we pay taxes.So they haf to make use of our taxes wisely to build a string defence force." Hmm...surprising, i wasn't wrong.Hence,it shows tt i can actually tink on my toes.Woo...

Todae's tieday.So naturally, all tjcians had to wear the greenish ties till 9 plus.It was my first time wearing tie.I had absolutely zero experience in wearing tie.So,i din noe how to wear my tie properly n required help frm Hui Chan n Cherylene. Oh my!! haha!! I felt sufficated after wearing my tie properly.Mayb im not used to it but i noe for sure tt Im HATE wearing tie!! I tot it was cool to wear tie but then it's horribly uncomfortable n highly irritable.EEYEEW!!!

During econs, Mingyan n i were asked to answer question.We weren't very sure how to answer the question.Stumped plus stunned once again. I had no choice but to gave my ans.My answer was wrong!! Hahahaha!! it was becos i misinterpreted the question.After knowing the ans, i felt tt i was a cuckoo. I tot the catering services was under the category of airport workers!! Oh gosh!!

During guitar i was sabo-ed by my fellow guitarmates.The Vice president asked for volunteer to give annoucement during assembly tmr.I din volunteer myself.My frens volunteered me to give the annoucement.Oh man!! Managed to get Cheryl to accompany me as well.It was actually supposed to be me alone giving the annoucement.I will faint sia! I gotta drag sumone wif me so tt i wun feel alone.

This is bad man! very bad!! My heart is banging against my ribcage now!! Oh HELP!! Imagine 800 pairs of eyes staring at u...oh ya not forgetting yr 2s, 1600 pairs of eyes staring at me.Wat abt the teachers n principals? 1600 ++ eyes staring at me when i step on the podium to give the announcement. I used to laugh at sum of the ppl hu gave announcements during assembly (sum were really very stupid lah!).It seems tt retribution has descended on me for laughing at those ppl.It is their turns to laugh at me!! It once proves again tt retribution does occur. It serves as a warning to my frens hu happened to read this blog...laugh at ur own expense.Im feeling traumatised now!

I tink i need to employ a bodyguard hu can escort me around in sch n protect me frm potential slappers! Kena slapped alot of times this wk.S*#%!! Wat the hell!? Wat r the criterias to fulfill to becum my bodyguard...

1) Must be tall... (1.8m n above)
2) young... (under 24 yrs old)
3) muscular n strong (to ward off evils)
4) Appealing to the eyes (actually is my eyes to be exact)
5) Must be sweet n attentive (to me onli!!)
6) A funloving person n hopefully can withstand my nonsense.
7) Carries my bag when im tired, brighten me up when im feeling down, takes abosolute care in me n of cos can crap wif me...

sumhow, i haf this feeling tt i'd listed the criterias to be my bf instead of bodyguard instead... ... *shocked*

First day of sch!!

Tj's uniform is damn hot! Hot in the sense tt u feel suffocated when wearing it.It's amazing i managed to survive!! Yay!! Oh man! I miss my pinafore all of a sudden.im not used to wearing tj'c uniform.Not yet perhaps...I'll be having PE tmr!! *traumatised* i wunder wat we will be doing tmr...Run? I haven be running much after the road run.Plus during the hols, i snacked alot.The snack cupboard is filled wif my fingerprints.Which is evident tt i ate alot n naturally,i wld haf gained weight!! AWW man!!Of u gain extra weight,it wld require extra efforts to run.Oh gosh!! Mayb i shld jus roll all the way since i haf accumulated enuff fats to cushion me n prevent mr frm injuries during the hols. Next horrid thing is the PE shirt is sleeveless!! Eeyeew!! I dun like sleeveless!! Plus, i wld haf no choice but to show off my flabby arms!! it's completely not shu nu at all. Shu nu is supposed to be all covered up n cannot exposed herself too much!! *bangs my head on the wall*

Sch ended early todae!! yay!! i like my new timetable except for
We most probably be getting back the same teachers as las term.hmm...dunno whether it's a gd or bad thing.I du really like this particularly teacher hu unfortunately holds an impt role among the other teachers.Let's me ambiguous. Call her coffee powder bah.Coffee powder wasn't very pleased todae cos sum of her students din wear their uniforms properly.Or mayb deemed improper to her.She walked down the aisle looking abit not happy.It seems as though she was chewing bitter coffee powder in her mouth. Back in class,she spoke in a harsh n stern tone n kinda warned the gals not to forget to bring their ez link cards anymore.Scary sia...

I like my timetable except for friday.Cos on fri,my lessons end at around 12 plus.Howeva,i gotta hang ard in sch till 3 plus for my cca!! I betta go walk ard n explore the sch.Find a cosy place where i can hang out till 3 plus.Oh gosh! Y does it haf to be like this? After sch, nearly the entire cg went to Parkway for lunch.I absolutely love my cg.I tink my cg is very FUN!! We may not be the best but we shall strive for the BEST!! yay!! CG 26/06 rocks, stones,pebbles...wateva!! Yay!!

I used to be a self-proclaimed tv addict.Howeva, i realised tt i haven been watching tv for long...Wat has happened? i managed to get rid of my addiction? My mum ever told me tt i was very easy to handle when i was young...I Loved to watch tv when i was young...toddler like tt. wheneva she has to keep me occupied, she will switch on the tv n play the tape.The tape contains...u noe wat...u guys wun expect one....not shows.....but advertisements.So, i'll sit on my walker n be absolutely still.Totally immensed in the not shows...but advertisements.Hmm..im jus wundering r all babies like this or it's onli jus me??Wheneva i cry, she'll simply stuff food into my mouth.N i will obediently shut up.Cos i'll be busy eating the food n completely put 'crying' behind my head.In another words, i was a tv addict n a glutton.I kinda expect her to tell me tt i watch cartoons or the tape contains cartoons like tom n jerry n stuff.My mum shook her head at me n said tt she was positive it contains commercials cos she recorded them herself.It was then i realised tt it was jus me.I was a stupid baby!

I'm gg to publicise my new nickname tt my frens had gotten me!! It is... (drums rolling) ... Nur Hazel Bte Hamidah Muay Mao. Hmm...u can call me the parts in bold.Im ok wif it.Hahahaha!!
I shld be able to answer u provided u r loud enuff.

CG 26 rocks,stones,pebbles again! *scoots off*

Sayonara to Happy Hols!!

Bye bye to March Holidaes! *wave* Haha!! Sch will reopen tmr n im not exactly looking forward to it cos i expect sch life to be more hectic n stressful.Sayonara to the sweet n blissful honeymoon period--first 3 mths. I gotta start my engine n work harder. Work = study. Aww man!! Plus im not exactly looking forward to sch reopening becos...the uniform erm...puts me off a little.I dun like its colour n material.The material is damn thick n i feel suffocated wearing it.Poor air ventilation.The colour is like dirt green ppt.So, how can u expect me to compliment it?Howeva, im looking forward to seeing my frens n classmates!! yay!!

I've been a good gal todae.I actually volunteered to help iron the clothes.Woo!! Im so proud of myself!! haha!! i spent a total of 2 hrs or so ironing all the clothes.Oh gosh!! My family consistd of my aunty,2 uncles, 2 cousins, grandma n not forgetting myself.Can u imagine the amount of clothes i had to iron... ...Another proud achievement is...i packed my study desk n cupboard. (applause pls)While i was packing my cupboard...i felt a hairy thing on my wrist.I tot it was dust n jus using another hand, i jus brushed across my wrist.Moments later then i realised tt there was a squashed spider on my wrist! Oh my!! Pity its soul...It had die such a horrible death.Im feeling guilt-ridden now.Haha!! i shall lock myself in a room n repent...Hahahaha!!

During one of my frequent daydreams, i imagined myself being a mother. Dun worry!! i din eat any forbidden fruit or sth.It jus suddenly arise for no apparent reason during one of my daydreams...If i were to be a mum, i wunder how i will be like.Will i be tat type of mum tt will spoil my children rotten n let them ride over my head.Or will i be a cavalier mum hu cant be bothered abt my children n let them do wat they wan.Or perhaps, i'll be a very strict n fierce mum hu carries a cane whereva i go to punish my children when they misbehave...howeva, i like to imagine myself as a patient,doting n caring mum hu doesn't lift my finger to hit my children.I will reason wif them.On the other hand, i tink it's almost impossible becos im neva patient.Im a bad tempered person.

I've witnessed alot of cases which involved kids misbehaving. I've seen kids sitting on the floor on shopping malls, refused to budge n simply (their best weapon) cried.They cried becos of their parents unwilling to give in to their wants.The parents wld then be exasperated by then trying to control their kid.I'll be totally put off wheneva i see these type of scenarios.Sumtimes i haf the strong urge to give a sounding slaps on the cheeks of kid.It's so annoying!! Fortunately, im able to keep my temper in check.I'll jus simply clench my fists n dash off,unable to bear the loud wails...

I dun haf a strong aversion to kids. Let me get it correct.I like kids.Kids that r obedient n dun cry for the wrong reasons...I like to pinch their cheeks n cuddle them.Sum kids r damn cute to play wif. :D

i shopped till i dropped

I went out for the whole of yesterdae wif my family.Wanted to go to East Coast but the idea was scraped as the adults had to meet sum lawyer at Orchard in the morning. So, we reached orchard at abt 10 plus in the morning.Can u believe it anot? 10 am! Most of the shops weren't officially opened yet though i cld see sum of the employees were diligently cleaning up boutiques like Prada, LV, Gucci etc.My mum wanted to collect the bag she sent for repair frm LV. Howeva it wasn't opened yet.The employees mus be tinking tt we were damn kiasu.So early wanna collect bag. haha!! So we went window shopping at Taka.I saw a pair of Adidas running shoes that was drop dead gorgeous.Woo!! Din buy it though. It was jus purely window shopping, see no buy.Haha!!

After tt, we went to Bras Basah.Past by National Library on the way.Saw alot of traffic police n reporters surrounding the library.I figured out it was prob due to Queen Elizabeth visiting the library. Thus it had to be heavily guarded for security purposes.My mum actually nudged me to pretend to wanna go library so tt i can mayb get a chance to be filmed by the reporters n appear on TV. I rolled my eyes at my mum. Haha!! I went there to buy a new guitar bag, a tuner n a new set of strings. My fren donated his guitar to me.Howeva, there were three steel strings missing. The whole bunch of us went to Jack's Place for lunch.The restaurant was very crowded n we had to wait for quite long to get a seat. Aww man!! I rmbed tt there's a Popular there i went to buy black file to put my guitar scores. The Popular in Bras Basah was humoungously gigantically enormous.Woo!! i was damn impressed.That was my first time there!! Howeva, i had a hard time looking for black file.The first level was mainly books.so i climbed up to the second--cafe.the third was toddler's bks ,cds n gifts.By the time i reached the topmost level, i was already panting for breath.Oh gosh! Finally i found my black file!!

After lunch, we went scouring for new furniture.Neway, i'll be moving hse soon which explained y the adults had to meet lawyer in the morning to settle sum official procedures. i walked till my legs ached. We past by Queenstown/way (im not sure wat's it called) on our way to Ikea. My mum said that the shoes there r very cheap n asked me whether im keen to buy a new pair of sport shoes.*shock* I bet she was in an extremely good mood.Of cos i wun turn down her offer rite.She offered it out of goodwill n of cos i had to gladly accept her offer. *winks* haha!! So i gt a new pair of shoes!! yay!! For ur information, Little Hazey actually skipped out of the shop holding the box of shoes.I cldn't stop grinning frm ear to ear for the rest of the day. haha!!

I hadn't touch or even caught a glimpse of my sch work which is neatly stashed in my cupboard.It's neat becos i din touch it.Haha!! i feel abit guilty for not revising my work during the hols.I'd been too busy playing n relaxing myself.Oh gosh!!But, it's too late for repentance. Holidays is ending soon.Instead of drowning myself in regrets, i mus as well enjoy wateva time i've left. I'll get enuff of studying when sch reopens.So in the meantime, jus chill out n relax!

Freaky thurs

I had a freaky morning today! I had to wake up early for guitar practice in school once again. I was rather reluctant in dragging myself out of bed but sumhow i did it. I went to the kitchen, opened the cupboard to get sth to drink when i saw... ... my most feared... ... baby cockroaches. I slammed the cupboard shut instantly.That was wat i wld call, reflex action. EEYEEW!! Y do i haf to meet Mr cockroach early in the morning?! Howeva the encounter wif Mr cockroach kinda sober me up.I din feel that sleepy animore afterwards. But hey, if i haf a chance, i rather remain sleepy then to get my adrenaline pumping by meeting the 'gorgeous' Mr Cockroach.

I had guitar practice for 4 hrs straight. It was like sm kind of marathon.I mentioned tt i shall not complain abt guitar animore but...cant help it lah.I wun complain abt the cca on its own.I wanna complain abt my aching n slightly blistered fingers onli.That's all...Haha!! oh mayb the practice todae was pretty stressful cos we had to finish the whole song todae n the senior hu was guiding us was pretty strict.He made sure we got everything right b4 we were allowed off to break.It may not be a bad thing to aim for perfection. So, i shant complain abt tt. We still haf two more songs to learn n in 9 practices onli.I can feel the heat now...Pretty stressful sia...Wunder whether i'll be able to manage. Attendance once again wasn't laudable. In fact it's the opposite. Wunder how the ppl hu din turn up r manage to cope when sch reopens.They wld haf missed out on alot of things.Neway, i crapped alot during guitar partly to liven up the atmosphere n lessen the boredom.It can be quite frustrating n dry to try to get the chords rite n practise many times to attain the level of perfection.At least, i made sure i had fun todae!!

After guitar, i went to Compass Point to meet Sally n Mingle. We planned to go to Mingle's hse to play the Game Of Life.Woo! I took bus 87 to Sengkang. It was a long journey there.Fortunately, i had my iPod n a storybook to keep me occupied during the whole journey. I swear i wld haf fallen asleep in the bus like nobody's business wif my mouth open dripping saliva n perhaps snoring if there weren't anything to keep me occupied.

Guess wat? i was early.Haha!! i waited for Sally. We went to PizzaHut for lunch.We toked abt alot of things.We planned to eat slowly in order to wait for Mingle.Apparently, she went to her sch to buy uniform.We drank the soup in a slow motion.We were quite surprised when she turned up b4 we finished our bowls of soup.She wasn't as late as expected. Neway, I tink Meridien's uniform is nice! Blue...light blue. pleasant looking colour.Soothing to the eyes. Cool colour.WOW!! the sch shld employ me to advertise their uniforms for them.We went to Mingle's hse after tt. we chatted n played at her hse.A big thank you to her for allowing us to hang ard in her hse.She's so hospitable. Guess i'll miss her loads since we r now in different schs. Sobs...

I was packing n clearing my cupboard when i stumbled upon this ancient poem tt i've written ages ago.It was supposed to be written for sum sch poetry competition.Mine was selected but din manage to get into the competition in the end. The topic if i din rmb wrongly was on our neighbourhood. we can write practically everything under the sun but it had to haf sum linkage to our neighbourhood.Like duh~It was then tt i realised tt i used to like writing poems n short stories.Used to...But sumhow, my passion n likes for writing kinda got swept under the rug n stayed there, long forgotten.Perhaps, i shld unravel my passion for writing again.Haha!! But first n foremost, i gotta improve on my english. Like desperately.Haha!!

I chanced upon this personality quiz in jasmine's bloggie.Supposed to do sum mcqs in order to assess on my personality. My results r as follows:
Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Hmm...*scratches chin* Do u tink so? haha!! it's open for discussions. :P

Notice ani difference? I've changed my blogskin!! Yippie!! *springs up n down* Finally, we can witness a breakthru...Hazel has managed to change her blogskin. (applause pls) I wld like to give a thankew speech... *clears my throat* Kudos to Eunice Zhou, my darlie cousin for assisting me to change my blogskin. It's rather touching of her to help her cousin, an absolute computer idiot, to change her blogskin.Thankew very much!! Bien merci to Eunice!!

TJC VS TKGS, the battle starts now! Haha!! Out of boredom, i started comparing btw these two schs. Firstly, i note tt both the uniforms sux! Green!! *traumatised* Im so fated to the colour green...mayb i shld try to like this colour to lessen my misery (i dun like green) . I dun like the material of tj'c uniform. It's stiffling hot.Eeyeew!! I dun like wearing pinafore either.It's very mafan. Actually, i was abit apprehensive b4 cummin to tjc.I had lotsa burning questions like whether i can survive in a stressful jc life n stuff.Moreover, i din wanna be separated frm my frens. Howeva, things changed after i'd entered tjc. i realised tt jc's life isn't tt bad after all.In fact i tink i prefer jc's life compared to sec sch life. I haf more freedom though it cums wif a price as well.Tt is more stress. It's inevitable to experience stress. It's part n parcel of life.

I had guitar prac todae. Attendance was rather pathetic todae. My grp onli got 4 ppl turned up plus a newcomer, it made 5. The smallest grp.Pathetic sia. I was stuck in room 226 for 4 hrs straight, including toilet breaks. It was rather boring. sitting wif ur guitar, cracking ur brain on how to play, stretching ur fingers to their limits n practised till my fingers r so damn sore now. SOBS~ I complaint alot after the practice. My fingers were quite painful frm all the fingerings. I walked past the canteen n i saw the hockey ppl still training under the hot sun.it was noon then.All of a sudden, i felt abit guilt-ridden for complaining so much.Those sports ppl had to train like siao.N i get to enjoy air con while learning how to play my guitar. Im so damn pampered compared to them. (zip my mouth frm now onwards)...

I cut my hair! i tink it's abit too short n my fringe...hai~ i tink i look abit 'toot'. Haha!! Tooty Hazel!! HuiChan commented tt i haf little hair on my eyebrows. Or isit i haf little eyebrow hair? Erm... abit confused...it's either way lah.So,i was given another nickname...n tt's mei mao. it depends on how u translate it.It either means 'eyebrows' in chinese if not 'no hair' in chinese again. *burst* haha!! i haf a collection of nicknames.. ranging frm Hazelnut, hazey, Hamidah, Shu nu n mei mao.Hahahaha!!

Computer idiot!

I wanted to change my blogskin. i found one which i like yesterdae.i tried to change it but sum funny codings appeared on my blog.I din haf the slightest idea wat had went wrong.Im not too good in html n codes thingy. I confess,im a computer idiot. The blogskin i wanted to change into was nice lor.The blogskin was spongebob squarepants. Tried several times but to no avail.i had to give up with much reluctance.At one point in time, my tagboard actually vanished.Ya!! Like *poof* n it's gone.I got a shock.Managed to retrieve my tagboard n i din dare to edit my template again.I jus randomly picked a blogskin frm the choices given... Once again, it was a clear indication that im a computer idiot. (applause pls)

My mum permed her hair todae!! She came back 3 hours later wif a totally new hairstyle.It's supposed to be a refreshing new look.But, i beg to differ. She asked me how was it? I got tongue-tied...Finally i took in a deep breath n said.."ya,not bad lah.It'll be betta if..." (pause) "ur hair wasn't tt dry.Cos it looks abit like..." (pause) "Dog poo." My mum glared at me n threw a cushion at me.She missed n i collapsed on the floor, laughing hard.Thinking back,i tink it's a miracle tt im still alive.My mum was so fed up wif me tt i swear she cld haf slashed me if she had a knife in her hand. haha!! But, i was jus fulfilling my role as a good daughter, by being honest... Her hair was too dry hence it looked like S***. hopefully it will improve once she starts her hair treatments. She's not supposed to wash her hair for abt 3 days. *gasp* betta stay away frm her for the time being. Sumtimes i tink i am a really bad daughter. Becos of her n her hair, we had to scrape the plan of gg swimming on friday.I suggested gg to east coast to cycle. My suggestion was met wif silence.Nobody cared to answer me.Like thanks lor!

I haf guitar tmr n the day after tmr.HAI~ It's not tt i hate guitar or sth.I luv guitar n im dying to master it.It's jus tt...guitar practices r rather monotonous. Basically, we jus find a cosy spot, stick our bums there, brandish our guitar out n learn on our own. Little communication is done, little infomation is shared. Up till now, i haf absolutely no idea wat we r practising the piece 'close to u' for...Nobody bothere to tell us n nobody n nobody bothered to ask.So i go there feeling rather clueless/aimless most of the time. Mayb i shld do sth to change the mundane atmosphere.I shall...erm...act like monkey n liven the atmosphere up! 'If it is to be, it is up to me' Yup!! UP TO ME!!

Im feeling rather restive staying at home wif nth much to do.I din touch my sch work at all.Din even take a look at them.Jus isn't in the mood to.All of a sudden, i miss orientation ALOT!! How i wish i can go to sch now n crap wif my frens.im not looking forward to the end of holidays.Cos im positive that after hols, there will be a mountain full of homework waiting to be done n serious studies has to be done.No more fooling n fun...*yawn* Im rather petrified jus by imagining the amt of work n how busy when the term starts. SOBS...

Jc's life will be rather stressful.According to sum teachers n seniors hu related their experiences to me.Hai~ not looking forward to being stressed up. Hopefully by then, i wun lose the fun n cheery me...

Gasp!!

I had a weird dream las nite. Very weird n traumatising at least to me.Im my dream, i saw myself dancing a dance which sumwat resembled ballet. I saw myself doing a pirouette in my darn freaky dream. I woke up frm tt dream, feeling rather dazed. It's amazing tt i cld still rmb the dream.Fortunately, it's jus a dream!! Imagine me doing ballet. People hu noe me will freak out of their lives... Phew...Weird dream...

I saw this book titled 'sense and sensibility' by Jane Austen sitting on the shelf peacefully in the library. I being itchy hand,took it off the shelf n borrowed it.I suspect sth was wrong wif my mind at tt time. The book is a classic. I tried reading it but i cldn't get beyond 3 pages. The truth is i cldn't get beyond the first page without having my ego dented. Haha!! The language used in classic novels r very...ahem chim! I dun really understand sum parts. Plus, there were many words in the book tt looked like Greek to me. It was then an alarm sounded in my brain.it was then i realised tt my english sucks!Another incident tt sounded the alarm once again was when i was teaching my cousin. I realised tt i've forgotten most of my grammar. I knew the anwers to the questions but when im requested to explain, im at a loss for words... ...wat past participle, past perfect tense, i haf completely zero memory abt them.Opps!! My english does suck horribly.

Since it's holidays now n i haf nth much to do.I shld do sth to brush up on my horrendous english.i can start off by reading newspapers religiously. Read as many storybooks as i can to improve my english n not forgetting to mention, my general knowledge. Together wif english, my general knowledge sux as well. Hmm... i tink i shldn't give up on tt book.I shall make an attempt to read it.I shall try my best to complete the book n if possible read more widely no matter how chim ahem! profound the books can be.

I complaint to my aunt tt i feel lethargic this few days even though i eat n sleep well.My aunt told me matter-of-factly that it is due to a lack of exercise. *shocked* haha!! I tink it's quite true.I tink laziness has penetrated into the insides of my bones. i betta do sth abt it.If not, i grow fat like a pig.So, i ran jogging at a park near my house.i ran abt 2.4km. Woo!! im so proud of myself! Haha!! I walked around the park summore.Breathed in lotsa freash air. i felt exhilarated. All of a sudden, i felt all warm n fuzzy inside me.haha!! i cant explain why as well.I felt really blessed to be able to run sumwat carefreely. I feel glad n appreciate the fact tt im able to run. I was so engrossed in that whole episode of feeling happy n blessed when a football came flying towards me n hit me on my leg. *crash* I din happy after tt anymore! So anticlimax.A million thx to tt person hu hit me wif his damn soccerball. (say sarcastically)

At the park,i saw ppl playing inline hockey.Erm...im not too sure wat it is called. It's a type of hockey which involves rollerblading.The players r usually heavily dressed wif sum protection stuff to prevent themselves frm sustaining serious injuries.Cos they skate n play hockey at the same time.Which can be rather violent at times. Injury prone sport i tink.Neway, i tink Hockey is awesome!! So damn cool lah!! i sat at the side looking at few guys playing.Sum of them ahem!were not bad looking as well.Haha!! i shall go tmr n spy on them!! :P Eye candies sia...

Abt that recent threat of possible pandemic caused by bird flu, we r supposed to try to abstain frm poultry rite. I had an egg n baked beans for breakfast, curry chicken n duck meat for lunch, curry chicken once again n roasted chicken n duck for dinner.WoW!! i tink i'll grow chicky of this continues...

Azure blue sky

I wanted to learn how to roller blade on fri.Howeva, there was a change of plan n we went cycling instead.Neway, i tink east coast is a fun place to cycle n i got to admire beautiful scenery at the same time! I Love looking at the sea.It makes me feel calm n peaceful inside. Howeva, dun expect me to swim in the sea cos i seriously tink tt the water surrounding singapore is damn dirty.the colour of the sea is like murky green/blue/brown.Wateva...The point is tt i always imagine big disgusting sea creatures lurking in the water n tt's y i dun like to swim in the sea.It's gross, at least to me.

I feel abit bad bitching abt a gal in my og.She was my classmate in sec sch. howeva, i jus cannot stand her.Haha!! One of my frens complaint to me tt her skirt is damn short lah, can see her butt.Many of us also noticed tt she likes to flirt alot wif her make classmates.i mean flirting...we can understand lah.But we jus cannot stand the big contrast in her attitudes towards females n males.She's very attentive n sweet in front of male species. Howeva, she treats us, females, rather coldly n she can be quite sarcastic at times. Im so bad rite? Hai~

My classmates gave me a new name n tt is Hamidah. *shocked* So coincidental lor. hamidah was my ex history teacher.Hahaha!! Oh..how i miss her... Neway, my resolution for erm.. the rest of the yr is to becum more ladylike...Hmm...it seems like mission impossible cos i tink it's almost impossible for me to becum ladylike.Haha!! I will try to...hahahahaha!Imagine me being ladylike.EEYEEEW!!!!!!!!

March hols NOW!!!

YiPPiE!!! *jumps up n down* It's the March holidays now!! Yay!! Can finally enjoy a moment of peace at home after all the buzy days during orientations.Cum to tink of it...Orienatations is fun but very physical draining.We did alot of physical activities tt leave me feeling damn lethargic at nite.

Yesterdae, we did almost nth in sch for the whole morning.We had civics n my teacher was telling us the proper ways to wear our sch uniform.She's rather conservative i wld say.She wans our skirts to be of proper lengths n blouse shld be tucked in neatly n shldn't be too low n stuff. *yawn* She actually asked those wearing uniform to go up one like models n she demo to the class wat are the correct ways to wear sch uniform.At one point in time,she lifted my fren's blouse abit too high lah den we cld see... ...That was very bad lor! (opps! That's amy's fave phrase) Yiwei was damn scared when it was her turn to go up n demo.haha!! Den my civics tutor also started rattling on abt our personal grooming n stuff.Tell us tt we haf to take care of pur appearances..Like duh~ mus bathe everyday ...In singapore,u cant afford not to bathe everyday...She told us to wash our faces everyday n stop pimples frm growing... Those hu haf serious skin conditions,she advised them to see doctor/dermatologist...Erm..i mean we cant really stop pimples frm growing rite...It's controlled by sum hormones thingy.How am i supposed to control my hormones when it cant be controlled?

After tt we went to the hall n slack for like 2 hrs or so.We had to wait for the rest of the second intakers to finish their make up lectures b4 we cld go for our og outing.So,yiwei started using her bag as a pillow n slept rite on the floor.Sum of us also did the same as well.I admit tt wasn't very ladylike of me to u noe..sleep on the floor.But i cldn't care less.tired means tired.tired means mus sleep.*shrug*

After tt, the whole og went to east coast park.Haha!! we went there to cycle n once again, i've becum tanner frm the prolonged exposure to the sun.Haha!! I've resigned to fate...I'll always be hei se...Even my name sounds like black in chinese.So...yay!! it was fun.We saw a bunch of army guys running there as well.We being despos, purposely cycled up to them many times jus to catch a glance of them.haha!! howeva,there was one point in time,my classmates in front of me suddenly stopped n u turned at exactly the spot where the whole bunch of them were resting.the rest of us gt a shock n followed suit.Haha!! So damn funny!! the army guys mus be tinking we were crazy lor.hahaha!! Neway, i wore black shirt,shorts n a black watch.Everything black.Alot of my frens asked me whether i was feeling hot.Haha!!i told them i was frm secret society n haf to wear black.Tt was my uniform n i cant complain hot.haha!! Im full of SHIT!! :P

After tt we walked back to sch,all of us were famished.we had to change into o tee n jeans.Can anyone imagine how hot tt was.Wearing jeans...Fortunately, the bookshop was open n most of us bot instant noodles to eat.I ate cookies n drank one packet of drink summore.Was damn hungry lor.Oreintation nite was rather disappointing.At least to me.i was practically bored to tears. I fell asleep halfway lor.Esp when there was this guy hu sang 'foreva luv' during the talentime competition.he sang like...I was an insult to my idol--Wang lee hom.I felt so indignant for my idol.I felt like crying n mourn for my idol...I fell asleep hearing him singing...Nxt up was the rock band n stuff.Sum sang like...again history repeast itself.n i dun appreciate this type of music.I got out of the hall to take a breather.The sch was dark at that time.It was den tt i realised tjc can look pretty haunted at nite.haha!! was waiting for the mass dances to start but the band was still singing lor.Cldn't tahan liao n decided to go home.Went out of sch wif hui chan n audrey.i realised tt Audrey din noe how to pronouce Zenith.haha!! When we were waiting for our parents, we heard dhoom...they were mass dancing onli after i haf left. Damnit!! *poots*

Saddening...

I jus checked my class thru the students' portal...i feel erm...very happie n disappointed at the same time.Firstly, im still in cg 26/06!! yay!! Tt's means i still can get to stay wif my bunch of lovely gal frens.Yay!! But the bad news is...we onli haf two pathetic guys in my class. *gasps* Feel like weeping now lor.I can predict my life will be so damn boring.It's like back to gals' sch.Not much difference...Nvm...I shall be half a guy in tt class.in total we haf 2 n a half guys.

Todae was a damn boring day.not much fun lor.We stayed in the audi most of the time for sum talks by the DM,Thong.He requested for the class lists so he cld randomly pick sumone to answer questions he had prepared.Abt sch matters.Wanna sleep but cldn't sleep becos of tt.Plus, i was sitting at the second row.I'll be asking for trouble.There was one point in time, i tot he wanted to ask me question.he was looking at me expecting me to answer his question.Btw, i was sitting at the second row.Do u noe how near it was...but firtunately, sumone frm the back shouted out the ans.I din haf to ans.Phew~

We went to long john's silver for lunch.As usual, i teased amy.neway, i tink retribution is befalling on me.I gt teased by my frens as well.Haha!! Wheneva i opened my mouth to say sth..they bound to find sth to tease me abt.So, i've learnt to zip my mouth.

During the students' welfare tok, i saw a humongous spider crawled past the wall on the stage.EEYYEEW!! Cos i was sitting at the SECOND ROW!! can see everything very clearly lor.It was BIG!! trust me damn big.i din expect tjc to house this type of humongous spider....

after tt, we did mass dances.At the audi!! yay!! I was dragged down by my frens to dance below the stage.After the first dance, i wanted to climb back to my seat.my frens pulled me back again.One of them pulled my belt until it dropped onto the floor.haha!!So no choice, gotta dance summore...But den..it was fun!! Yay!!

After the orientations, i gotta do sum soul searching n reflection. Gotta say so many lies in one day.Cos u noe we haf to get points frm EXCO members n stuff.Den gotta suck up n impress them so tt they will be generous n give us more points.So we haf to say sth like " A is so handsum", "B gal we love u!!" n "C gal is so chio" n stuff...Suck up... sumtimes, i haf a strong urge to puke after saying tt... Gotta purify my soul....

Day 3

We had wet games yesterdae!! Whee!! Din get very wet as expected.Most of the time we were jus competing wif other OGs of other clans. Din get to splash moi classmates. :P haha!! We played captains ball using a pathetically small balloon filled wif water. Can u imagine how fragile n elastic n bouncy it is.Haha!! We also played this 'mummy' game where we were supposed to use water bombs n hit other clans' mummies. 'mummy' is actually a person frm the clan wif newspapers tied around him/her n opposing team supposed to use water bombs,hit the person in order to wet the piece if newspapers.Haha!! My OG has a pathetic number of guys whereas other og had more guys den us.Damn irritating lor.They played very rough.This damn irritating guy went to burst my water bombs when i was holding them.Then i also played rough back.Haha!! There was this guy frm opposing team,he was holding onto two water bombs n i went in front of him n burst the both of them.Haha!! As a result i wet my shirt.first time lor... I 'molested' sum guys while trying to block them.Heck lor.I dun give a damn abt how they feel.They played rough den i also played rough back.

Today, we had to prepare for Ols' night audition.It was abit sian lor.Cos rite...the whole thing is jus so stupid n boring lah.very difficult to make it interesting....Hopefully we dun get in den we can go for an og outing on fri!! yay!! pray hard tt we dun get in!!

I Like 'Let's get retarded" liao!! i tink it's quite fun dancing it if u noe how to dance.

Dragon boating was fun.I got splashed. There was a layer of salt on my body after tt. Cos the water evaporated n left a layer of salt on my body n even my ears.Yuck!! But den it was still fun! I din go into the water cos i hurt my leg,scraped my knee to be exact. If i go into the water, the wound will sting like hell.We went to kallang river for the boating.Saltwater went to my eyes cos other og splashed us water.It was damn stingy painful lor.But,it was still fun! We din haf any transport back.Which was a pity.Haha!! We had to walk a LONG way to kallang mrt. But few of my classmates were walking together.So it was quite fun!! haha!! My arms r like gg to be dislocated frm my shoulders soon.Sobs!!Haha!! very sleepy now...shall stop here n go stone a while b4 sleeping. According to my frens, hazel's fave pastime is... ... ...STONING!! Haha!!

I LUV my CG!! Woo!! CG 26/06 ROX!!
PS: im addicted to the Nike cheer.Anyone can help me get rid of the addiction?

2nd Orienatations!!

WOO HOO!! It's 2nd orientations NOW!! I'm so happie!! So very da happy!! No studies,no books,no tests jus play n play n lotsa fun!!

So, i was damn hyper todae.My frens even questioned me whether i had taken the wrong medications or sth tt resulted in my hyperness.Haha!! it's not i took the wrong medications lah.It's jus a result of overdose lor.I took TOO MUCH medications.Hahahahaha!!

Actually, i tink it's becos i noe my classmates well liao.So i dare to fool around wif them.I cheered super loudly todae!! yay!! Damn enthusiatic!! Tmr, we'll be having wet games.Woo!! Wet games...Im gg to sabo my frens n make them wet.Dripping wet!! Yay!! I tink it'll be very fun tmr!

I saw sum new faces n a couple of familiar faces as well.Examples r sum of my pri sch mates n new comers frm the second intake. I saw one of my pri sch mates lah.But since he dao me, den i dao him as well.Im so bad!! haha!! but im born dao n live dao n always dao.cant be helped.

We played dry games around the sports complex.It wasn't tt dry anyway.Cos i was perspiring like siao under the hot sun.N guess wat? I've grown darker once again!! Hai~I tink it's my fate to be born dark n always look dark.cant be helped.So i shall jus resign myself to the fact tt im DARK!! Sobs......We'll be gg for dragon boating on wed.Haha!! Ya...dragon boating.Im gg to get even more darker... *shrug* hai~

There was dis station where we had to play the noodle game. A piar of guy n gal haf to transport the noodle using their mouth frm one end to another wif erm...'obstacles' along the way.Newcomers were given the priority the game...we second intakers dun haf to play.Phew~hahahah!! I dun wanna to give my first kiss to sum random guy.haha!! It's reserved for sumone special lor.LOL!!

Next, we did the mass dances.Dhoom is nice! Im beginning to appreciate dhoom noe.But i dun like to dance erm...Larger den life.It's abit similar to retarded n there's alot of kickings to be done which i dun get it n thus, dun like to dance...

Intriguing facts

So, i've gotten into tjc.Yay!! Finally,one agonising hurdle is gone.I tink i damn lucky to be able to get into tjc despite my results...My results is like jus on the dot sia...Heng lor...So, i will treasure dis chance i've been given to continue to stay in tjc. I shall study hard n lead a meaningful life in tjc. But tt will be after the holidays.haha!! The next agonising thing i need to go thru is the possibility of changing classes.I dun wanna change class!! I like my class alot sia even though it's a bit too guai liao but my classmates r really a bunch of nice ppl n i dun wanna to be separated frm them. *sobs* For the nxt two weeks, im gg to let my hair down n becum a mad woman...haha! My hair is already down cos it's short...neway, im trying to say tt i will jus enjoy myself as much as i can wif my classmates n ..ya jus enjoy myself.Haha!! Although i dun like doing mass dance but i will TRY not to pon second orientations.Heehee!!

Another piece of good news is tt Audrey is cummin to tjc as well!! WOO!! congrats to her!! We r so fated to the colour green!! Haha!! I will be buying the uniforms nxt wk. Yay! I can get to bully audrey again!! She's jus SO fated to be bullied by me.She cant escape frm me...Hahahaha!!

After checking our posting results, the whole bunch of us went around the sch compound to take fotos.Haha!! after tt sum of us walked to bedok interchange macdonalds' where we enjoyed macdonalds' breakfasts.woo!!We sat there n chatted alot. I was teasing Amy tt she shld consider taking Macdonald's PR.After eating, she actually took out her cross stitch stuff n sat there n do.Haha!!I mean... ...it's abit weird lah..she seems like she's gg to stay there for the wholem day.and she told me tt she n her mum always do this.They like to do cross stitching if not study at fast food restaurants... ...

While we were happily chatting, a boy ant 4 yrs old suddenly appeared frm no where n hit Cherylene. Then the boy totally oblivious to wat he ahd done when behind Ruiying n pushed her chair n grabbed andrea's bag.For a boy tt age, he was considered very strong.Cherylene was damn angry at tt time.She stood up n scolded the boy to get out n scram. I was so scared of her at tt time...hahaha!! it was my first time seeing her so angry.Normally she's full of smiles n laughters. Neway the little boy was pretty ill bred lah.Hit ppl n pushed ppl.Wah lau!!His mum..she jus stood near the exit n shouted for her son to get out.I mean...she shld go n drag her son out or sth...Her bo chap attitude...wah lau! If i were Ruiying, i mos prob push back my chair n let the boy kena squashed btw the chair n the glass panel. Stick him onto the glass panel or sth.haha!! Im so evil sia...we also questioned amy abt wat type of guys she likes.haha!! We were very curious lor.I mean quite understandable lah.A 'special' gal like her makes us so curious to wanna noe wat type of boys she likes.haha!! Had a fun time teasing her again!

Hmm...after tt we walked to mrt station cos ruiying n i wanted to go bugis to by sum stuff. On the way,we were toking abt me being a mum in future.Actually i cant really envision myself as a mum noe.I mos prob torture my child to death.haha! My child will be so damn unlucky to haf a crazy mum like me.I was joking tt the father of my child has to be normal in tt case if not...haha
the child's future will be bleak...We also toked abt our aspirations n wat we wanna be in future. RY is interested to becum a gynaecologist.Such a noble profession.As for me...mayb im considering gg into medical field but which aspect...mayb therapy or sth? im really not too sure abt it for the time being......

Highly irritable

Im in a highly irritable mood...Haha!! Jus feel like bursting...burst into tears or laughter? Im not too sure...

Posting results will be out tmr...The good news is tt we wun be having lessons tmr n the bad news is...posting results r out...Plus, we'll be having half day tmr,so no guitar.Haha! Happy or sad,i dunno...Wat im sure is tt i tink i've spent the 3 mths fruitfully in TJC.Really enjoyed myself tremendously in tjc.During this first 3 mths, i get to meet my pri sch frens esp LayLing!! At least we had the chance to meet n study in the same sch for abt 2 mths or so...Im contented wif the memories we shared in tjc.All the fun n excitements...Plus i tink im very lucky to haf met such lovely classmates.CG 26/06 ROCKS n will continue rocking. Tt alone is sufficient enuff to keep me going even if i dun manage to get into tjc.Neway, wanna wish everybody in CG 26/06 all the best n we will remain as frens always.No matter where i am, i'll always rmb CG 26/06!!

Sounds abit tragic but then...tt's wat life's all about. Sumtimes we r onli given a choice which is to accept it. Those hu feel to accept reality norm ends up getting hurt instead. I tink feeling sad is inevitable esp since i like the sch n my frens here alot.I managed to noe many ppl here n most of my tkgs's frens r here in tjc as well. Im not sure whether i'll cry tmr...even though i norm dun cry tt easily but tmr will be a highly emotional day. Sum of my frens r leaving for greener pastures.I wish them all the best but at the same time,i dun wanna to separate frm them.In preparation for the uneasy day tmr,i shall bring lots of toilet rolls...to wipe up erm...anything tt can be secreted frm me... examples: tears,saliva,perspirations,pee? EEyeew!! Tt's disgusting!! Haha!!

Woo...i seldom blog abt such serious stuff rite?haha!! Nvm.Little Hazel shant be defeated!! Im not gg to give up tt easily without first putting up a fight.I'll APPEAL shld the need arises. Appeal appeal n appeal.Flood Tjc wif all my appeal forms.Flood Mrs Loke's office wif all my appeal forms.Yay!! *giggles*
We had a class farewell party todae.Ate pizza n cake.Din dare to eat much cos i am still having a cough n it seems to be getting worse as the day passes.Neway,i tink tjc has alot of germs.Alot of my frens r sick...I heard sumbody saying tt tjc has bird flu.Crap sia...haha!
I actually wanted to bring a camera to sch again.Thx to my pea sized brain,i forgot again!! Tt's like so typical hazel lor.The problem is tt my fren actually reminded me to bring on wed nite n yet,i forgt!!when i see my frens snapping away,i felt so stupid......Me n my pea sized brain wif a antsy memory space...
A few of us actually hanged around at the sch canteen n chatter.Really enjoyed chatting wif my frens...chatting wif them realll warmed my heart but then im pretty sad to leave them as well...hai~

All of a sudden i feel like crying again... ... ... ...

Damn sucky day!!

Firstly, i had chem test todae. It was damn sucky!! I had this very OBNOXIOUS teacher...Damn it!! First, despite being early, we started late.The duration of paper supposed to be 1 hr i tink but we were onli given around 40 mins to finish. Shit!! We didnt settle down in time, the whole lecture hall was filled wif noises...The lecturer jus stood there n i heard him telling the rest of the teachers..."Let them fail lor" n shrugged his shoulders indifferently.Wat THE HELL!! We haven even looked at the papers n he already said tt we shall all fail.Like thanks lor!! TT's was SO ENCOURAGING!! Nxt matter was tt the teacher din print enuff test papers...so we had to wait for the teacher to bring all the test papers,wait foe everyone to get a copy first den we can start.If not it'll be very unfair to those without test papers at first...Did not print enuff copies...WOW!! That reflects HOW EFFICIENT our teachers are... (applause pls)

Another was tt sum ppl frm other schools already know their posting results.I heard tt dis yr's cut off point for tjc is partial seven...I tink my one leg is stepping on solid grd n the other is into the grave.Oh GOD!! Even if i can stay in tjc, i may haf to change class which i dun wanna!! If the need to appeal arises, I WILL DEFINITELY APPEAL to stay in tjc n my class.I DIE DIE also wanna stay in my class!! I will not give up easily without first putting on a fight!! Jia you!! Yay!!

Had guitar todae...practised the song 'close to u' again...i tink i fared betta todae.tmr,my class will be having a farewell party for those leaving..So sad...i dun wan my frens to leave me!! Jus wanna stick together foreva!!